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I'm Cold. It's So Cold.
I'm cold. It's so cold.
Why can't I be with him? Why can't I feel safe and warm? Why can't I kiss him? Why can't I fall asleep next to him?
My heart longs for him, my soul misses his touch.
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More Posts from Burned0utstar
I like planning a future with him.
But I know we'll never actually have it.
Fuck this.
I don't know what to say, it's just like, I need someone to talk to again. I want my best friend back.
I want to tell him everything again. I need him right now. Like, I told him everything and he told me everything, we were happy-ish.
But now I have to talk to fucking Tumblr to feel like anyone even listens.
I want someone to listen.
And like, honestly, I am close to just texting someone who hurt me so much, and that I broke contact with after he did that, but he at least listened.
He drove 4 hours to me. He texted me. He was there.
And yes, he hurt me so much, he gave me nightmares and I shaved my head because of him, but still.
I just want someone to love me and listen and stuff?
Is that to much?
Am I on 5 different medications and sick?
Yes.
Am I on my way to my boyfriend to get black-out drunk?
Also yes.
My lifestyle is so healthy, yippee!!
When I texted him
I'm overcome by happiness when I think of you btw
And he answered with
You are overdramatic
That kinda hurt...
Why don't I feel safe with my safe person anymore?
Why do I feel bad about sending them a text even tho a few weeks ago I would send them 10 audios in a row?
I miss them.