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We fall, we roll, we tumble,

We set into motion the pitter patter cycle.

Rain falls from the gloomy sky,

A sense of hope emerges

From the depths of the underground.

A feeling of hope conquers as we fall asleep.

Trying not to repeat this cycle of sorrow.

Cruising down the saddest slope

Of internal turmoil as we rest.

In need of deep sleep is a must.

-E.S. Wed, Aug. 21st / 2024 2:24p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Thoughts...

I have an image of you in my mind. I hold on to it, hoping that I'll get to meet you again someday... -E.S. Wed, Aug. 21st / 2024 9:14p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

That's Why,

I know your soul misses mine. That's why, when I feel your love, my heart synchronizes with yours. That's why, when I think of you, I get butterflies in my stomach. That's why, when I remember you, my eyes gleam with joy. That's why, when I look at you, my cheeks turn a scarlet red. That's why, when I remember you, I can pretend to feel your touch. That's why, I know your soul misses mine. Sincerely, -E.S.

Tue, July. 23rd / 2024 7:54p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

In the fibers of your energy, I seek to revive you inside my mind, Every night that I dream. I search for you in this life, Just as I've done in my past. I need you to breath, So, I can remember What it feels to be alive again. -E.S. Sat, Aug. 24th / 2024 2:25a.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

It rained from dusk to dawn Purifying uncharted souls In need of revival To disarm unhealed trauma -E.S. Mon, June. 10th / 2024 11:25a.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Honestly,

I've been thinking about you too much again... I've been thinking about our what if's. What if I had the courage to speak to you. What if I had been ore interesting when you spoke to me. What if. What if . What id. I've been thinking about you...hoping. Hoping that you come back in to my life again, so that I could stop all this dreaming. Hoping that when we lock eyes you would see me and fall in love. Hoping...hoping...hoping. I want to know what it all feels like. What it feels like to be all yours. All your love. All you heart. All your soul. All your mind. All your body. All your spirit. I've been thinking about you too much again... -E.S. Thurs, July. 6th / 2023 3:03a.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

This loneliness is temporary. -E.S.

I still have a crush on you...

-E.S. Tue, Aug. 27th / 2024 2:59p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Secret Crush. 

I have a crush,

But you don’t know who I am.

We barely know one another,

I’ll look at you,

And you’ll look at me.

You see through me,

I’m invisible.

I have countless dreams,

Daydreaming the day away.

Inside my head,

I know you like the back of my hand.

But let’s face it,

We’re between two parallel life’s,

That’ll never meet.

We'll stand side by side,

A million miles away.

Never meeting,

Damn, I’ve got a crush on you.

-E.S. Mon, Nov. 14th / 2022 1:58a.m.

@sunkissed-summerdaze

Thoughts...

I'll kiss your tears and sooth you to sleep... Tell you all my dreams and wish for you to be there too... You make all my fears melt away and remind me of that cafe where we first met... -E.S. Sat, Aug. 24th / 2024 7:53a.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Thoughts...

I think today may have been a wake up call. Yes, I can dream of you all day and imagine what our lives would be like, but I know that I can physically never have you... you're too good for me, for this world, you deserve so much more. -E.S. Sun, July. 30th / 2023 3:07a.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Thoughts...

A moment inside my mind feels like an eternity, but I'm trying to break free and experience life in the moment. -E.S. Mon, Dec. 4th / 2023 5:51p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Thoughts...

I’ve never had someone be in love with me before…so I dream...I dream of love all day... -E.S. Mon, July. 29th / 2024 1:44a.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Dreamy man, Looking off into the distance, With love in his eyes. Damn. I want to know you. -E.S. Fri, Aug. 16th / 2024 11:53p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

You: You’re strange.

Me: I like that you think I’m strange.

-E.S.

Sat, Aug. 31st / 2024 10:02p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Sweet Pea

Sweet Pea

Bumble bee

Flowing sea

You are free

Don't you agree?

-E.S. Mon, Sep. 2n / 2024 7:17p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Thinking of You...

You have this power to go after what you want and obtain it as if you created it. I dream of you securing me…and touching me, sculpting me into perfection. Your ever radiant aura…your golden soul… It's perfection in its truest form. -E.S. Sat, Aug. 31st / 2024 10:10p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

No One is There.

I keep pleading out for help, No one is there. No one is there. No one is there. All alone I live, Sleepless nights, Scary dreams nightmares. I am tired of trying to convince myself that someone cares. -E.S. Tue, Sep. 3rd / 2024 9:18p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

I want someone to rub my back and tell me everything is going to be fine...

This trauma has been felt through generations...

I'm done reliving it, it's time for change. -E.S. Tue, Sep. 3rd / 2024 9:24p.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Here I Am.

Here I am I roam from room to room Looking for life Outside of my own Loneliness weighs on my heart I crave the slightest bit of human interaction. -E.S. Thurs, Sep. 12th / 2024 11:28a.m. @sunkissed-summerdaze

Note to Self.

We’re being courageous today.

-E.S.

Sat, Sep. 14th / 2024

10:15a.m.

@sunkissed-summerdaze