I CANT STOP - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
Me when I feel the urge to post everything and anything on tumblr for absolute no reason
more dbf!miguel old ig feed bc i cant sleep
og post + 2099 miguel ig feed <3
HE HAS RETURNED AAAAAAAAAAAA I LUB HIMB
HE'S GOING ON TOUR I'M SO PROUD! I'll miss him tho :(
History books: Stede Bonnet suddenly left his wife and kids, bought a boat, became a "gentleman" pirate, was terrible at it, became a "guest" on Blackbeard's ship for several months because Blackbeard thought he was neat? We guess?
Taika Waititi and David Jenkins - There's no heterosexual explanation for any of this.
It's that time of year my government mandated yearly moomin obsession is back
i feel like this is psychotic but greg smells so nice like he smells like the word pretty
ALSO
“THE SEMEN DROP WAS ACCIDENTAL” THIS JUST GETS WORSE. ????) ISNT IT BAD ENOUGH THAT YOUR FRIENDLY SNAKE WAS OUT, JOHN?
Mic drop? More like milk drop. (Ignore this I’m just going a bit crazy…maybe the trauma from reading all of this!! Anyways..)
Has someone ever woken up and tried to imagine how “Self-Portrait” by Yoko Ono goes?
Yeah, I know it’s about John Lennon’s willy, but 42 minutes of it?????? WHAT HAPPENS?
AND WHY DID RINGO VISIT THE SET?? CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN THAT TO ME!????
IS IT REALLY JUST ABOUT HIS JUNK? DOES IT MOVE? (Well, they say it did move…..)
THIS KEEPS ME UP AT NIGHT.
Also, MUBI’s description of the movie:
I CANT.
Ps: If Yoko ever releases the movie or some copy comes out and you get the link….send it to me…
I don’t want to see it. I swear it. It’s just for research purposes.
Thanks.
Ps pt.2: did George, ringo or Paul see the movie??….
I would like to personally thank Sophie Foster for giving me her habit of tugging on her eyelashes
My tabs are insane and overwhelming rn and I can’t
y'all... my yandere mingi fic is at 10 thousand words and i still have like three scenes to write 🫠
i've been drawing only one oc everyday for so long that its hindered my ability to draw anything else well
send help 🙏
I got broken up with like..a week ago? A month? Atm it feels like yesterday.
There's a lot of layers of suck to this situation.
The reason things broke off was because im not the best and regulating my emotions. I have moderate to severe depression and anxiety. A lot of hatred and anger towards myself. I'm probably bipolar and a laundry list of other terms to say "im manic and that makes 'normal' functioning hard".
That being said, it was fully a good desicion on her part.
And ive been handling all this really well all things considered. We had a very emotional evening, then i found purchase in focusing on myself creativly. I became more aware of my anger than i ever have, and dispite the fact that it was directed inward, how that can still effect those i care about. Other relationships have strengthened i suppose. Ive become noticably more stoic.
But there's a few feelings i cant shake. An awareness that i haven't fully processed the loss of that relationship. An irrational anger that im handling this healthily? A tightness.
I want to scream for hours. Sob into her chest for days. She was so fucking good for me, and i fucked it up, because i wasnt good for her. Wrong time, wrong place i suppose.
A voice in me wants to self destruct. Just say fuck it, get wasted just to hurt myself. To validate the part of me that tells me im trash whenever it gets the chance.
And now, i have to go to work. At least that makes dissociating come naturally.
If anyone reads this, and you have someone who loves you, truly. Hold them. Hold them as tight and as long as you can. Because one day you may have to let go.
Just ate an entire pear that was so good and so juicy i started gnawing on it with both hands like an animal and the face my supervisor made when he passed by my desk while I was absolutely consumed by my pear fueled bacchanal was Something i have never seen someone look so tired and also so upset and also also so envious
the way sasaki gently kissed miyanos hand ruined me for future lovers
i gave my friend permission to hit me if i cursed and i’ve already been hit 3 times oh god what have i gotten myself into
Have a messy Gale pen sketch :)
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Referenced from Colin Bridgerton (I need to do my Bridgerton redraws)
I would love to tell you all that I've been busy writing—like a good little unpaid author—but you all deserve the truth and that truth is... I have been... distracted...