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Tw: Sh
Tw: sh
Guess who just got broken up with and is on his way to the hospital to get stitches??
Yesss, you're right, it's meee!
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I'm still lost in the way his arms made me feel safe.
I wish he would hold me like that again and not let go this time.
Remembering doesn't bring comfort, it only brings confusion.
I wanted us to last.
I wanted to actually try and maybe even succeed.
I wanted to be with him.
I wanted to not be the only one who fell.
It's funny how love changes things.
His shirt was my favorite item, now it's just a shirt, not even a pretty one.
I am not repulsed by it, but I don't feel the need to wear it like it's an eternal hug.
I'm falling in love with the way it hurts again.
I don't know if I ever am going to get better again.
So much fucked up shit happend to me and I just
CAN'T.
STOP.
REMEMBERING.
I am trying to start living again and it just doesn't work.
All I want is to be loved. To have him cradle me in his arms. To lay my head on his chest and listen go his heartbeat. To braid his hair and kiss his nose.
My heart breaks because I can't be with him.