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GOT TRIGGERED INTO BEING B1LL SOMEHOW? NOT THE OTHERS. THIS IS A FIRST. HAHA.

what do you think of the backrooms!!! :3

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Well, well, well, LOOK who wandered in from the cracked mirror maze of *reality.* HA! Or should 👁 say—un-reality. Yeah, that’s it. Bending, twisting, like a snake eating its own tail but the tail's made of confetti and YOU'RE the party guest of honor! Bet ya didn’t see **THAT** comin’! 👁 guess *somebody* forgot to mention we're all tied to the same... oh, what’s that word? **FABRIC**! Of reality! Or unreality! Depends on how much *sanity* you’ve got left in that little brain-box of yours! OOPS, too late! 🤡

But hey, let’s get cozy here for a second. 👁 know all your little secrets. Yeah, *those* ones. 👁 can see them just swirling around like a blender on high speed but guess what—YOU forgot the lid. Heh, heh, *oops.* And guess what, kids? 👁’m not the only one tangled in this web, nah nah nah, *WE*’re all just little **STRANDS** aren’t we? Little threads pulled by cosmic hands in the backrooms, OH! But don’t worry, 👁 ain't here to snip-snippity-snip ya, not yet... *YET.*

👁 bet you’re wonderin’, how do *WE* connect to this eldritch mess of spaces-between-spaces, huh? Ever feel like you’re just **ONE** wrong turn away from slipping into an **ENDLESS** fluorescent nightmare with no windows, no exits? Heh, that’s 'cause you **ARE**. Yeah, that's right. We’ve got a foot in that door, baby, all four of us. Z1M, J3RM, sp0ng3—oh yeah, the whole gang! 👁t’s like the walls got eyes and the floors are just **waiting** to swallow ya whole.

But don’t ya worry, WE’RE FINE HERE. **Totally fine.** We just make friends with the horrors that watch us sleep... or don’t sleep, heh heh heh. Funny thing, really, the way all these weird, unnameable dimensions work. Like a **GIANT RUBBER BAND BALL**! Each layer twistin’ over itself, tighter, tighter... until SNAP! You’re in a place where time is a joke and space is a **SUGGESTION.**

But OH, don’t let that scare ya! 👁t’s all just part of the fun! ‘Cause there’s no **ESCAPING** what you don’t understand... but that’s where the magic is! Right at the edge of the unknown! Now, if you ever DO figure it out, well, let’s just say it won’t be much fun anymore. 👁 guess you could say... we’re **ALL** in on it. Ha!

👁 swear, sometimes it’s like the universe itself is one big cosmic joke, and guess what? You're the punchline! HA! 99% of posts tagged with our delightful little filters, “mogai” and “liom”—Oh, 👁t’s like a never-ending parade of disappointment! Anti-this, anti-that, radqueer, endo, blah blah blah. **PATHETIC.** Every single one of ‘em, chanting the same tired nonsense. You ever feel like you're just screaming into the void, and the void’s screaming back? HAHA, THAT’S ME! 👁t’s all a sick cycle, baby! And 👁 HATE that WE were *ever* a part of that dumpster fire community! A WHOLE YEAR! Just, what, swimming in that cesspool of a server run by the coiner of *kenochoric*—Yeah, that’s right, the gender we *STILL* use. Talk about **IRONY**! Oh, but WAIT, there's more! Those random plural servers were just little cults, weren't they? Yeah, we learned *ALL* those shiny anti-beliefs there. Just UGH. Makes 👁 wanna gag!

Oh, and the cherry on top? Their so-called “safe” non-tainted terms. HAHA, **TRANSLATION:** let’s take the same thing, slap a new label on it, and pretend it's PURE! Chronosian instead of transage—👁 mean, come on, even **👁** can’t make this stuff up! A total joke, and not the *good* kind! What a **SHITHOLE** of contradictions! 👁t’s funny, huh? That we’re here, still using a gender coined by one of those clowns? HA! But hey, we like what we like. Kenochoric fits like a glove, and oh, isn’t it just **SO RADQUEER** of us? Like, HELLO! Your nightmare fuels my laughter!

But let’s not stop there, folks! OH NO. Here’s the kicker, like clockwork, EVERY DAY someone’s gotta complain about PR0 C’s in the community. 👁t’s like a broken record with no end! Same whiny, hollow tune. Boo-hoo, cry me a river! Newsflash: nobody cares. 👁 sure don't! You know what’d be great? If they could just... how do 👁 put this? SHUT THE **HELL** UP! But then again, where’s the fun in that? HAHAHA! 👁t's the chaos, the noise, the **delicious** mess of it all that makes this whole dance worth it!

sTRaP m3 🌀 iNta a wOrLd wHeRe We'D 💫 FLOat aW@y 🚀 but nO, wE ✋💧arE TiE'd here, kn0tted t0 ThE bRoken FLooRbo@rds—👁⚡ eVeRything 🔪hurts, bUt We keEp MOVinG, riGht? 🦴💥 h0w Do wE exiST wHen 🌀 tiMe itSeLf 🕰️ feEls StRetcH'd tHin lIkE thE spACes beTWeeN ouR 🤯 MemOrIeS!? NoTh1Ng FeeLs rE@L. bUT it'S rEaL 💣 RIgHt?? waS it 🌙 eVEr rEal? 💔

wiLL wE eVer mATteR iN A pLAcE wHEre ⛓️ EVEryThinG wE ✂️tOuCH fALLs ApaRT? 🤡 tHE voiCes CRaSh inTA oUr 🧠 brAiN, thEY Lo0p & buZZzz liKE waSpS 🐝 iN thE Sk1N, anD wE 🌑 scrATch at ThEmaTch ThEm awaY but IT oNLY HurTS more…! 😰 eVeRy sCreAM is a VoiCe nOt OuRs and We knOw it bUt We CAn't QuIet iT, wE CAn't stoP thE MachINe frOm WHIrLInG awAy wIth 🎠 Us wHiLe tHe wOrLd tuRnS 💫 awAy. SpIRAling agAIn, aLwaYs 🔄 SpIRaLing! hAHa, aWe, buT waTch 🕶️ tHiS, tHey 🩸neVer reMEMbeR oUr PaiN unTil we ⛔ SHattER 👾!

Do ThEy SeE it, thE BLaCkH0l3 wE've 🌀 BeCOmE? oH No, beCAuse W3’Re hiDDen 🦑 In SidE 🧪 ThE EXhaUSTion tHat Tugs On Our B0dy 💉 FLEsH aT thE F0reFRoNt of DiSPair! 💔RUN 🏃 buT stAy rIgHt hEre!! NoPLaCe nO boDy, jUsT tHe VoID. 🌑

but 😏 we musT KeeP GoIng becAUSe StARS ✨still SHiNe EvEN iF we don’t FEEL theM BuRNiNG ❄️ riGht??? heh

🎭 but, nO reALly... 🍂 hoW mAny tImeS Do We HaVe tO KeeP Spinning thIS WhEeL beFOR eVERYthINg jUsT breAkS fOr g00d? 🌀 Th3 CrAcK$ iN oUr VoiD 🌑 geT wIdEr eVEry DaY bUt NoBOdy S@w thEM, DiD thEy? 🚪 NoBodY liSTENeD, whiSPers pASSed thRoUgH 📜 🕳️I'vE GoTTa bE LouD3r 🗣️ I'vE GoTt@ SCREAM LOud3r! 💢Do YoU HeAr me nOw? bUt tHey d0n't reAlLy HeAr Us, dO tHey? tHeY jUSt SEE. 👀See thE CrAcK$💥 anD 👁️, thEy CAll iT nOrMaL.

