I Want To Be Tiny - Tumblr Posts
why cant i look like this?? all i want is to be beautiful and thin. i hate the way i look im buying a scale soon so i can see my progress i've noticed a little but its not enough. its never enough.
“if i didn’t think, i’d be much happier.”
“I want so obviously, so desperately to be loved, and to be capable of love.”
walking in the amusement park to burn cals and i alr wanna kms
bodycheck then and now
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The ones where i had the purple shirt are yesterday and the other ones are from about 2 months ago. I see slight differences but its not enough:/.
*slight face reveal lolol*
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Just wanted to document the look of sickness. in some weird way i really enjoy how the sick look looks and it overall makes me feel better mentally i love how thinner my arms look compared to the outside pic but i strive to be nothing thin.
“i don’t feel pain anymore..but I’m so hungry..”
when all goes wrong, ana never lets me down.
body check:pppp
cw: 114.5lbs
Day 1
Morning weight: 188.8lbs
Night weight: 190lbs
I nearly passed out today I guess I need to increase my calorie intake which sucks
🌷I did it🌷
I was able to do a 10 hour fast I know that 10 hours is not a lot of time but I’m super happy I did it because this was my first fast and I only ate 779cal and burned 814cal.
🌷November will be my month🌷
I must lose 7.5 pounds and get to my first gw 🩷🤍
🌷bmi🌷
I’m very happy that I’m out of the bmi 30s now and I hope I don’t get back up to in the 30s 🩷🤍
🌷A big step🌷
Today I consumed only 424cals my lowest ever consumed and I’m proud of myself for being able to resist eating more because yesterday I binged but in the end I’m quite proud of myself!
🌷Fasting🌷
Today I was able to fast for 21 hours I’m glad I was able to do it because it’s my longest fast ever!
🌷GW1🌷
I finally got to my first goal weight! It’s been so annoying not being able to reach it because of my binging habits, but at least I’m under 170 pounds🌷🩷
New goal : weigh 110 lbs by thanksgiving
I think it will be really easy so I’ll probably be lower by then and I’ve already lost some weight and I’m so happy abt it!
Omfg wtf is wrong with me and why is this so hard to do?! I just want to lose weight. I want to be skinny and tiny. I want to be disgusted my food and eating. I want to always say no to eating when people ask. I want to be so skinny that the next time I see my friends they worry about be and tell me how skinny I’ve gotten but I can’t do it no matter how much I want to. There’s something fucking wrong with me why can’t I just stop eating so fucking much and be normal.
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