Is It Bad That I Really Love How My Sh Looks? It's So Pretty, Fresh And With Scabs.

Is it bad that I really love how my sh looks? It's so pretty, fresh and with scabs.

to anyone and everyone who wants to go deeper: don't

you will never be satisfied. there is never a depth where you say "okay this is enough" once you start down the path of going deeper you never stop. there's no end point. it's agonizing.

your self harm is serious enough as it is, you don't have to go deeper for it to be serious. you don't have to have scars. you don't have to hit the dermis or the fat for it to be real. it's real, it's serious.

there is nothing glamorous about deeper. it's not worth it.

Hello, can anyone please send me meanspo? You can send it through the asks or dm it me.

Tw: rants of not being desired. Block don't report

WHY AM I SO FUCKING DISGUSTING? LIKE MY PERSONALITY N EVERYTHING ABOUT ME IS NOT DESIRABLE LIKE WHY COULDN'T MY PARENTS PRODUCE SOMETHING CUTE? LIKE ALL I WANT IS SOME OLDER MAN TO FIND ME PRETTY AND WANTS TO SPOIL ME WITH LOVE N MONEY OR AT LEAST STARE N FLIRT WITH ME LIKE EVERY OTHER FUCKING GIRL IN MY STUPID ASS LIFE, I WANT TO BE PRETTY, I CANTT?? STUPID AS FUCK N STUPID ASS LIFE. LIKE I CAN GET ATTENTION FROM GUYS ONLINE BUT IT ISN'T IRL, PPL ONLINE DONT EVEN SEE MY FACE. IT ISNT AS PERSONAL AS IRL.

Hey new account! <3 if you don't have a scale to weigh yourself, you can use a fabric tape measure (I'm not sure what they're called lol) if that helps! I like using them more than scales because they're tiny enough to hide and explain away as tools for figuring out measurements for online shopping. Plus, I just like seeing that progress on my body more than on a scale lol!

Hello, thank you for the tip, I needed this !! :)

I use sexual relationships as self harm because,

if I just give my body away it won't be mine anymore. I won't have to deal with it anymore.