Everything Hurts.

Everything hurts.

Everything hurts so much.

I can't see clearly and ot's too bright.

It's too much.

I want tea and I want to complain to someone about everything and I want someone to hold me while I'm shaking and coughing.

I don't want to be alone while feeling like the end is coming.

I can't really breath.

I want someone to care and be here.

I'm crying how can he be so good? How can someone be so kind and loving towards me?

I don't get it? It feels so good.

He wants to come over even if I am sick and have to study?? What the fuck? I didn't know people could do that?

I'm actually crying, Noone ever did that for me. Noone ever cared like that??

What the actual fuck, I am feeling so much??

When he says he wants to see me again >>

Holy shit that is just awesome. Like, the kind of wanted I feel is insane.

But what is God compared to him loving me?

I'd do anything for someone to hold me.

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If I could, I'd cut out all the bad and rotten parts of my body.

But it seems to me like there is nothing left to safe.