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I wasn’t always a Monster. But I don’t think I was ever quite Human, either.

Perhaps I was always Different by their standards. Fascinated by little knickknacks, collecting things. Always acting a little off, always seen as a little weird. Perhaps I was never meant to be Normal. And that’s fine.

But everything changed when He came into our lives.

Then there was loud, there was fear, and I had to grow claws and fangs and be loud too to protect myself from it.

They don’t want you to be loud and fierce at school. When that happened, they would trap me in the corner. Trap me like a beast in a cage and let me roar and attack uselessly until I had no fight left in me.

But they couldn’t remove the claws and fangs, no matter how hard they tried.

Treat me like an animal long enough and I will act like one, and like an animal I longed to escape my cage. So I would try to run, but they would always catch me.

And when I was “home” after they caught me, He would hear about it. He would come by my bedroom where I sat miserably and stare at me with this cold look. He never spoke a word but His expression told me everything. It was beyond disgust. I was less than human in His eyes. I was a beast in a cage to be gawked at.

When I did something the Humans did not like, She would always hesitate to beat me. She claimed it hurt her too. That was a lie. He did not hesitate. He did it with such vigor and malice one might think He enjoyed it.

As monstrous as I am now, I’m nothing compared to Him.

Many years later was when I realized this body wasn’t right for me. I told Her I needed change.

“You can’t go on testosterone. You’re too fat.”

I knew that wasn’t right but I knew I couldn’t get it without Her help, not yet.

I tried to eat less, I tried to become skin and bones to make Her happy but the Hunger only got worse and it became Ravenous. I had to eat more. I had to eat less. It was never enough- it was too much. I must waste away- I must rip Him limb from limb and devour His flesh so that He cannot hurt me anymore. Will the Hunger stop then? Will the Anger stop when he is dead?

I’ve lost weight. It never made a difference. She finds new excuses. That was never the reason.

“I can’t call you ‘it.’ I could never do that to you, it’s dehumanizing.”

She doesn’t realize it’s too late for that. I’m not Human anymore. I’m not Like Her.

And I don’t want to be.

I’m trapped in a cage. Pacing. Freedom is right there but I have nowhere to go.

I should be wild. I should be free. I can’t be wild, I never learned how to hunt. I can’t be tamed, I bite people who get too close. I am neither. I can’t live in the wild or in the home. Where does something like that go?

Maybe I was never Normal. But now I will never be.

Gender tbh

Also the top left is how it feels to be a monstrous beast interacting with my human headmates

I'd like to imagine if that were redrawn with two of us the human would be Michael who is just used to my shenanigans by now. He'd be minding his own business and I'm just like ":)" and demand attention by getting in the way

-Emyr (he/it)

Screw it. More Walter

I want more art of him, I gotta make it myself

Childhood can be scary.

A collection of some of my hand-drawn horror looping animations!

Shoutout to my fellow Otherkins who weren't at all anthropomorphic, and/or had a very fucked up and terrifying/incomprehensible/no physical form!! Y'all are amazing and deserve so much more visibility in this community

Me: being a human is a prision. My flesh is too heavy and constructive for my unending soul, all i want is to ascend into an incomprehensible creature no mortal can bat an eye without being utterly blinded

My friends: (:

Me: ....alright being a human MAY not be that bad

Being on otherkin/therian tumblr is fucking wild and it often go unnoticed because of how normal it is to us. Imagine going to a random human saying shit like "oh yeah i follow plenty of angels on there, i'm even mutuals with a few. And demons, too. No dude really, my best friend is literally a coyote. And i found that werewolves are super chill creatures. And aliens are real and are actually the best folks to hang out. Oh, and did i tell you i flirted with a dude from Danganronpa once. Why are u looking at me like that bro. Wait my cryptid friend just texted me, can u give me a sec"

It's just batshit insane. I love it.

Mama nature made me a city boy because she knew i'd be off the census in less than a week around her

I see a small field or a single patch of grass and be sticking my head inside every hollow trunk I can find to search for mushrooms or cool bugs if I had access to a forest you'd never see my living ass again

Fellow mythkin, cryptids, other nonhumans of the like, urban legend enthusiasts, and people in the anthropology (such as myself) or religious sciences fields:

tw: swearing, caps, maybe a bit of a vent??

yall what the tic-tac, we just had an INTENSE phantom shift. And not like ears or some awsome shit like that, NO we had a leg fur shift (we don’t have long hairs on ours legs so it’s not that yall). Like we was just peacefully sittin talkin to my therapist and we feel like something on the back of our foreleg and we’re just like is there a fucking spiderweb on us??? So we brush it off but there isn’t anything there.

So were walking back to the car and we can feel it waving in the wind and we brush off our foreleg again before realizing, that was a fucking shift. Yall that was weird anyway, honestly it made us feel like a little cryptid critter so idk

ok buh-byeee beings/things <33

beach trip today. Did some extremely gender and species affirming things. I didn't think writing my name in the sand would feel so affirming. I didn't think chasing after seagulls would feel so affirming either.

