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vent blog | Tw: sh, ed, suicide, sa | trying to heal | asks open

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I Know That I'm Desperate, But I Really Wanna Text Him...

I know that I'm desperate, but I really wanna text him...

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

Tw: mention of sh

I just relapsed again... 17 days go to waste but I guess it's fine...

I won't text him, no matter what.

I am scared. He'll get sick of me too.

I'm not going to text him first.

No matter what. I am not allowed to text him

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

When our sleep schedules are so different that I have had 3 breakdowns by the time he wakes up and fast asleep again when he's actually getting his stuff done.

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mental health depressing shit vent blog relationship boyfriend sleep schedule schedules
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burned0utstar
9 months ago

im trying to be good for you. i swear i am. everything that i do to myself is to please you. i eat for you, i dress up for you, i try to feel pretty for you. im trying to get better for you because you deserve someone that is not self destructive and obsessive and paranoid. im sorry. im trying. im trying.

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Way too relatable and so true!
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burned0utstar
9 months ago

I texted him😭

I'm so weak, why can't I just not text him???

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burned0utstar
9 months ago

I like planning a future with him.

But I know we'll never actually have it.

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