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The Only Thing I Was Looking Forward To Is Seeing Him. But I Don't Know When That Will Even Be.
The only thing I was looking forward to is seeing him. But I don't know when that will even be.
Maybe never again.
Maybe I'm just dramatic.
But it feels like we'll never be together again...
I want to be back in his arms. I want to be with him.
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More Posts from Burned0utstar
I can't so this anymore.
I just want it all to end.
Why does existing hurt so much? Why do I always lose?
I am trying my best but still nothing comes of it.
Nothing ever does.
I'm falling in love with the way it hurts again.
I don't know if I ever am going to get better again.
So much fucked up shit happend to me and I just
CAN'T.
STOP.
REMEMBERING.
I am trying to start living again and it just doesn't work.
Am I still in love with him or do I just love him now?
I don't know...
It still hurts to think of what we had and how it all ended.
But I still for sure love him, as a person, as a friend, as someone who I trust.
But am I still in love with him??
I don't know, I don't think so. Not like I was.
I am a little bit in love with everyone who I ever was in love with.
They stay a part of me, but I think that's all. I think I'm not in love with him anymore.
I want things to be normal between us again. To be friends, joke around, tell secrets, drink and laugh and cry and cuddle.
Just that.
I really really want him back, as a friend.
I've been placed in the open ward, fuck yesssss
Not under surveillance 24/7 anymore, let's fucking gooooo!
Tw: sh
Guess who just got broken up with and is on his way to the hospital to get stitches??
Yesss, you're right, it's meee!