Is It Bad That I Really Love How My Sh Looks? It's So Pretty, Fresh And With Scabs.

Is it bad that I really love how my sh looks? It's so pretty, fresh and with scabs.

Edblr Things

I'm not encouraging Ed's, pls don't start and try to recover !!

I'm on edblr, and I'm not very deep in it I could probably stop if I wanted💀

I'm 135 lbs and I have a fast metabolism.

My bmi: 22.5.

My dream bmi: 16.6

I want a flat stomach and want smaller thighs, I basically wanna be smaller

My goal for right now is: 100 lbs

And I don't have a weigher so I can't exactly weigh myself and I have to go by how skinnier I get.

People who refuse to understand that cvtting for attention is valid make me so, so angry. Because i'm not talking about someone who does it because they want to hurt someone else/do it as "revenge" against someone to make them feel bad, I'm talking about someone who cvts to get attention because they know something is wrong, but they don't know what that something is and they can't articulate it.

If someone is resorting to cvtting themselves to get you to look at them and pay attention to them and you brush it off as just being dramatic and attention seeking, you're not helping. And usually, a lot of us hide our sh for a reason! Even if we've been clean for a while! I hid my scars for nearly a year because I didn't want anyone to know, but even if I didn't even if I showed someone to ask for help in the only way I knew how, that would've been valid.

Hey new account! <3 if you don't have a scale to weigh yourself, you can use a fabric tape measure (I'm not sure what they're called lol) if that helps! I like using them more than scales because they're tiny enough to hide and explain away as tools for figuring out measurements for online shopping. Plus, I just like seeing that progress on my body more than on a scale lol!

Hello, thank you for the tip, I needed this !! :)

Tw: rants of not being desired. Block don't report

WHY AM I SO FUCKING DISGUSTING? LIKE MY PERSONALITY N EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IS NOT DESIRABLE LIKE WHY COULDN'T MY PARENTS PRODUCE SOMETHING CUTE? LIKE ALL I WANT IS SOME OLDER MAN TO FIND ME PRETTY AND WANTS TO SPOIL ME WITH LOVE N MONEY OR AT LEAST STARE N FLIRT WITH ME LIKE EVERY OTHER FUCKING GIRL IN MY STUPID ASS LIFE, I WANT TO BE PRETTY, I CANTT?? STUPID AS FUCK N STUPID ASS LIFE. LIKE I CAN GET ATTENTION FROM GUYS ONLINE BUT IT ISN'T IRL, PPL ONLINE DONT EVEN SEE MY FACE. IT ISNT AS PERSONAL AS IRL.