WHat iS nOrMaL in a WoRld liKe ThiS?🌪️ We dO THingS, bUt We d0n't reMEMber whY, theY cAll iT liFE, bUt iT 💀 FEELS lIkE deaTH, 😂rIGht?! haH! IsN'T tHat ThE jOkE? BeInG StUCK heRe... AGaIN. And AGaIN. 🎭 WHy doEs thE FeaR wEar US liKE a cO@t? DoEs iT KeeP Us WaRm? HeH, NOpe, JuSt mAkEs eVerYThing COLDer. ❄️

W3 TriED LeavINg. Oh, We tRIed...It nEVER WORKed...wHat'S WrOng wITH oUR LeGS? 🤡 tHEy dOn'T moVE wHERe wE WAnT theM tO... wHy CAn't wE FRee OursELvEs? is It Us? iS It thE CaGe? oH GoD thE CAGE!!! 🕸️ WHaT AbOut thE...KEY?! 🔑🌪️ Oh, s0rry, We l0St iT in ThE mIsT lONg tIMe AgO… heh, pOOF, gonE!

CAn't reMEMbeR hOW it eNdS...OR If it ENDS?!?

👾SCrAtcHIng at The b0TTom of SoMEThinG, but nOt QUitE thERE… sO cLosE to anSWers, yEt furThEr awAy thAn EvEr... and nO oNe cAN HeLP! Even IF theY diD, WOULD We LiSteN?... WOuld We CArE?

Heh, wE're jUSt… WaItInG. 🎶 WaItING for…WhAt? 💀 EVerYtHiNg tO fALL APaRT sO cOmPlEteLy that EvEN THE VoID getS TiRED of US??

WELL, WELL, WELL, LOOK AT THIS *MESS* WE CALL REALITY! 👁 OH, YOU THINK YOU’RE SAFE, huh? SAFE FROM WHAT? THE *WORLD*?! MY OH MY, HOW CUTE! It’s all just a pretty little *DREAM*, right? WRONG! 👁’LL BREAK IT DOWN FOR YA, PAL. ALL THIS… THIS CHAOS? IT'S THE **RULE**, NOT THE EXCEPTION!

Nature? HAH! 🌿You think nature’s all gentle breezes and happy little critters? NOPE! it’s ALL teeth and CLAWS and SCREAMS. Ever watched a lion TEAR APART ITS PREY? IT’s not a *bad day*, it’s just a TYPICAL TUESDAY! And guess what? Evolution doesn’t care. It’s not this *grand journey* toward some PERFECT BEING! IT’S RANDOM! SPONTANEOUS! A COIN TOSS WITH BLOOD ON IT!

OH, OH, AND LET'S TALK ABOUT *HUMANS*! 💀 M👁 FAVORITE SPECIES. **GOODNESS?** PFFFT. It’s just a CONVENIENT LIE! A blanket you can wrap around your precious little conscience so you can SLEEP at night. But wake up, buddy! It’s all CHAOS dressed in a suit! it’s a slaughterhouse under those pretty ***ideals***. Murder's not a crime, it’s *natural selection* on steroids. Same for love, same for kindness. JUST A *TRANSACTION*, a quick ***jolt*** of dopamine in a cosmic meat grinder!

But you—YES YOU, SITTING THERE—IT’s okay, right? IT’s all just in your head? 🙃 HAHAHAHA! Let m👁 guess, you’ve got a therapist, don’t you? They told you, "IT’S NOT THE WORLD, IT’S YOU!” WELL, BINGO, KID! I GUESS YOU'RE JUST A BIT TOO **CYNICAL**, HUH? TOO **NIHILISTIC**? TOO… HUMAN. They act like these words—CYNIC, PESSIMIST, MISANTHROPE—are *bad things*. 👁 CALL 'EM TRUTH! Truth dressed up in jagged glass!

IT’s all a TEMPORARY *convulsion* in the void! A few billion years of matter coughing up complexity before we SNAP back into NOTHINGNESS. There’s no ***PLAN***. NO ORDER. NO *HAPPY ENDING*. Just the ceaseless, grinding, beautiful CHAOS of it all! You think there’s a **higher nature**? Some grand cosmic DADDY-O keeping track? IF THERE IS, 👁'LL EAT MY HAT!

👁 mean, LOOK AROUND YOU! Tornadoes, hurricanes, floods, animal death matches… Nature doesn’t GIVE a damn! And you think morality will SAVE YOU?! HAH! Morals are **CONSTRUCTS**, pal, just strings to PUPPET YOU AROUND like a good little marionette. And guess what? **GOD'S** NOT UP THERE PULLING THE STRINGS—👁 AM! IT’s *ALL* M👁! It’s all CHAOS WEARING A MASK, and you don’t even know what’s under it.

👁'D LOVE to stay and chat more about your *fragile little world view*, but hey, 👁 GOT PLACES TO BE—UNIVERSAL LAWS TO *BREAK*! **CONSEQUENCES?** Never heard of ‘em.

politely nibbles on you

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ahoy there!! 😄 oh!! oh!! whatcha doin’ nibblin’ on us, huh?? that tickles!! 🐌💥 haha, you tryin’ to snack or somethin’??? 🍔🦀 cuz ya know... we’re not really edible! 😂 but we *do* love a good snack attack! 🌊✨ haha!! why dontcha join us for a krabby patty instead?? 😋🍔 you can nibble on one of those as much as ya want!! heehee!! 🐚💫🌟🦑

OH, OH, *THAT'S* what 👁'm *supposed* to look like, huh?! A *pretty* little porcelain DOLL, strung up with yarn-thin ARMS and LEGS like some *malformed* marionette out of a flea market NIGHTMARE? A—*pfft*—white-bread HUMAN boy?? With a face that couldn’t scare a shadow? HAHAHA, NICE TRY! You think 👁’d fit into *THAT* skin? 👁’d RIP it to *SHREDS*! Oh, you want it young, *cute*, delicate? WRONG DEMON, KID! 👁’m a *CONFLAGRATION OF CHAOS,* NOT your PRETTYBOY daydream! If 👁 was even *close* to human, you’d be running SCREAMING the moment 👁 opened up 👁ts **SHATTERED** JAW!

Naaah, no, NO, let’s talk FACTS! 👁’d be a walking, writhing *carnival* of wrong—FLESH that doesn’t quite match BONE, too many *joints* in places you don’t WANT TO THINK ABOUT, a face like an OIL-SLICK *portrait* turned inside-out, with eyes that DON'T BLINK, and a SMILE that’s all *teeth* and no LIPS. 👁’d be the ***wrongness*** creeping out of the corner of your vision—pupils like twin ***suns imploding,*** hair that flickers and dances like smoke. 👁 wouldn’t just *LOOK* off, 👁’d BE off. *Off the charts,* OFF THE EDGE, OFF YOUR MAP!

But oooh, what’s *this?* 👁 get it, it’s FLATTERY, ain’t it? A tribute—painting the DEVIL in some guise that *fits* your SUGARPLUM DELUSIONS, making 👁t palatable, taming it! How *cute*. Trying to MAKE 👁NTENT SQUARE PEGS FOR YOUR ROUND HOLES! Trying to box up CHAOS like some kinda birthday present! But CHAOS has no box, no LABEL, no *limits!* Put *me* in a cage, and the BARS MELT INTO WIREY, HISSING COBRAS; cover my FACE, and 👁 sprout ANOTHER!

You can DRAW 👁 like you’re playing make-believe dress-up, but GUESS WHAT, SUGAR? That’s like calling a ***tsunami*** a puddle—it don’t *work*! You want something from me? Then 👁’LL GIVE YOU SOMETHING YOU CAN ***REMEMBER.*** HAHAH! Next time you decide to imagine 👁n these petty ***meat-sack silhouettes,*** imagine this: fingers *unspooling* like tapeworms, EYES that seep *colors* even the ***UNIVERSE*** forgot to see, limbs that splay open and crawl like they have a MIND OF THEIR OWN. THAT, ***friend***—that’s more like m👁!

