Abuse and trauma survivor - these are my stories in no particular order. Content warnings and triggers everywhere. Adult blog; 18+ only.
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I'm Devolving. Again.
I'm devolving. Again.
About 15 minutes ago i was alone and crying in a bar. I think I'm going to do all of us a favour and take this sack of wacko home.
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Catch 22
"You can't find a decent paying job with your degree? I fucking told you not to go to university."
"You don't actually look though, you just pretend. You think Im stupid and will fall for your bullshit."
"I'm not like your parents and everyone else that fall for your sob stories. You're just fucking lazy."
"I told you to go into nursing. Why don't you ever fucking listen?!"
"Your degree is a joke. You told me when we met you wanted to go to law school. You mislead me."
"No you can't go back to school. You wasted enough of my fucking time."
“FIND A DECENT FUCKING JOB YOU USELESS CUNT!!!”
I just want to know what it's like to be happy again. Because I have been down so long my ribs have been sewn shut and I just don't remember what a happy day feels like anymore.
Choked
It occurred to me recently that if I was still with him I would never have been able to take this job.
I work weekends and incredibly long hours some days. It's not a dream job or the end game, but it is definitely a very useful stepping stone.
He would not have cared about that. He would have looked at the hours and told me I couldn't take it. Then he would have scolded me for not progressing.
He wanted the tree to blossom but kept poisoning the roots.
His parents had a dog, and he was immeasurably sweet to her. In fact he was kinder to her than he ever was to me.
Reclaiming
I auditioned for a play on Saturday. If I am cast it will be my first time back on stage in almost 3 years.
Taking another one back.