Oncei Thought Of My Individualityas A Blessingbut Nowi See It For What It Truly Isa Curse That Causes
once i thought of my individuality as a blessing but now i see it for what it truly is a curse that causes people to look at me with resentment and disgust simply because i am different my good fortune has turned to bad and there is nothing i can do to fix it.
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"for a while, it felt like sex was all we did. the second we were alone, our clothes came off. i was content with this for some time - happy, even - but then i came to wonder whether it was me that you loved or my body. yesterday, we had fun. youthful, giggling fun that left us both is a laughing fit. i do not think i have ever laughed so hard. while i enjoy having sex, i want to laugh with you, too."
-- a message to my love
i have never understood why people hate me some have told me it is because i am kind that they want to destroy me for it or see me as weak since when was my kindness treated like the greatest of sins? my love of others should not be my slaughter.
i know that i am good enough i just need you convince you of it.
this is why i cannot stay with you my strengths are treated as weaknesses and i am left with no value at all perhaps another should want me in a way that you do not whether i must cross the sea or travel the world i will find them those who shall not take me for granted and you shall regret ever letting me go.
it was never my fault i hate to admit it but their mistreatment of me has nothing to do with who i am nor what i do it is not about me however this resolves nothing while i may not be the cause i must suffer through the symptoms.