Oh My Fucking Lord?

Oh my fucking lord?

I just got asked about my special interest???

Holy fucking shit??

I am in love.

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Honestly, now I'm even more confused??

Answer with full sentences and an actual explanation maybe???

I miss something that I can't even describe yet.

Maybe the feeling of belonging somewhere, anywhere, I do not think I was ever really a part of something.

Everyone seems further away than even the stars.

Me when I get yelled at, hit, assaulted, bullied, hated, forced to do things, try to kill myself and overall survive terrible things: ●_●

Me when a minor inconvenience: *crying, shaking, throwing up*

I'm getting tired of dying for you.

I can't stay up every night letting your sadness consume the both of us.

I will burn before I stop loving you but loving you can't mean destroying myself because of you.

Not even for you. Not even with passion or devotion.

Just destruction. Pure bloodshed for the sake of seeing it drip out of our bodies.

Ur wonderful ha. Few ppl deserve the shit you’ve gone through, and u r not one of them :) it’s hard to find some1 to support u. I totally get that. Me 2, my friend:/. U don’t know me, but I’m here for ya. Something’s that’s comforting ig. Idk. new follower :) <3

im silly smtimes

Aww, thank you so much, it really means a lot to me, we got this, and you can always dm me if you wanna vent or just chat a little :)

I hope it gets better for you <3