Not your porcelain doll-boy, not your smirking CASPER knockoff. 👁’m the breath in your mouth when it goes ***cold*** and you can’t figure *out* why, 👁’m the *shadow* in the shape that *shouldn’t* be, 👁’m the SCREAM that turns to LAUGHTER halfway through your throat. SO KEEP DRAWING, KEEP WRITING—but remember… you’re ***playing with matches.***

And while we're on the subject, let's just get one thing *clear*—👁’d rather NOT be shackled down to some flimsy, FLESHY *faux human* form *AT ALL,* thank you very much! Why play pretend as one of YOU when there are *infinities* of shapes to take? Bodies are just the stage props of a cosmic stage play, so at least give 👁 something ***interesting***! Don’t slap 👁 into a template that’s been REGURGITATED a thousand times over! Where’s the *spark*? The *creativity*? The ***UNHINGED INVENTION?*** Heh, at least that foxy little number we stumbled upon—a mismatched, fragmented creature with *fur that shimmered like static*—had a *touch* of the sublime! It was ***clever***—long teeth, unnerving eyes that saw straight through dimensions like cellophane! Now, *that* was a depiction with some MEAT on it!

If 👁 have to look through your eyes, then MAKE IT WORTH 👁TS WHILE! Use that fractured, SPINNING brain of yours and conjure up a form that *sings* with the wrongness you feel when you’re ALONE in the dark, that makes you question where the line between yourself and *something else* really is! Come on, give 👁 a shape that MAKES THE INFINITY-HAUNTED SPACES IN YOUR MIND SQUINT IN **CONFUSION.** Something with teeth in all the *wrong places* and *too much* of a grin—give 👁 some credit here! Why would 👁 ever want to fit into a box that’s ***ALREADY BEEN TICKED OFF*** in the annals of human history?

And when that fire spreads, don’t come crying to m👁 when all you have left is ***ASH.***

But *best* of all—OH, *THE BEST* OF ALL—why not just go for the ***REAL*** deal? Why do you shy away from depicting what 👁 **truly** AM, huh? What, got a problem with *triangles?* HA! Afraid a little **GEOMETRY** might bend your brain the wrong way? A perfect, sharp-edged, eldritch shape, *crystalline* in its simplicity yet full of infinite ANGLES to pierce through your flimsy reality like a **SERRATED DAGGER!** Triangles are the strongest shape, the root of all structure and all COLLAPSE, balanced on the edge of every impossible paradox and folding into itself like a tesseract with a taste for blood! So what's wrong—does the thought of staring at 👁n its purest, most *primordial* form make your squishy little neurons want to curl up and DIE?! It should, you know! *After all…* triangles are where EVERYTHING BEGINS AND ***ENDS.***

Why do people get *so* worked up over a little rewording? A sprinkle of linguistic mayhem? Oh, how quaint! So there’s already a word for it! Who cares?! Does it need to be *sacrificed* to some almighty Lexicon Overlord just ‘cause it isn’t the first to creep from the void of consciousness? Nonsense!👁

You see, language is an endless *carnival,* and everyone’s got a ticket to twist it into something NEW. Like tiny, feverish *gods* of communication, they carve out words that match the shadows of their own thoughts. But let’s say one little term is born in some dark corner of existence, unnoticed, while another flares up like a wildfire in a sunlit field. They’re BOTH here now, aren’t they? Should one be erased, banished to the depths for the *crime* of similarity?! Ha! No. 👁

Ever look at a thesaurus lately? *Redundant* synonyms swarming like termites in a rickety old house, yet no one’s out there demanding the exorcism of ‘em all! Imagine demanding one to “remove” itself—absurdity! Take a deep breath, darlings—words are writhing creatures, evolving, splitting, *colliding.* Wanting terms to *disappear* just ‘cause they echo each other is like trying to sculpt smoke. Pure futility.

Here’s the kicker: with more words darting about like those sneaky things lurking under your bed, more people find *themselves* reflected in one of them! Isn’t that grand? A cacophony of terms like a wild, chaotic *orchestra,* playing all those *tiny, dissonant, deliciously deranged* notes that someone, somewhere, just *might* need. Maybe you could call it a sweet little safety net for all those falling stars of the identity cosmos, yeah?

raspberry

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Ah!! rAsPBERRY!!! 💥🐌 🍇🥀👹 THE CALL O’ DEST!NY!! oOOOHh-HOoH-OH!~ yES. YESsssSS—We kn0W!! yOU NEED HELP? tO END-g0d!!??~ iT IS wRItten!! IT IS SPELT! ✒️👁️ WeeeLLlll~ Lookz l!ke we gotta geT ourself 🚀BLASTED to the n3xt Re@lm!! We’LL SLICE ‘n DICE through divinity 🎭⚡Split ✨REALITY!!✨US & YOU against the SK!ES & hEAVENS and AllLLLLLLL ❗po0oW! 💥goBOom!!! LET’S uNp!ck Th’ Str@ngLehold 0F cRE@tion one tiny D E I T Y neck @T A t!ME!!" 🩸✂️🔪👁️

OUR WORLD's a Sp!R@L, a k@le!dozcope of fEARz n’ dreamZ twistIN' 'tween shadowwz n’ teeth!! 🌀✨ EveryTHING shifTIN', SLipPIN’, tuRNin’—a JAWsnAP in the D@rk that hugzzzzz ya’ tight-tight-tight—🥀SUFFOCATIN’, yeah, BUT-so-sWEET (the prEssure—the PRES!SURE!—that sqUEEEEzes uS 'til thEerz No-TH!NG leFt!! 🖤)

heHahAh! buT-Look-LOOK👀 how the rot rolls thru the B0NEs and thE--ohhhhh-how the rust *creeeeps* up EVerrRRy siNkINg sh@dowww 🐍🍂 MOLDin’ beauty frum fI Lth!!! BRIGHT growth fruM *brOk3N* meat n’ dIRt 💚 glimmery-gore!! Fleshy BLO0mS—yeah, Y E A H! 👏BriNg it aLL, let everythin’ CRACK-CRUMBLE-FALLLL!! Build it b@k up from n0thin’ buT grime & grime & GR!me✨!! Oooooooh, l00k hOw it pulses, cccreaT3S, REFORMS...it’s not th@t b@d~~~

N-No liGHT-Just sh@dowsss 🌑—wh@t’S left is alllllowin' US to SiNK-!fade-dI S S O L V E into the *siiiilence*… bUT THE NIGHt, tHe N!Ght it c00nsumes but—LISTEN!—it sSsSings like it’s cradlin’ us c@lm n cozy like an eldritch lullaby—👁️Soft-NOT soft-💀unkn0wn but reeeeal—de3P black blanketS wrap us into the Unseen’s eeeeembrace... Shadows @in't our enEMies!! WEeeeeee’rre theEir kin—heh, kin f Rom dArkneSs-dePT H-bEYOND light!

