I Dont Want To - Tumblr Posts
No.
i cannot stress enough how much of an impact changing the way you talk to yourself can have on your mental health. swapping out self deprecating jokes and changing unhealthy sentiments like "i hate myself" and "i want to die" to kinder, more forgiving ones like "i need a break" and "i'm trying" can make such a difference to how you view yourself. the things we say to ourselves become a part of our lives and so we deserve to me kinder to ourselves in our heads.
the worst part about having writing as a special interest is the ideas never stop 😰
opened a bag of dove milk chocolates I literally just bought and. and they're all the wrong color. like a weird light tan instead of like. chocolate color ): I think I got a batch of sugar bloomed or fat bloomed candies

the color is normal inside but this is still. weird and I dont like it
My "mum" is ill and guess who's taking care of her ?
Great guess, me
Everyone is saying hi to me at work after 3 months of not knowing I exist and I'm just like

Not so fun time is ahead of me. Only 4 days left

The codeine pills have stopped working and I'm starting to feel anxious again. FUCK.
I don't want it. I don't want it. I'm scared.
We are both getting older but I’m always living in the past; I need to move on
I like planning a future with him.
But I know we'll never actually have it.
NO PLEASE I DONT WANNA THINK ABOUT THIS
Technoblade truly is a furry in denial.