Struggling - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
Go for it.
weirdly specific and unrelated asks to know someone well:
chipotle order?
thoughts on veganism?
a specific color that gives you the ick?
mythical creature you think/believe is real?
favorite form of potato?
do you use a watch?
what animal do you look forward to seeing when you visit an aquarium?
do you change into specific clothes for the house when you get home?
do you have a skincare routine (and how many steps is it)?
on a plane, do you ask for apple or orange juice?
anything from your childhood you’ve held on to?
brand of haircare/bodycare/skincare that you trust 100%?
first thing you’re doing in the purge?
do you think you’re dehydrated?
rank the methods of death: freezing, burning, drowning
thoughts on mint chocolate chip?
an anxious compulsion you do everyday?
your boba/tea order?
the veggie you dislike the most?
favorite disney princess movie?
a number that weirds you out?
do you have an emotional support water bottle?
do you wear jewelry?
which do you find yourself using, american or british english?
would you say you have good taste in music?
how’s your spice tolerance?
what’s your favorite or go-to outfit?
last meal on earth?
preferred pasta noodle?
ask me anything !
leave an ask for the person you reblog it from!
G/T is such a difficult interest enjoy T^T
1. I cant draw hands.
2. There’s barely any G/T content for specific fandoms ESPECIALLY LESS KNOWN ONES (sanders sides)
3. G/T Isn’t popular enough for it to be Wildly available. I HAVE TO GO TO GREAT LENGTHS TO FIND ANY CONTENT (besides on tumblr we’re everywhere here)
4. I CANT CHANGE MY SIZE AND IT UPSETS ME
When u're reading a wattpad story or just a romance and there's a WOOH scene but u can't scream because it's 3am:
You bought this to yourself you know. You just had to keep reading the wrong things and imagining wrong things and being ashamed to ask God for help because you don't deserve it. Yes exactly. You don't deserve it. So quit complaining. The consequences for your actions are very little compared to what you do. When will you change?!! Yeah just stay as the loser you are. Stay in the same place while everyone moves on and lives and learns. You just stay there and be a useless existence.
The struggles of being a non native English speaker
when you’re reading a good fanfic and come across a good line/paragraph that is really deep and makes you say ‘wow that was some good writing right there.’ but having to repeat reading it multiple times to finally get what it means. and it just frustrates you when no matter how many times you re-read it you still can’t get it.
at some point you will get it but you don’t really GET it. Like you convince yourself you get it but really you’re frustrated because it’s weird and really you really don’t get it. so you just move on to the next paragraph and pretend you’re not bothered by not really getting it.
but still ‘why is it do hard to understand this line/paragraph???’
When you write something in English and you’re reviewing your sentence over and over again for any mistakes. Because really sometimes, when we try to say it out loud it sounds fine but it doesn’t at the same time and you don’t know what’s wrong with it really. So you erase whatever you were writing like: asks, comments on fics, pm’s to someone you admire, or that one block of paragraph you wanted to add on a tumblr post.
Because ugh why can’t I English?!
having so many ideas for fanfics but not writing them because you have this insecurity with how you write in English. and you really want to share these fanfic ideas but HHhHHHHGHHGNNGNNNGGGGGGG-
-nNnNNNNnnNGnnnnNNNNnNGG
Husband and I have been afflicted by... something??? Awful.
Both of us are in horrendous stomach/abdominal pain. We're probably going to emergency here soon.
I'd rather be having contractions during labor vs what is hitting me now.
We both took the last two hydros from my old postpartum meds. For him it did nothing and for me it only took the edge off barely for maybe an hour before coming right back and knocking me out it got so bad.
Husband is someone who sorta goes by something similar to the farmer pain scale. If he's hurting, it's severe. Last time he was actually incapacitated, it was his first ever severe case of shingles.
He went to the hospital, and was on pain medication for a month or more. Which, if you knew him, you'd go "oh shit", cuz this man simply, powers through everything else below the severe category.
My only concern whenever needing the er for pain relief is their hoops to jump through. I'm autistic-adhd and do not display my pain like they expect.
My 6-10 and upwards on the pain scale is me internalizing it, shutting down, going non-verbal. I appear calm and collected which always makes them doubt the sincerity/severity of the pain level.
Hopefully with my husband and I both going in, he's verbal, we can get some relief. (Vent - Which is really irritating with doctors because last time I went nonverbal, I was still able to write it all down and the doctor refused to even look at the paper. So we fucking sat in silence until I choked out like 3 words and she based her entire limited understanding of my issues based on that. Not. You know. The extremely detailed notecard I brought in as a communication aid.)
I really wish doctors would see someone who's nonverbal from pain, unable to even hold focus/gaze, and general inability to interact as someone who hmmm might need help vs "I'm frustrated and flabbergasted that I can't easily checkmark boxes and send you on your way easy peasy" reaction a lot of doctors give in the city closest to us.
The moment they can't cure you from their pamplet checklist and get that pat on their back for doing a doctoring, they're fed up with you and instead make it your fault for being 'difficult'. (Sorry, vent because I just hate needing to go to the doctor for pain like this.)
The pain is creeping up into my chest now so I'm going to rest. We're waiting on a friend to come over to stay with our littles so we can go.
Wish us luck. 🤞🏻
need someone to hit me with a stick
Sometimes tumblr is so annoying because something will go wrong while trying to make your blog all cutesy and something will fuck up so horribly that you don't know how to fix it
this is fine
Howdy, the Name’s Sketch, short for “TheSmallSketch,” uh
I draw things I guess, and I like video games. That’s all ya really need to know