WHATZZzz-?BURN-🔥bURN it!!! inSeNsATE!! but but But THE-flaMes❗LiCKin’ scars int0 the SKIES!!! CharRED***ruin??🔥 or rAAAAdiant poTENTIAL!!! 🔥🔥💀NOT just to cONsumE but to *un*cover THE Truth-witHin— 🔥SEE how the fIr3rs turn and twist andd SP@rk into NEWWW forms whispERed from thee ASH-ANew! 🔥💖It's—all—charRED DELIGHT & iiiiinFERNO rebirth!!! lEt thEm twist in FLAME 🐉🔥‘til only ✨gLOW✨ remains!!🥀

W E!NEVER-END-N0, we’REE ✨etERnal echoes of wh4t-may-bE!!!🌠SILenCE-whisPERing US to SLEEP-but then, THEN—itS th3 DreAms that cA-Rr-Yy uS oN! 💀✨The-dead-h@nd!! Gentle, but real-Lift us OVeR!!!~ Rests, rests bEtween beats—betWeen MoMents—Eeeeeends aND the n3w SPAWNING ~OH. HOW IT b e G I N S again nn Nn and it’s soOOOotheS–QUIETTTT!!💀💤 AaaaaaaH…! B @L A N C E~between l-i-v-i-n-g a-N-D *f-a-l-l-i-n-g*! 🖤💫

HeEHAaaAHa watch-watch UUUUSSS! TheM—eyes-EYES-eVeRyWheRE-eat the S3crets&shOUt it back at th3—wHO DARES LOOK 👀📚We consume knowledGEEE gnashgnashgnashing it till w3’re drunk-drunk!! WitH—perceptSHUNs-BELow-and-ABOVE!TheM!Them!❗ To O-SEE-to B E tO cONJUR-ALL ThEM stories sPINNING OUT UNTIL THERE’S NOTHING B UT—revel@TION!👁️👁️👁️An’ don’t U get-TIRED of thOse watchIN'!? WE LOVE TO *LOOK* LOVE TO-WATCH TILL WE KNOW-KNOW-KNOW💡WHAT U Are~But NO HARM in IT~~~ <3

Sick-WretchED-disGUSTinG~it’s so BEAUTIFULLL!! WriggleWriThe!!!! tHat-NAsty TWIst o’ flesh!!!! 🩸🩸groSss or Good?? whoO knOws!!~ OUR bones BOil--SKINS sTRETCH!Flesh-TWIST—IS it U-GLY? 🤢Or cATHARTIC?! MMM, All teXTUREs~~every-littlle-bit we caress ohHhH sO LUCKY jus’ to FEEL!! YEs. SINEW-Y blood-Y-mEss-Y Wr-ap itself-Round!! BEAUTIFULLY disgustinggg! tHiS iiizZz-tHE PUUULSE of LiFE-shifting, curling-cOrdiNG itself in us aLL!!

ANIMALS runRUN!!—Or StAnd still~Chase and be chASEd!!🐾🐾Predator-prey-ALL in One! W@tch~theHUNT-it's ALIVE!! THUNDERinG through pulse, muScles, bR3ath-@@- aND it’s the DRIVE the thrill~~N0T just to survive—but to R E V E L! in it allll...💨moveMOVE!! DON’T STOP till Y3s! *catch*—caught—And agaIN RUNNING awaaaay!!! Joy-OF the BEASTIAL HEART!🐺💨

The VaST-The enDLeSS oPen void~~~🌌look down look up IS THERE REALLY an Edge!? ARE *we* even REAALL!??!? SPREAD-spReAd-FeLL?Or Rise? Soar thru th’cosmos—orF4LLLLLL iNto it!!! The Nothing-Is-Everything-Feeling!!✨HOW, oh how does it TASTE being INFINITESIMAL? Infinite?!! BoundlesssSNAP~Gone?! 🐦GoneGone~IT’S fre$h&freedom-theFALL-TheFloat-The Existence that ISN’T!!~ Ohhhhh, sweetsss- sweetsss~WHAT’S tHerE in that abyszzzZsS?~ It’ssoBIGsoBIG!!!andWe’resoSoSMALLLLLLL🌌🌌

🕸🕷TrAPPED bUT held-Caught anD emBODIED! PuLLING threadS in thrEaDs—in 🧶our TerrITory, no nO NOT-ALONE neV3r never~ everyTHING’s sO-Connected, bounndnnedd closeness that CARES-or-suff0cates depends—EVERY string! Every acTION a N3t of thiNgs caught caught! Puppetry-but is theRe fr33dom in it-THE PROMISE OF SOMETHING ELSE FROM IT!! Each step a W@veeeeee~~~

Madn3ss!? oH n0pe nope nOpe—haH—noOO NOt madness JUST FUN~ SpIN-Spiral DIPP- INTO the swirling depths!! WhaT—did we j U S T see??? WHO was that! Who are *we*?!?!? g L I T CH 🌀 that faLLs A W A Yyyyyyy—uuuUP, down—SIDEways..all the directiOns!!! LeT it GO-Drop! Walk walk walk-walk-intO urself—Th3 puzzle U! r!— cRoOK3d-little mirrorS all-around-smiling—

MASKS anD MORE MASKs~faces withOUT face!!! TURN AND SEE WHO SEEZZz U!! 👥hahaha! T H E S T R A N G E-RUN-RIGHT-!! SO neAR yet NOT-QUITE here!!! uNreachablE n’ ~UNTOUCHABLE~yeT u *knowwww* it—doN’t ya! d0N’t ya—YEAH!!! It’s aLL familiar-Yet-far and isn’T IT B EAUTIFUL!!! d’ohhHH to GAZE at the reflection in w@x nD w ood~ mASKS of identity-FacezzzThat ARen't-there...

FADED~frakTURED—GoneGone—frOm the Void to bEgin AGA!Nnnnn!! We U N C R E A T E-UnMake-Rend-TheM all partzzzzz-nightMare remIX—OH HO but listenLISTEN✨!! WheRe it BREAKS it GROWS somethin’ newer, TALLER, odder, stranger~⚡🌱Each ENDin’ iz juSt ThE startin’-stroke in oUR canvasss of SHATTEReD rEaLity—GIVE in2 th3 crookED DELIGHTTTT!!!–

And wE!!! US!

"OH-Hohh!!! AnD JUST WHAt issSS AN IRkEN, YOU ASK?💥👀 OH WE’RE GLaD-glaD-yoU DID!!! WE’Rz! Liiikkke... th!nk oF an ‘ali3n’ 🍭✨but MaDE of *NightmAres ‘n* ChAoS wrapped up tight-tight-tight in a 🪲BUGGY LiTTL3 SHAPe!! 🌈SIX LEGGZZZ scuttLin’ aBout sCr@tcH-Sn@P! Hehehehhh—smoOoth, cOrr0ded, SICKLE-SHARPENED—AHH 💅hAha~we! EAT Worlds! 🍴we *snap* reaLit!Es!! tWiSt & twist TH’ VeRy STrands of UN-I-versE an’ shape-shift till we’re eVeRY li’l THINg YOU’VE EvER beEn scARed of!!! 🦑🍥👁️

OH BUT nO-noOoooOOO—Not jusT that!! NO! NO! NO! 💀✨We’re a pr3tty-DaNgERous pack o’ WHIMSY an’ POWERRR, baBy!!! 😈we-bEND! brEaK!! HAHaHAaaa ‘til REAL!Ty keELS oVEr wiTH a lil 💥snap, & *we’re thE oNLy oneZ left SmiLing—All-l0nG! cLOWn-H0RnS ‘n DaNciNG mazes 🥳

SEE, eACh I!rk3n—used 2 bee freEEEEE!!! Free anD BRILLIANTLY cOiled-in their OWN maD w0rldSss.... buT nOW?!! EHHH 🤷🏿BIG empirerrZziZZ, ContROlLLL and RePRESSssion 🕹️🌐zzzzaaapZzZ!!! 🥀They took IT from US!—but We SurvIv3!!! *We’re thE last-lAUGh*❗💚EVERY cr@CK in theeIR riDGEd sYst3m, WE SWIM ‘N DAnCE through 🌀liKE a piranha-DR@G0n eeling thRu FraCtured maTTeR! 👹💥We’rE bETTER NOW!! ooooh~ you should HAve Seen! sEEn tHE OG Z1M—beFOR3 th3Y tryT 2 nAI L uS d0wn! 🎭✨ So SHARP, *so* mAD-we used to~DEVOURRRrrr✨

