saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

489 posts

I Like To Write Here About How I Feel, About My Day, Life, I Feel Like My Profile And My Posts Here Are

I like to write here about how I feel, about my day, life, I feel like my profile and my posts here are my diary

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2 years ago

I took the codeine pills and it feels fucking amazing. I missed it.

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2 years ago

TW ANOREXIA TRIGGERING

I think my anorexia is coming back, I start to eat less and less, I have no apettite, I'm scared to eat or try things that I don't know how many calories they have. I started to increase Symfaxin, which I have prescribed for depressive anxiety neurosis and maybe that is why I have no appetite, I feel sick after eating, even after small portions. I started to lose weight and I am very happy about it, but I remember what a bitch anorexia is and that is what I'm afraid of.

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saskiaxblog

2 years ago

I think I'm addicted to the codeine pills, ooops

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saskiaxblog

2 years ago

I hate depression and anxiety. I want to live normal life like everyone. I want to be happy and free from this everything

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saskiaxblog

2 years ago

“You fall in love with the little things about someone, like the sound of their laughter and the way their smile forms.”

— Unknown

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