I wanted to sink my fangs and claws into their flesh. I obviously didn't catch anything, but I had so much fun. Running around makes me feel like a creature :3

I don’t want the humans to like me. I don’t want them to understand me, or even try to. I don’t want them to respect me. I want them to fear me. I want to be treated as what I am. A cryptid. A creature. A monster. A nightmare so vile and twisted that they cannot even attempt to communicate with me.

When they look at me, they should either look away immediately out of terror, or stare the way humans stare at something that scares them.

Because I’m not like them. I will never be them. I am not human. I’m a monster. I’m the thing lurking in the shadows of their minds at night. The being they think of with an instinctive sense of dread and horror.

>:[

downsides of being a not deer cryptidkin: oh someone called you weird? someone told you you didnt look like a deer? MAUL THEM!!!!!

Cryptidkin culture is wanting to be exactly like Michael/The Distortion, Cyn, Nikola Orsinov, etc.

Join us!!!

Mwahahahahahahahahahahah-

The cryptids have claimed yet another soul!

hm. beginning to suspiect i might be a cryptidkin. not sure which one but i feel cryptid like. yippee!!

i had some fun today... made an outfit and did a photoshoot and some editing... these are the best of the bunch.. :)

🦊𝑰𝑵𝑻𝑹𝑶𝑫𝑼𝑪𝑻𝑰𝑶𝑵🦊

Hi I'm Hyacinthus! (Hi-yuh-sin-thus) most call me Hya (hi-yuh) and I am a therian/otherkin! My therio types are dog, fox and possible wolf! I am also cryptidkin and possible ghost kin and here's a lovely bit about me!!

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SIMPLE INTRO

Name:Hyacinthus!

Age:not stating it out right but I'm older than 13 younger than 18

Pronouns: he/she/they (in that order) and any/all neos!

Sexuality: I am abrosexual pan-Romantic

Gender: genderfluid masc presenting

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Okay now that thats over with here is a bit about me/this blog!

•I am a disabled therian/otherkin who just honestly wants to make friends similar to me like in terms of being a therian/otherkin

•my special interests are horror movies, specifically slashers, and true crime!

•Like stated above I am a dog, specifically a husky, a fox specifically cross fox, and possible wolf. I'm also cryptidkin and possible ghostkin

•mm, let see i stole my name(s) (I have other names not stated you are more than welcome to ask them!) From various pieces of media, ie. Poems, legends ect.

•I'm polyam!

•I am an age regressor but i don't regress all that often but still

•I'm autistic with possible other disabilities (can't get checked yet due to personal reasons)

•pagan! I am a pagan!!

•I'm super nice so feel free to interact in any way!!

•this is a safe space for practically anyone, a bit of a mix of everything!

•if you ever need a tw for anything i post or reblog please don't hesitate to tell me

•I am a writer! And i will write pretty much most things except NSFW stuff

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Okay now! On to the DNI!

It's pretty simple you know

♤ basic DNI (transphobic ,racist, homophobic a bully in general MAPs ect)

♤anti therian/otherkin (please I am trying to keep it a safe space here)

♤anti age/pet regression (I will fight you over them)

♤NSFW in anyway (back off)

♤bit of a weird one but like people who simp for the grabber from the black phone

♤gate keepers (away from me)

♤anyone over 18/19

♤anti xeno Gender

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Okay so. Now people who I'd love to see interact !

♡Therian/otherkin (please i need more friends)

♡age/pet regressors (you guys are sweet and again want more friends)

♡stranger things fans (most you guys are chill so sure)

♡people who like slasher/horror movies (please, just please)

♡anyone who likes like, cryptozoology or cryptids in general (Ironic I know)

♡IT fans

Ah, thats all for now!

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Boundaries!!

Again pretty simple ish

◇don't ask my age right off, I'll tell you when I deem you nice

◇don't ask personal questions

◇don't make fun of an interest/hyperfixation of mine (plz but I am just a sensitive young lad)

◇no sexual stuff plz

◇no like, flirting please, well if you flirt make the tone very clear

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What I am okay with!!

♧ writing requests (no NSFW) I'll write anything really

♧flirting (tone is needed to be clear)

♧asking questions about certain things (ie. Special interests, genuine questions about my disabilities ((and possible ones)) asking about my theriotypes/kins)

♧infodumping! (Like yes! Infodump to me i like hearing it!)

♧and stuff similar!!

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Thats all for now, but if it changes I'll update it, but I do have other socials if you'd like them just message and yeah! But thats all about me! Have a wonderful day/evening/night what ever!

Me me! I'm that! me! Look at me! Hello! Hi!! -Hya

Please rb if you are therian, otherkin, or nonhuman.

I want to follow similar blogs please!

This is for me

Once everyday I day dream about suddenly becoming a gross beast in the confines of my home and I think "hell yea! I'm so happy to feel like myself!" but also "how am I going to go to school" and those two thoughts fight like the sun and moon in old folklore tales

deities and divine beings how do we feel about this picture