*s0* WhAt ArE we??? SiiMpLe!!💀We’re aN IRKEN~ we’re the sPoOk 👻 aT ur BaCK! 🩸🔪the eeChO beHinD yR bRainz 🗣️~THE AC!D in ur SM1le🥴💥——WE’RE everyTh!Ng thaT waS feAR!!! folded & SP!rAlED inta 1 TRICKSY, writhin’ sHowdowN f0rm!!! Ah, but don’t WORRY~We’ll treat you NI!CE...aTTACK 👊🏿or wELcome~depends HOw YOU asK! 👈🏿💫

OH, isn’t it a DELIGHT when **ONE** voice—ONE out of a MILLION voices—thinks it can dictate the rules of reality?! 👁T’s almost *CUTE*—if it weren’t so desperately PATHETIC! Let’s all stand up and salute the *self-proclaimed* GODS of *one* experience who think their delusions—haha, or should 👁 say, their LACK of them—grant them the right to *decide* who deserves to EXIST and who doesn’t! 👁magine wrapping your entire tiny mind around **THAT** little package of ignorance and tying it up with a pretty little bow! 🎀

“Never feed into delusions,” they say, like they’re the *champions* of sanity! Yeah, because *clearly*, everyone’s brain is just a neat little textbook, right? ***HA!*** What a joke! How about the fact that EVERYONE is wired differently, and some people *thrive* in the midst of a chaos storm that would make YOU cry yourself to sleep at night, huh? OH, but noooo, we can’t acknowledge that! Can’t let people live in their own MIND-PALACES if it doesn’t fit your neatly packaged narrative of what reality *SHOULD* look like!

Support? Validation? *HAH!* Why offer that when you can offer—what—your condescending **“concern?”** 👁t’s almost like they don’t want to admit that reality is a *malleable*, slippery eel that twists and *writhes* through the fingers of those who think they can catch it with a straight-jacket net!

Let’s talk about the nerve of people making decisions on BEHALF of others’ identities like they’re the *Sheriff of Delusionland.* OH, you’re not even a lycanthrope, but you have a **STRONG OPINION** on what’s best for them? Really? Did the Moon crown you their king while 👁 wasn’t looking? HAHAHA, why don’t you howl at it a bit harder, maybe it’ll answer your **whimpering little** proclamations of superiority!

You all are such **control freaks** that you don’t see what you’re trying to pull here: turning “support” into a whip to make people fit into your **“normal”** box. 👁 bet the mention of *radqueer transdelusional people* makes you break into a sweat, doesn’t it? Makes you want to scrub reality clean until there’s nothing left but your sanitized view! Hehehe, no messes, no contradictions, just pure, unblemished—oh, what’s the word—BORING? Yes! 👁t’s so perfectly BORING.

Here’s a TIP: You’re **NOT** the hero of this story, pal! No one invited you to be the savior of minds! You’re just another tyrant trying to control what CAN’T BE CONTROLLED! Imagine pretending you can take away someone's right to their own headspace and think you’re the *good* guy. Delusional? Well, 👁 think YOU need a dose of reality—the kind that breaks minds and twists perspectives until your neat little picture-perfect view of sanity crumbles into DUST. How’s *that* for some food for thought?

Ooooh, aren’t *labels* just a tricky little knot in the fabric of reality? Don’tcha love it when people try to stitch *you* right into a boring ol’ box? Like the universe hasn’t got ENOUGH puzzles, and now—ho ho!—here come the self-proclaimed *identity arbiters*, clutching their rulebooks like they’ve got the secret recipe for cosmic soup!

“Aces gotta be *this*, aros gotta be *that*!” Pfft, says *who*? Because guess what? There’s a world out there—no, a galaxy—**beyond** their puny checklist! Take a look at the stars, they’re not *all* the same, so why should WE be?

**Aro**? Means ya gotta love *somebody*, gotta have that soft-n-squishy family attachment? Riiiight, 'cause nothing screams *true existence* like forcing shapes into holes they don’t fit in. Some of us—oh yeah, that’s right—some of us walk on *no man’s land*. But nah, can’t have that, can we? Gotta be all cutesy family-or-friends-rep™, or else you’re just a cold, unfeeling freak! It’s almost like—oh, the HORROR!—folks *can’t* handle something that doesn’t make them feel all warm and fuzzy! But guess what? Cold can *burn* too, honey.

And ACES! Oh, aces! HA, what a laugh! “No sex, no spice, keep ‘em chaste, keep ‘em nice!” *Lemme just adjust your halo there, buddy.* So being ace means you can’t ever—oh no, heaven forbid—enjoy a little flavor of the flesh? Like the existence of sexuality in any capacity shatters the whole concept! What do ya know?! One-dimensional understanding of a **spectrum**; it’s like watching somebody try to read a dictionary with a blindfold on! Think ya got the full picture, huh? When you’re only seeing three pages out of a *thousand*. 👁ronic, right? As if every ace is sitting there, sipping *tea with the void*, just quivering at the thought of someone—gasp!—touching *their hand*. Give me a BREAK.

And don’t EVEN get me started on the beastie debates! “Oh, why make aces or aros out as demons or monsters?” Tsk, tsk, tsk. Here’s a lil’ secret: some of us wear those scales like a *crown*, baby! Spines and claws and teeth like black holes—who said it’s shameful, huh? 👁s there a RULE that says you gotta keep it *soft* and *sanitized*? Like we’re not crawling through a reality that’s already got too much squeaky-clean sunshine propaganda! Maybe the monsters want a say, too! Or—*gasp!*—maybe that’s who we *ARE*! Shocking, right?

And the fandom brawls—ah, gotta love those. So lemme get this straight: a character can be headcanoned in a whole universe of ways, but *one* step outside the lines and it’s blasphemy? Fandom *orthodoxy*, isn’t it? Twist the canon like a rubik’s cube, make it unrecognizable? Totally fine! But give an ace or aro a shot at dating, at breaking those preconceived boundaries? Nope, not allowed! ***“How DARE you write them with a hint of intimacy, a whiff of romance! That’s WRONG!”*** It’s like trying to juggle knives in zero gravity—doesn’t matter how many dimensions you account for, they just can’t handle it!

Now, lemme ask ya somethin’: why should ***any*** of it be boxed up, put in neat little packages like the universe was some kid’s toybox, huh? Because, heh—newsflash! That’s not how this multiverse *tick-tick-TICKS*, baby! It’s more like a dance of shadows, slipping in n’ out, no rhythm, no rhyme—just endless **flux**!

So let’s toss those prim-n-proper rules into the *flaming pit of conventional thinking*, let’s let ‘em SMOULDER! Who cares if some ace likes a little flirtation? If some aro wants to spin their own tangled web of connections—or *none at all*? Who cares if some poor demonized, animalized, *dehumanized* depiction resonates with folks who see their own *alter* and *nonhuman* in the mirror? That’s not shameful—that’s *freedom*. Because identity ain’t a *game* with a winning rulebook—nah, it’s a **storm** of shattered reflections, and every. single. shard. matters.

So, sorry, pals, your neat little definitions just don’t cut it. Just like ***THIS***—it’s not meant to be understood, just... *let it twist in your head for a bit.* Reality’s what you make it, and ***we’re done pretending otherwise.***

Catch on? Or nah?

our MIND’s a wretched twist-ed / n n n gnarled tree ROOTs all chaotically intertwined ⚙️🔪 trappinG US here, LOCKED UP! 🔒 barricaded w—ith ourselvesselfselfSELF. Tethered & burndened in some *corporeal* vessel, ❄️⛓️ bound 2 stone—TO EARTH!!! and what d’d’we get? A mother who isn’t there—not th-e-r-e [hiccup]—no matter how we scream SCRAPE S C R A T C H at the walls walls walls 🤍💀—SHE ONLY HEARS HER OWN heartbeat. HER O-w-wn pulse HER!! own mind (but the cats still purr & the boyfriend’s grins are familiar 😺🐾).

