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When brain's so silly that because you're in a horrible moment when you're scared for your life and you saw Spiderverse movie in the middle of that crisis moment you end up splitting a spiderverse subsystem to deal with that trauma and situation

I found so interesting that even though CDD community it's meant to help and support in CDD systems and all that kind of shit you can see there a lot of fucking fight between themselves, I'm not even calling the endos in this

Idk, it's interesting...

Hating our brain and how it works

When I'm in a crisis that might put the body in a terrible danger they leave me alone in fronte

But when minor stress we switch

Brain I don't understand you at all /neg

ARE U SPEAK SPANISH?!! >_<

YEAAAAAHH

I speak spanish, is my first language!!

Though like almost 80% of the system feels more comfortable talking in english than spanish (the ones who don't prefer it don't know english lol)

Do you speak spanish?? :0

"My kid is ok, they don't have trauma"

Bitch your kid learned english alone when he was less than 10 years because you didn't know the language and so the kid felt more secure talking about things in english because it gave them the sense of control and privacy

Bitch your kid learn to dissociate in english because that's more safe and now sometimes they can't remember their own native language because their brain lock itself in english

Bitch your kid likes more english and talks better in english than their native language because they feel more confident and safe like that

Random like vent post that applies to us lol

hui!! were relearning spanish bc its our first language certain alters formed.when we onky spoke it only spesk spansih and i thought you'd find it neat

So you mean some of your alters only speak spanish and now all the sys is re-learning it?? Cool

That's a similar case to us tbh, we have various alters that only speak spanish because it's our first language, but we can speak more english lol

What a good surprise not being the only one like this!!

It's so strange that the brains works like

"Yeah let's make this horrible and triggering allter front to make us have a random PTSD attack"

and then the brain realize that's hurting us in every way and so it wents like

"Let's bring a whole group of triggered alters to front and cope with this till we dissociate, not stop it, just make it worst till we dissociate"

Fucking brain

Host be like

"We don't have any sexual trauma, wdym??"

And the 4 sexual protectores, 2 trauma holder and 2 sexual alters just look at him with an "are you serious??" face

Brain stop introjecting people who hurted us HORRIBLE, this isn't the way to cope with the trauma they leave us, STOOOOP

Shitty brain

Wanted to do something like this so.... I'll give it a try!!

🍄 - how did you get your system name? It was a name I made when we were like... 10 I think?, But I was planning on that when I was like 8. Some random alter discovered those old notes, see the context and almost everyone agreed it was a perfect and unique name for us, everyone liked it instantly except me, the honest, who coined the term

👾 - funniest out of context system quote? "Namelnom is the new plague but with systems" /ij

🎉 - favorite system holiday? Day of the death! (We're mexicans lol)

🌙 - do you have subsystems? We have many subsystems

☕ - what is switching like for you? It's a very strange feeling and process, also it depends a lot in the type of switch because we have different types based in the context of why we switched and how it felt. But mostly it's just like blinking with a fuzzy feeling, and then you're not in the front anymore or just pop out in there

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have? Impossible, but most of us like writing, though it depends in the alter what kind of things they'll write

💾 - what's your headcount? We're a fucking lot, we prefer saying more than 1000 and that's all, we gave up counting because of the horribly big amount of fragments we have

👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns? Yes we do, the most dominant trait regarding voices is a more depth and low type of voice, although we have one alter that has a very notorious accent and speech pattern... But almost everyone learned to mimic the "base voice" so they can act be me, the host

🎨 - does anyone in your system like art? Starting with the host!! Most of the system frequent fronters like art in one way or another, especially in writing and drawing topics

🥀 - how easily does the system split? I'll say 50/50 because, we do have some resistance to a lot of specific events or stress, but when it comes to something we can't handle and just "idle dissociation" isn't enough or safe we tent to split a lot, normally between 5-20 just for one thing, and if multiple things happen... Well that's a story-

🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral? Fictive heavy mostly, factives want to be more predominant but can't yet

🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates? Well a lot of songs and it depends a lot in which alter do we talk about and which alter is making the comparison

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience? A LOT, amnesia is one of our biggest problems, sometimes we need to go with someone who knows about our amnesia and go like "What's the body's name and age?" because we genuinely can't remember those things, amnesia is horrible TT

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time? Mostly do their hobbies. In the most common hobbies or free time activities of the systems are: Writing, reading, watching videos, and sometimes drawing

🪐 - what is headspace like for you? For me as host is pretty fuzzy and difficult to see correctly, I even have a censored version of the visualization because it would make me feel horribly bad if I saw it as it is, is just like... A white space with some random buildings ig?

🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates? Like 98% of the system is non-human

🪫 - what do you all do to recharge? Lay on bed and sleeping not always work, being in the cell phone or laptop and just chilling seeing videos is the best way we can recharge energy and, at the same time, lose it

🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress? Mostly through dissociation and switchs, when it comes to other methods are... Not very happy and healthy ones TT

🔦 - how did you discover your system? A psychiatrist told us the most probable thing is that we were a system and gave us medical recognition, after that is all history... /neu

🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work? There's supposed to be academic alters to help me during school but they're too lazy to front, or maybe they're dormant, who knows

🌊 - who are your frequent fronters? Me as the host (Namelnom), Namely, Dian, Daniel, SImply Plural, idk I tend to forget 😭

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things? Yes! Even if I was in denial of being a system and ignoring them I tend to bought and ask for things saying "is for me" when I don't have memories of using those things, and if I do, I have emotional amnesia

☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from? Normally collective interests/likes or things that we see, it's not like a most prominent kind of source I think?

💬 - free space!! tell me about something! Idk, this system is wild

system ask meme

🍄 - how did you get your system name?

👾 - funniest out of context system quote?

🎉 - favorite system holiday?

🌙 - do you have subsystems?

☕ - what is switching like for you?

💫 - are there any hobbies you all have?

💾 - what's your headcount?

👻 - do your alters/headmates have different voices or speech patterns?

🎨 - does anyone in your system like art?

🥀 - how easily does the system split?

🦖 - is your system fictive-heavy? factive-heavy? neutral?

🎵 - what songs remind you of your alters/headmates?

❓ - how much amnesia do you experience?

🎮 - what do your alters/headmates do in their free time?

🪐 - what is headspace like for you?

🍐 - are there any non-human alters/headmates?

🪫 - what do you all do to recharge?

🌧️ - how does the system cope with stress?

🔦 - how did you discover your system?

🌟 - do any alters help out with school/work?

🌊 - who are your frequent fronters?

🎁 - have you ever bought your alters/headmates things?

☘️ - what are your introjects/fictives usually sourced from?

💬 - free space!! tell me about something!

Oh shit-

It’s been almost a week 😭

Anyways hi yall

Guess who is having multiple identity crises!

1. Name:

Called myself Knife Bat in a server as a joke for Halloween, and when people actually called me it

Euphoria

So thats going on

2. I’m questioning if I’m a system or not, and I’m honestly losing the battle

Yeah the more I research, and try out terms

The more I realize that I am probably a system

(Guess my Ex was right 😭)

Anyhow

Hope yall are doing good

Want to hear about an Undertale au?

Someone like end me

I finished drawing Vamp today

Vamp is a harpy, and as you can tell they have no ideas or hands

They’re actually one of my alters, and came into front on Wendsay/Tuesday night.

They did like some things: Broke a jar because they don’t know how hands work (or hand eye coordination), Took a shower (which they hated), Had an anxiety attack over breaking the jar, went to sleep, Came back into front during English because I was having an anxiety attack, Went through English and FS really confused, Ate lunch, Went to PE, Came back into front after PE, Stayed after school, Talked with Twink, Hung around with Twink, The went home, and watched TikToks

Where they came from? No idea, but apparently they’ve been here the whole time

I can’t explain how hard it is to draw Vamp

The feathers

I literally only had enough energy to draw their face ones

They have defined feathers on their neck, and are covered head to claw in feathers

Could not explain why they look like that

That was just what I drew, and what everyone else today me they looked like

I’m going to bed. Good night

hello mutualsss (or just anyone curious)

saw someone do this and thought it’d be fun :)

Plural Ask Game!!

📢 1. How did you get your sys/collective name? 🔔 2. Who is the current host/frequent fronters? 📎 3. Who is your first known alter(s)? 🏳️‍🌈 4. What is your collective/most prominent identity? 🏳️ 5. What's your systems origin? ❗6. Do you have DID/OSDD?

🛂 7. What's your headcount? 👥 8. What's your brainmade to introject ratio? 🤫 9. Who's your most mischievous headmate? (/silly) ⚪ 10. What's your headspace like? 🤔 11. How did you find out you were plural? 🗨️ 12. Random quote from a headmate, go! 🗣️ 13. "Plural culture is..." ❤️ 14. What gives you euphoria about being plural? 💔 15. What give you dysphoria about being plural? 👤 16. Is there something that makes you different from other plurals? ❓17. Make up a random question to ask!

this close to making a makeshift blindfold or smth out of whatever i can find and putting on a podcast because seeing is so weird why is there light

THIS ive been pretty much constantly alone in front for like 3 days now and. how did I survive b4 I realized there were others here

That moment when everyone keeps being quiet out of nowhere and you're left wondering how the fuck you survived like this for so long and how do singlets even function because this is no way to live