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Anyone wanna howl with me rn?
I wish I did yesterday when the full moon was out where I am. But alas, I didn't, so I will howl tonight.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it/xe)
5th poem to post. Another dog & wolf related poem, lol. A lot of my poems are canine related cause of me being a canine kin [specifically wolfdog kin].
Tw/cw: biting mention, abuse hinted at(?), and I think that's all. Let me know if you find any tw/cw I didn't add that I need to.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it/xe) [trying something new with my sign off thing on my poem posts]
Roll Over/Growl
I think that
I should roll over
And whine sorry
Over and over again
But instead I growl
I bare my teeth
And snap at you
I bite and growl
I should roll over
I should say sorry
I should be a good dog
A good wolf
But I'm not
I growl and bite
I'm a bad dog
A bad wolf
I should roll over
I growl and snap
I should whine sorry
I bare my teeth and bite
I'm sorry I'm not good
I bite even when
You try to help me
For I'm scared
I'm sorry I'm bad
I growl even when
You're kind for I don't
Know when you'll stop
Thanks for the help! I'll check out that website when I get the chance!
I know I have trauma that really affected me, I just have a hard time with knowing how much and shit.
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it/hx)
Random, but can any systems/plural beings talk about how they figured out that they are plural?
DID, OSDD, endo, etc. Any version of systems or plurals
I have questioned DID or something similar to just myself and 1 or 2 friends irl before. I'm unsure if my trauma was "enough" or happened at "the right time" or whatever to be able to cause a dissociative disorder.
If anyone has any websites or similar things to suggest to help me, pls send me them.
I mostly try and stay out of plural/system things cause once again I am unsure if I am one in any way. And to go into a community that I am not sure I am in feels off.
Using I/me/my/etc. sometimes feels wrong, and we/us/our/etc. feel right even if just referring to "me." But sometimes I/me/my/etc. feels fine/right, so idk.
Please give me advice or at least share your experiences if you're able/willing to. Thanks
- Zuki Shay Lupo (They/it/hx) [if I find out I'm a system/plural in some way, this sign off thing will probably be changed around].
I have ADHD, I can confirm this is so fr, Everytime I'm sitting down I'm always doing what people are calling "tip taps" lol, love this head cannon 😂♥️
I headcanon that Dabi has ADHD ✨
person: are you listening to me?
me: haha yeah sorry the colour of that girl’s shirt is really bright and i can’t hear you over it because it’s distracting my eyes which apparently distracts my ears
Okay so hear me out,
Almost three hours ago I was like "hey i wanna Google this" so I took out my phone, but before opening Google I was like "WAIT I wanna see something on Pinterest first" so I proceeded to open Pinterest, and after nearly two hours I am proud to say that I did not, in fact, do anything but read about how you CANNOT actually sneeze with your eyes open!
Adhd is a bitch, but it's MY bitch.
The amount of times I've yelled at my brain to shut up is comically concerning
Me: I'm so sad. Life is dreadful.
My brain: you don't have the right to be sad! There are people who can't find water to drink or food to eat or clothes in the winter you selfish prick!
Me: I'm. Not. A. Selfish. Prick.
My brain: ARE. TOO.
And that's how I got a black eye
oh so tumblr has decided to make me self aware today
“Ah sorry I’m just dumb” (having ADHD my whole life has meant that I’ve been criticised heavily for making mistakes that come part and parcel with the condition. Even the people I love most in the world have chastised me for mistakes that I spend much of my life worrying about and trying to avoid. It’s much easier to tell you I’m just a silly guy than explain to you that no matter how much effort, how much thought, how much stress I put into avoiding these same mistakes, I will keep making them over and over again. My brain is structurally built to thwart me throughout it all.)
Just Nova and Charlie.😒
(i love them SM )
Charlie belongs to @. Elesmyly
Nova belongs to @ elesmyly
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In the last months i started listening to MSI, Jonny Urine is REALLY problematic (i Saw videos of his concerts, him dating a minor when he was almost 30, and even the video "personal Jesus" made me think how he isn't mentally stable). And i think the others of the band are ok btw.
Now i have to go do my homework because i havent start yet so... Bye (｡・//ε//・｡)
Are you really an ENTP or do you just have high functioning ADHD?
me when gorillaz, maze runner, captain lazerhawk, radiohead, deltarune/undertale, bluey, and studio ghibli anime.
The invader zim theme song is stuck in my head. Lol. New hyperfixation unlocked.
zoned out and now I feel like my limbs have no weight. What level of zoning out have I reached?
Happy pride Queers and Allies! 🏳️🌈 This is my personal flag and I wanted to make a little challenge, trend, whatever you want to call it. The rules? There are none! The only point of making this flag is to make one with elements of yourself, you can put your pride flags, your country flag, favorite things, pronouns and so on. Have fun wether your doing this challenge or something else, stay safe, take care of yourself, and all my closeted folks, you stay the safest.
Bro is it just me or does literally everyone w/ adhd get random scars/injuries and completely forget where the blooming onion they came from! Like I randomly have a cut on my cheek and I dunno if it was from when I fell a bazillion times or if I walked into a wall (btw my friend says I’m like a bird bc I always walk into walls/glass)
I’ve been thinking of getting testing for an autism/ADHD diagnosis. I don’t want to self claim that I have these things though. I don’t think my parents would be open to it, since we have a more severe autism cousin in our family, and they think that’s the only autism there is. I really don’t think I have autism though. I would like a test. Does anyone have any like.. major signs you have adhd or autism or something?? Also I do have depression and anxiety(I was diagnosed) so would that be my main “oh I think I have this thing” signs when it’s actually that?? Help I’m completely lost
my therapist: how are you feeling in the wake of your (autism spectrum disorder) diagnosis?
me: well it makes sense doesn’t it? i was the one who requested testing. like on some level i kind of figured.
my therapist: yes, i’m personally glad we pursued it because it helps me better understand parts of your behavior and how to accommodate you. but how do you feel about it? you said before that you were in heavy denial about the possibility when you were younger.
me: well yeah, i had a preconceived idea of what autism was that i know now wasn’t true. but at the time it was distressing and i didn’t want to think about it too hard.
my therapist: how was it different then? what was your idea of autism then?
me: it was, you know, severe developmental delay. i never thought i had developed abnormally at all, so to try and match up the severity i associated with autism and the way i viewed myself, i just couldn’t.
my therapist: but you did.
me: sorry?
my therapist: you did develop abnormally. both socially and academically.
me: socially yes, but i had no problems with academics. i always especially excelled at reading comprehension, more so than anyone else in my grade. i started lagging in high school but i think that was a lot of burnout and depression and ptsd, probably. i was incredibly smart. hell, i spoke in full sentences earlier than most of my peers.
my therapist: violette, that’s still abnormal development.
me: …huh?
my therapist: developing abnormally fast is still developing abnormally.
me:
me: oh.
non-autistic and ADHD people on the internet who think that a hyperfixation is just this quirky little, "hehe I love this thing soooo much" when in reality it's,
I literally cannot stop thinking about it
I need to stim to it multiple times a day
I have to wake up early to engage with it
I disassociate completely thinking about it
I can't fall asleep unless I've engaged with it
I have to drop everything throughout the day to engage with it
if I ignore the urge to engage with it, it physically fucking hurts