What If One Day, We Wake Up And Find Out That Everything We Ever Had, The Laughter Shared, The Late Night

What if one day, we wake up and find out that everything we ever had, the laughter shared, the late night talks, even the times when we're too dazed to realize we're falling in love weren't real?That the hand I held in mine, the face that looked divine, the kiss that was more intoxicating than wine were just products of an illusion staged to make us believe there is love? What if there is no love in reality? That the web of magical emotions we think we feel is actually a concept conceived in another universe; a concept too complex to be derived in ours? Would you still be brave to look me in the eyes? And if I won't be able to utter a word would you still trust in promises? Or you would just fall asleep and dream with me. Because in dreams, it is easier to believe in anything. There's no need of a hologram projector to show us an illusion of love. I need to know baby. Love for me is just another theory. Like singularity, white holes and black holes. I would like to know if it's something you would give your time to prove. So we can decide right now whether or not our hearts have a place to call home.

-A theory to prove,

Katie, 20:15

"Goodnight my sun!" said the moon. "Tomorrow is another day for us to love." So the sun collapsed herself into the waiting hands of slumber.

Oh how they believed each other.

As though they can really be together.

The wind howled to the cadence of their melodious hearts tangled in a dream.

The stars traded their brightness for a way for these lovers.

The universe obeyed.

written in the stars

katie, February 8

Love. How can I put it? It changes everything. Before it found me, I was so angry with the world. So angry that all I could think about was revenge. I became numb and cold. I became one with the walls. Unmoving. Uncaring. But so scared of tomorrow. It was preposterous that I casted fury like a villaines and tremble in fear at the same time. I've lived in the shadow of revenge. Reveled in the pangs of wrath for so long that I didn't feel I was still human. Until love found me. And it was a transforming journey. I could feel my armor falling off with my anger. I was vulnerable, exposed to the elements. At that moment, I felt change embracing me.

Love showed me the way to forgiveness. Love showed me the way to wholeness. Love showed me the way to hope. Love showed me the way to self-rediscovery.

Love showed me who I am.

-who i am,

katie, 18:45

@karineclaire

We're liars.

//

Me, I lie to protect my heart

While you,

You lie so it won't break

Like a glass

That can never be put back

Together regardless

Of efforts

To assemble the pieces

It's not a puzzle

And the cracks will be there

A reminder

Of a painful history

We tried to prevent somehow

By lying...

//

I say I don't love you

Force the words out

Make myself believe

They are true

But the truth

It burns beneath

The ground where I stand

Broken hearted

Shaking in my own fury

Consumed by the gravity

Of the words I just set free

Well everything is noetic

The mind could be both

A blessing and a curse

Affecting all elements

And words...

Words have weight, all right

Once spoken

They drag you down

Like shackles

Attached to your feet

//

You say you love me

All lies, of course

There is no sign of mirth

In your eyes

As the words escape

Your trembling mouth

You think these could cloth me

In winters to come

Could hold me somehow

So I won't fall to the ground

Watch me swing like a pendulum

You don't know how tiring it is

To be suspended in mid air

Trying hard to believe

You told the whole truth

In my face

Well I hear it loud and clear

Baby you don't

No, you don't love me at all

'Cause...

//

We're liars

//

Both of us.

You,

When you say I love you

Me,

When I say goodbye

-Everything is noetic,

Katie, 12:31

In another universe

I hope we already met

That we spend time

Talking,

Laughing,

Watching the sunset

I wonder if in that universe

I write poems for you

And if I do

I hope you love them so

For in this universe,

I do write for you

A lot

But my words just wither

In the corner

Frozen in time

Concealed like secrets

Never meant to be unraveled

Destined to stay in the darkness

In this universe,

I am just a writer

Who beholds you with a sigh

Suppress a cry

As I immortalize

Your heart that has always belonged

To someone

In another universe....

Someone in another universe ,

Katie, 24:00

a time to heal

We keep forgetting who we are.

We keep walking the same steep path that wounds our faith.

We keep forgetting we can fly.

Katie, 14: 00