I Love You To The Moon

I love you to the moon

And back

As you prance

My restless thoughts

Linger in my mind

A beautiful memory

Etched in my heart

Every bit of you

Oh relentless muse

Gracing the lines

Of my humble poetry

Your sweet smile

Voice that melts the ice

That hardened my soul

Everything that you are

The dreams you told me about

All unspoken wishes

Your love

Your flaws and all

Encompass the galaxy

I am beholding with pride

Baby you make

My dead heart

Wake to have

This one more chance

To walk with love again...

-Flaws and all (Walk with love again)

Katie, 01:00

I never had a miracle in this lifetime. Then I met you.

Katie, 21:56

Despite everything life has done to me, I still believe in Santa Claus, in love,

In you.

-Katie, 15:30

Bloom honey, bloom

See those pretty roses?

They have thorns too

Had pierced someone

Hurt someone

But didn't sink in guilt

In life, things like that happen

You'll gonna hurt somebody

Break somebody

Well, who doesn't?

We all have that kind of days

We're loved

We're hated

Nobody is perfect

So get out of that shell

Brighten that face

And show the world

That you are capable of love too

Yes you don't always gleam

Like the sun

Sometimes you come

With a thunderstorm

But at least, honey at least

You don't fake any of it

You're authentic

You're raw

You're a mess

And because of that

You're beautiful

So like those pretty roses

Bloom honey, bloom!

-pretty roses,

Katie, 21:30

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I hope when days turn into series of relentless storms and you feel like you cannot love yourself anymore, you will remember that I wounded myself in picking your screaming pieces from the dumps; bled to death in attempting to make you whole. I hope you will find a way to be strong. That you will learn to swim through the quagmire of negativities drowning you.

Don't give up on yourself just like that. I've endured pains of varying degrees to see that lips curve into a smile again. Do me this one favor. In the name of my love, survive!

Love, survive

Katie, 16:00

Heart, I failed you again.

I'm sorry you broke again. And this time, I don't know if I can ever make you whole again. For you didn't just shatter into pieces. You've been burned into ashes. Unless, you're a Phoenix, there's no way I can revive you.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry I led you into an open combat. I'm sorry I didn't listen to your screams. I'm sorry I didn't trust you when you said we're walking into a trap. I thought you can manage. For heart, you've always managed. You've always been so strong. I counted so much on that. Even when you're losing it all, I didn't let you retreat.

I'm sorry.

It was all my fault. I led you into a battle we cannot win. I'm so sorry. I just thought he's worth it. That he's different. Now your ashes scattered about the ground say it all.

Heart, I'm sorry. I truly am.

Not a Phoenix,

Katie, 21:45