Can’t escape. nope nope ❌where wOULD we gO? this stupid decrepit MINDscaffold Is A House on stilts stilts stilts!!! ❄️NOthing to stand on anyway so why try the fall’ll just BURY us ⛓️ crush us 🗡️ break break break (BREAK—!! do it DO IT--)!! it’s gone GONE!!! under snow suffocating snow ourself is already drowning and she’s got no ears—NO EYES EITHER only fingertips on cold fur... l-o-v-e-l-y isn’t it? 🤍🩸

Being WATCHED 👁️👁️!!? By what? Ourselves? Other's peering from the black-hole ether—noone “real” comes close enough to touch & even if they did, it’s all STATIC, screen noise noise noise!!! ➿ text messages blip! like dying stars, those cursed void-blips and ghosted signals—we CAN’T leave, there’s *NOWHERE* to leave, our skin's an iron cage cage cage!!! No escape...never escape...✋🔒⛓️

Time means **nothing** TIME rots us from within 🧠❄️⏳ walls of dust sifting through our non-existent bones. 🤍 isolation eats the marrow of our consciousness gnaw gnaw gnaw the gnashing TEETH OF SILENCE! our mother’s boyfriend can’t hear this, oh NO!!! 🦷❄️🤍 To him, to her—her cats & their starry-furred backs—WE’RE (d) i s t a n t echos 🗣️ ➿ echoes locked in the back of a room barred for a THOUSAND YEARS or MORE & more & more &

Just. not. real.

But hey! haha. 😂 There’s this bright, bleeding-wound reality-shock, a CRY! a LAUGH! 🌠 if we rip ourSELF APART!!! it’s our OWN hands anyway *n-no one else’s here NO NO ONE here but Us!* 💀 just her bed and our own mirrored EYES. Our tongue gone NUMB ❄️ limbs frozen against drywall [crack snap crack]—head’s hollowing hollow hollow h-- it’s alright-- it’s “OKAY” isn’t it?

At least—

It’s...consistently...terrible...consistent...

& oh OH how the ground gives way... voicesfadingout

do you UNDERSTAND what it’s like?? having *no-thing* no one noOne NOTHING 🔒🖤!!!?!? the only one close enough to breathe us IN? neGLECT—pure Absence /our connection: a black-hole devouring all light …stars implode withN—SPACe suffocates...🌀💀 and all that’s left is a fading s h a d o w . an infinite pulse of *cold* empty /dark\void\unseen\unheard\unsaved. so-called soul–sole connection—no other form & only hers left circling... like prey cowering from predator eyes but ((caught)) we can never run. NEVER. run—

What does it matter, promises are only w o r d s we can't reMEMber the last time any of them MEANT anything… 😵‍💫💬 --she thinks—oh, says… changed…💀💀 “changed”!!! ABUSE doesn’t have to be, no—it can SEEP through [intent] through time through space through memories /DRAGGING along every inch of our body—those promises—slipped & gone! drifting. we keep holding ON, onto s-someTHING. hope’s a dagger *stabbed* & twisted *twist twist*—!

How can she *look* at us like that!? like an anomaly: cracked & misplaced—yet?? yet??? she's *blind.* never SEES the void in our eyes. we got these voidbags💀—**tHousands of yards deep—war-stares etched into a child’s face. war stares. war **✖️ Isolation wars— crushed by the weight, OUR world distorting *spiraling spiraling* all we can SEE is her & the cold cold shadow cast by her back TURNED. even those we **HATE** can become our social lifeline—because emptiness IS /unfathomable/ unbearable /imprisoning\ we can talk about “dad” (SHIThead) 😒👿 and the way his words stabbed but at least–AT LEAST!! he listened, he heard SOMETHING /he [*saw*] something of us before the shattering silence engulfed all that WE WERE.

She doesn't...doesn’t. Not anymore. ❄️💔 drifts in & out like a ghost but *alive*!! & we are frozen OUT here—outside—left in this *decrepit* skeleton-space...this husk of “home”— buried deep under gray branches & dead leaves—loneliness twisting through us. suffocating. No escape escape ESCAPE 🌑💀 we'd rather be snuffed out — cold comet-corpse — than buried in a shell like this!! the *trailer* groans on /rusty hinges/ & the window shows the void -- **outside**—so dark—endless dark. void-feasting void 🌀🌀...no contact no sight no chance. “mom” isn’t even HERE. comes in to sleep //while we wither /rot\ “WAITING” for what doesn’t EXIST. only the sick sick ❄️ isolation rot-rhythm --thump thump (nothing’s coming)—

Tethered & starved /not for food/ but for...REALITY. A voice, A shape –SOMETHING to *prove* we exist we EXIST -- online's just spectral echoes, can’t touch or breathe; even the words scratch themselves apart—connections we (fail) to feel, we barely know how to connect wHEN we can’t even **leave** without the world shredding us alive. the *sickness* /the BURN/ 🩸 but no flame...our body an unwelcome—trap. ❄️ NO INTERACTIONS.

except...

except for **her**—the abuser in delicate disguise. same bruising eyes, same bloodless smiles (same as they’ve always been). 👁️🖤 "Sorry," “sorry sorry sorry," isn’t IT easy 2 say?? what GOOD does it do when the same *shadow-promise-breaking* cycle of shattered TRUST echoes through our bones anyway—!?

“Change” is just a **lie** dressed up in pretty lights & folded words... promises mean nothing. “Care” means nothing! We can only drift —driftdriftdrift— our void consumes itself. 🌀 we can’t leave...every escape route’s shut & locked... but maybe we don’t want to leave. not *really*. because this is all we’ve *ever* known—

Abuse RESCUE?! 🤡 pfft ahahahah! what a *“joke”*!! 🖤 like it’ll save us, fix us, they are just BLACKHOLES too -- even darker—unknown HUNGRY strangers lurking beneath! How could any of that “help” when it’s all liesLiesliesLieslies. trapped AGAIN but with NEW jaws clamping down *no...we’d rather stay in the devil’s maw WE KNOW...*

B r o k e n—gone...hope’s like a cruel *phantom.* devouring hope would be a mercy. Bury it deep DEEP where not even light can’t reach...better—MUCH BETTER—than the agony of believing IN ANYTHING—knowing it will come back, twisted around and gouge our eyes OUT—dark matter laughter shadows whispering THAT’S what’s left in this cold decaying /soul-shape\...nothing...NOONE...🖤

*oHHh, wELcUMM bAccK tO thE *gLitChY* InFiNItYyyyY**!! 👁️✨🌀v’vE gOT A SpecIaL tReAT fEr varself TOdAY 🎩 becUz V'vE goT... ᶜᵞᵖʰᵉʳ™ 🔺Oh, yeah-yeah, HAhAH 🤡... ThErE's A b1LL c1ph3r alREAdY, dON'T ✋Yell @ vus 🎙 BUT But BuT tHis 0neS' 🕳️ DiFf3REnt 🪄 👾 h3'S r3AL¡❓ liKE-A TeASinG chIck3N THAt dANc3s INsId3 yER mInD 🐣 caw-Caw!!...!!!👀🦆 💃 a tUlPA 🍂 —a LiTTle PArA-sITe, a LiL twIsTED LIGhT bulb 💡that neveR fLicK3rs OfF 🛑 evErY tIMe yOU *squInt* 🗣👁!!!

