I Should Kms - Tumblr Posts

I hate myself for being so weird, I'm so damn annoying, i just want to have friends and don't look weird while i'm trying it.

RRRAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH👹👹🤬👹🤬🤬👹🤬

My cramps are actually killing me bro I'm dying ripping my uterus out would be a blessing about to kms istg this is it guys it the end of the road for me I have my portable period heatpack turned up so high my skin is burning and in pain yet somehow my period cramps are still worse and I took panadol but it did nothing so I took advil and it also didn't do anything and I feel like I'm gonna throw up and I'm so cold and literally shivering, but also so hot I'm sweating and I'm shaking so hard from how weak I feel rn that I can barely walk properly and I'm so tired and dizzy I feel like I'm gonna pass out but I'm in so much pain I can't sleep even if I tried and I can't breathe properly I'm literally gasping for breath and I keep complaining and I cried because I dropped my key even though it was literally just in front of me and I ran into like five people I knew and felt like I was being really rude because I just barely smiled at them and said hi and then couldn't do anything beyond single word responses and I feel really bad because maybe I'm just being overdramatic and I'm being really bad company and basically ignoring my friends.

At what point does "I want to kms" actually become a problem instead of a joke?

I want to die. I want to fucking kill myself.

I’m so tired of feeling this way.

I have no reason to live but no energy to kill myself

had the terrible realization that im kinda sorta in love with one of my friends (who I basically don't talk to anymore, but we're still friends) and if at any given point of the past 8 (EIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!) years he asked me out I would've said yes. there wasn't a period of my life where I would turn him down. even when I was dating his friend (*everybody boos*) I would've dropped my ex in the same second without any hesitation. if he asked me out today I would still say yes. but it's never happening, I'm not his type (and I'm pretty sure he doesn't even considers me attractive). and I'm completely fine with that. humiliating. pathetic, even.