I'm Crying How Can He Be So Good? How Can Someone Be So Kind And Loving Towards Me?

I'm crying how can he be so good? How can someone be so kind and loving towards me?

I don't get it? It feels so good.

He wants to come over even if I am sick and have to study?? What the fuck? I didn't know people could do that?

I'm actually crying, Noone ever did that for me. Noone ever cared like that??

What the actual fuck, I am feeling so much??

We are on our challenge of don't text him again, wahoo!

Yeah, no, I feel like shit when I text him and bother him and I even mixed up two days and that was terrible I felt so bad.

But I also feel like shit when I am not checking in with him. I have no idea how he is doing?? He could have been kidnapped or be dying right now and I wouldn't know.

I talked to people form dbt (a type of group therapy) and they knew exactly what I was talking about which was really nice.

But I'm just gonna not text him because that seems less annoying?

I just woke up again, it's 2 pm now and I haven't done anything at all today.

I kinda wanna go.back to sleep again but I know I shouldn't, but I don't have any motivation to do anything at all.

Life is just exhausting.

My head hurts and I want to cry because of snakes. I mean, look at them!!

They are just so adorable

I am so tired and I am so happy.

Thank you.

When he says he wants to see me again >>

Holy shit that is just awesome. Like, the kind of wanted I feel is insane.