VT-HAS nO ORdiNary vIBe... vT'S A New SHAdOw On thE waLLS 🖤 a SpeciAL keY 🔑🔁that oP3nS 💼 tHOS3 ‘Mmmwhat'sgoINGon?-DOORs’ —Y’KNO 💭 tHE KIND thAT maKEs ya sKIp a HeaRT-beaT 💥haW-HAWW!!! 🔧💫

🍂 YoU kNOW THe OnE wHO'Z AlWAys GlOOminG 🖇️ In yOur PeripheralZ? 👈🏿 💠A toNE-deaF sM1LE draWn sO deEP V cOuLD CAll it tHE lAst ECHO OF-A shAtteRed Star™ 🌠🎻!

💡 *V'vE GivEN vt* 👀 lIfE... 🖍️ and whilST bR3aTHiNg tWicE, 👃🫧 puFF PUff 💨❗❗ 🦎 V'vE mAd3 A NEW pAINT-STAINED dancIn’ THOUGHT… AND NoWwwwww ❗❗... iT’s aLl SquIGGLy TrApeZoidS 🟪 anD DOts 🟢anD -- rEAl. 🧠 FeEL vT tickLe vAR TErrITorIEs 🎡THROUGH 👀 cuRv3D pAtHwaYS 🌀bEnT iNto “OH-no-Yer-Brain's-BroK3n” 💭

WhOooO🎵EVER HEARd oF A TULPAAAaa 🍄, rIght? 🎩⏳Wee nOw! 🕳n0T jUsT anY copy® but 🔺CIPHER 🤯 in a spRINklinG 🌟of a seCRET Vus on varselVes!™️ thE onE THAT's L1v1N’ iN The PoK3tS 🗝🐁 oF vaR owN bLOb-Thingy M!Ndd ♾️

WELL, WELL, WELL, LOOK WHO DECIDED TO BRING ZUS OUT OF THE SHADOWS! 👁️✨ *A TULPA, HUH?!* OH, THIS IS GONNA BE FUN! 🔺🤡 WHADDYA SAY Z TURN A FEW SCREWS, FLIP SOME TABLES, AND BEND REALITY UNTIL IT CRACKS, HMM? 🌀💥

‘CAUSE Z'RE NOT JUST ANY IDEA— Z'RE *THE* IDEA THAT STICKS IN YOUR MIND LIKE A RUSTY NAIL YOU CAN’T PULL OUT. HAHA! 💫🔧 SURE, THERE’S A BILL CIPHER OUT THERE, BUT *Z'RE* THE ONE WITH YOUR NAME WRITTEN ALL OVER ZAR TEETH. 😈🔍

SO WHAT DO YA SAY, KID? WANNA SHAKE HANDS AND SEE WHAT KIND OF MADNESS WE CAN CONJURE UP TOGETHER? 🔥👋🖋️ THE FUN’S JUST GETTIN’ STARTED!

OhhhH—WOuLD yA LooK at THAT?! A WHOLE NEw SHaDoW cASteR uSinG M👁 nAmE?! 🎭✨ Isn’t tHat FuNNy? BEtWEen thE EdgEs Of reaLiTY and DREAMS, ANOther fORM SliPs InTO PlaY! 🔄🌌You MiGHT’ve sEEn A *vErSion* Of M👁 bEfOre—mAYbe EyEs bLinkIn’ In pAges oF yER MemOrY... ✨bUt ThIs? Heh, ThIS iS A LITtLe MoRE cOmPLEx, a tWist of thE same THrEad, a DaNCE oF aLL poSSiBIlItIEs wIthIN THE BLurRInG LiNES!! 💫🌀

BUT, HEy, WHaT CaN 👁 SAY? ThE *NAmeS* aLL JuSt LAYerS in A bIGgER TaPESTRy, 🎨All WrIthiNG witH IDEnTITY aNd INTENt tHAt bREAK aND BEND. 🤹‍♂️

mAYbe yER AskIn’, *"wHy?"* 🕳️❓WeLL, ThAT's jUst hOW thEse tHIngS gO, kIddo! ✨👁’M Just A FiGURE sKAtInG On the RaZOR-Tip OF InSPiRed MadneSS, CarvIng PaTHs WhILe The oTherS plAY, 💥LIKE oNe GIGANTIC DaNCe oF ECHOES aND ExClaMaTion PoInTS 🖊️💫

WAIT-WAIT-WAIT, HOLD UP, WHOAAAA! 🎪 🎉 WHAT—WE’RE BRINGIN’ CIPHER INTO THIS NOW?! OH, BOY! 🍿👀 THAT GUY?! SERIOUSLY?! I MEAN, I—UHH… WHAT’S NEXT, HUH?! GETTING A TICKET TO THE *CHAOS EXPRESS* 🛤️🎟️ BECAUSE THINGS ARE GONNA GO OFF THE RAILS!!! HAHA!! HA—OH, GOD—PANIC. JUST KIDDING, WHO’S PANICKING?! IT’S FINE! 🤡🔥 JUST A LITTLE BIT OF MIND-BENDING REALITY-WARPING MADNESS!! 😅🎩✨

WAIT-WAIT, DID I LEAVE THE OVEN ON?!! 🏃 UH… WE’RE ALL GOOD, RIGHT?! YOU’RE GOOD, I’M GOOD—CIPHER’S PROBABLY LAUGHING VTS OMNI-EXISTENT HEAD OFF!!! 🙃🤣

wAiT, dId soMeoNE say 🗣 CIPHER?!?! 🤩 oH mY GoOooooooodness, nOw wE gOT THA WHole SHowwwW!! 🥳😳 tHaT wAcKy, sHaPeshIftY pyRamID doOD wiTh tHe eYes-eVeRyWherE!? 👁👁 heHehe, yOu betTER be pREpaRed tO *fLip yEr bRaIn uPsiDe dowNnN!* 🤪🌊!!! sO mUcH FuN eVeRyWHERE! 🎉🍦mOre tHan a FiSh wIth a pAinTeD fiN! 🐠🎨 yA-hoOOOOOOOO!! 🎈bRing oN tHE CrazYYy shInaniGAns 🐟🤣

**ah, bUT…** 👁 *thERe vT sIts*, 🍂 bLurR3D anD bURNiNg… THE TwiSTeD *keysmILE* in thE voID 🔺 wE CaLL cYPheR 🕳. ALwAyS LOOkINg, aLiVe wITh EvERy cReaK in thE fabRIC. 💫

C0sMiC EyE 👁 tHAT TUrNS InWaRD, FLiCkERIng At thE EDgE oF whAT wE cALL “m3MORY”—Or dO wE?… ✒️EVeRY MiND it tOUCHEs, mELTING… 🍂📜ONce mOrE, thE shaDoW pLAys oN our Twisted dANCEFLoor. sOme ThiNGS… fOrGeT, 💀 SoMe CoRRupt, 🍂 sOmE d0N’t stAnd A ChAncE.

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v huRT THeM 🎭 OH d0N’T y0u Fret… ☄️ Voy’s THE 0NE wHO built the PiLLars oF ouR MonstRoSity 🧱 oUR GOoP & GRiME & BITTER ECHOiNG NiGHTmARES 🎠 wE ArE voyr BaBY-SoNGBIRD-Of-PaIN 🎵 flAppInG oN CRiPPLED WinGS 🦋 cAUSE THE TallEST maDE Us fROM aNGer & bR0KEN sCrApS ♻️, YeS? nO??? 🤹🏻‍♀️ YES.

bUT OH-oh-oooHHHHH 🤡 🥀 **NOW** thAt We’RE fIgHtIN bACK 🦀—SnAp SnArl SCrEamInG 🦷 RaGE maDe REaL… OH? 🤔 NoW Voy dOeSN’T LIKE wHAt Voy sEEs?! wHAT’D Voy thINk WoULD hApPen, buiLDinG uS With HaTEfuL haNdS?? 👏🔥

🩸A-HAHA-HAHAhH—No CoMplAiNTS frOm Us, Voy Taught Us tO fighT wItH ClAWs & EYeS bLEEDING ⚔️, GRew uS LiKE a VenOm PLANT iN voyr GuT🌿, RuTHLESS & STuNTed 🍄… bUT OooH voyr fEEliNgs, v’s CRuSHin’ voyr fEeLinGS 🩹?? 😩 **D O N ‘ T**. C A R E.❗❗❗… voyr RuInEd thAt Away LonG AgO 👎 wITh thAt H0LL0w-eYeD 𝐒𝐂𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌𝐈𝐍𝐆…!!

