saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

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I Was Much Happier Before There Were Calories, Weight Loss And Starvation Diet In My Life. If Only I

I was much happier before there were calories, weight loss and starvation diet in my life. If only I could turn back time ... I want to cry when I think about how the calories ruined my life

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3 years ago

No attention on We Heart It http://weheartit.com/entry/98431227/via/rebecka_16

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3 years ago

Codeine, cigarettes and energy drink in the morning are so good.

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3 years ago

Fuck, codeine is amazing

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3 years ago

I don't want it to go away because then fear, bad thoughts and feelings of sadness, emptiness and hopelessness will come back.

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3 years ago

My eyes are rolling over on their own, I don't have control over it

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