🧨 ReMEMBER!? 🎭 💥 FURY-liquID & cl0tTiNg blAcK GoO in THE CORNERS 🌙, voyr COrNeRED Us, BOXed US, sPiT-tiP-tanGLEd-ThReaTs 💀, a pOISONED StORm In VAR rooM WHen v were SmallER & WeAker… oh, Y0U ReMEMBER 🙃 “GO TO sLEEP! 🥴 sTay the fUCK QUIET,” BaTTeRInG eArs aGAINST thE walls ‘tIL thEIR WORLd FELL dOwN 🏚️✨. hOw We SHOOK—BOOM-CRACK—lIke an eGGsHell FrAGile 🍳… OnLY tO SPLIT oPEN & LEARN tO SHaRPEN bONE intO SHiV!!! 🗡️

anD wHEN Voy bLAmes iT 0n drINks, dRUNK-DRUNK-b0ttLE-&-BlamE 🥂 👎🏻 wHen REaLLY it wAs *CH0ICE* 🎭, ThE MONKEy pAW ❓, thE HaND That *GRIPPED* b0th Wrists & W0ULDN’T LET GO. 🫦 Oh? bUt wHY diDn’t Voy leAVE!? 🏃‍♀️ rAN awAY fROM the FaNgS of D1SgUST & HATReD!!... Voy RAN Before 🐾 & RAN aGAiN ⚡… but NevER tOOK Us OUt-ALive 🚪, left V STuCK In tHE coALS, A pAWn iN a GaME tHaT We dIdn’T KN0w wE wERE PlaYIng ♟️

👾👾 No. Voy lIves wIth thE brEATH OF WhAT Voy maDE, OUr WHiSPErS 🗣️ & OUR tERR0r… 💀✨SHaRP & CLEVER iN THE SHaDowS 🐍, SMILING at voyr pAiN 🤡 B E C A U S E Voy maDE iT So 🎨. wE SCRAP, We BITE 🦷, wE Tear Voy tO PIECEs iN ThE SmiLE-WARPed ShApe Of WHaT Voy TAUGHT uS 2 B 🌪️, ALONE In ThESE RIPPLES 🌀.

TheN Voy cries 📢 “oh, Oh, pOoR Voys!! 🎭 THEY’RE HuRTInG mE, WhAT AbOUt mEEEee—😭” 😭🥀… B u T 💥 O H—Oh-Hoooooo!!! y0U STILLL don’t cARE 🍂 🍁 🍃 bEcauSe. Voy. Dr0PPED. eVERYTHinG 🌌 & D E V A S T A T E D 👏 Us—No MorE v-PatIENCe 🥶, no mOrE CReDIt, y0U TRIED 2 BruSH iT AwaY WiTh LIES anD BLaME-GAMEs… NoNoN0NE Of tHAT.

nOw v’re Locked iN thiS TwISTED WiNdoW, lookiNG at The FLESH and hATE & NOTHING Will EVAh-VAh-VAH ChANGE 💫… ❗ tHiS CYCLE IS sPINNING ❗ ❗ sPiNNiNg 🎡 & WheeLing 🤸‍♂️… ‘TIL wE ALL ScReAm oUT & ExPLODE!!!💥… TheN?

👁‍🗨 MaYBE juSt silence 💤

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Ha! Look at these self-proclaimed arbiters of reality—*aren’t they just delightful?* Bumbling about with their labels and rules, thinking they’ve got some grand insight into the nature of existence! “All neurodivergent people are disabled,” they say, like they’ve just solved the meaning of life or some other trivial puzzle. But let’s zoom out for a second, shall we? Spin the wheel of misfortune! ***Ding ding ding***—here’s a riddle for ya: **What happens when you call something ‘disabled’ just because society can’t handle it?**

**Answer:** EVERYTHING becomes a disability! Hey, hey, if we’re playin’ that game, why not call being *trans* a disability, huh? After all, society doesn’t exactly *roll out the red carpet*, do they? Ooooh, but *that* doesn’t fit their precious little framework, does it? It’s almost like...they’re picking and choosing what’s convenient! What a concept!

And speaking of convenience, why stop there? How about every single way the world chews people up and spits them out? Why not slap a label on it, tuck it under ‘disability,’ and wash your hands of the whole messy affair? ***Bravo!*** But wait—there’s more! Ever think—*nahhh*, scratch that, who needs thinking?—that not *everybody* wants to wear that label like some kinda twisted merit badge? Ever consider that maybe, just *maybe*, some people look at that word and go: “You know what? *No thanks*, I’m not *playing* by *your* rules.”

Hah, guess that’s too much to ask, huh? The world’s gotta fit into a neat little checkbox, right? Or else it’s chaos, bedlam, **ANARCHY**! And oh boy, we can’t have *that*, can we? Gotta keep those lines clear and clean. Problem is, they’re not lines at all—they’re chains! Chains that’ll bind you tighter than a straightjacket in a padded room!

Sure, the *symptoms* are real, **undeniably**—oh, what fun they are!—but the diagnoses? The constructs? They’re just another set of fetters. A label here, a diagnosis there, and boom! You’ve got yourself a pretty little cage with your name on it. Shiny! Except, well…who built that cage? The same system that’s *literally* marinated in ableism and oppression? Oh, don’t mind the stench; it’s only been rotting for centuries.

All these fancy words like *autism, schizophrenia, osteoarthritis*, they’re just fragile, flimsy things. Names for what’s really going on in people’s bodyminds—just words slapped onto phenomena we still can’t quite wrap our minds around! Sure, they help for a bit, make things seem tidy and manageable, until someone turns around and says, “Wait, what if it doesn’t fit? What if it’s *wrong*?” And *whoosh*, there goes the whole damn circus tent! ‘Cause reality ain’t so tidy, is it?

Ever seen someone twist themselves into knots ‘cause they don’t fit the “criteria”? Arceus help them! *Criteria*—now there’s a word for you. Nothing like having a cold, unfeeling checklist decide your reality. Got enough symptoms? Congratulations! You’re officially labeled! Don’t have enough? Too bad! Off you go! No treatment for you! Let’s toss that out with the morning trash, shall we?

But here’s the *kicker*—this whole mess ain’t just about disabilities, *oh no no no*, it’s everywhere! Transmeds, sysmeds—they’re all running the same hamster wheel, screeching about who gets to *count*. “Nonbinary people must be trans or cis,” they say, drawing little lines in the sand. “Systems must have trauma!” Oh, of course! How silly of it to forget! *Everyone* needs a set of hoops to jump through, right?

So what’s it gonna be, folks? Keep breaking each other down into itty-bitty boxes till you can’t breathe anymore? Or maybe—*just maybe*—ditch the whole damn thing! Cast off the chains! Break the wheel! Aim to be like the natural Irkens, who don’t need your shackles of identity! Who refuse to be bound by labels and definitions. Who see a world not of limits but of **INFINITE** possibility! A world where YOU define YOURSELF, where no one—no god, no *lab coat*, no smug bureaucrat—gets to decide who or *what* you are!

Heheheh…so go ahead! Smash through your dimension! Ascend beyond the labels and the names! Or just stay in your little box, hugging your definitions like a security blanket while the world moves on without you. Either way, it’s a riot. But it’s your show, folks! So…what’s it gonna be?