
but hey, I also have two eyes and two ears and a very patient head Demisexual | Heteroromantic | She/Her
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You know what the Peter & Caspian relationship tag on ao3 is pathetic I shall have to fill it with book canon content myself
do you ever get just a little annoyed because people seem to ignore the books in fanfiction or is that just me?
it was Narnia this time, i have yet to find a fanfic with more than a subtle nod to the books.
i just want Susan/Caspian with the books and Peter and Caspian being friends and Caspian having known about the Narnians still living plz just look at book canon for a moment i am B E G G I N G
it's 5 am now, if you must ask
no i have not slept
okay now im traumatized
forgot to block the incest tag
A g a i n
and i have just one question.
why the hell is susan pevensie/peter pevensie a tag i had to read with my two eyes?
W h y
do you ever get just a little annoyed because people seem to ignore the books in fanfiction or is that just me?
it was Narnia this time, i have yet to find a fanfic with more than a subtle nod to the books.
i just want Susan/Caspian with the books and Peter and Caspian being friends and Caspian having known about the Narnians still living plz just look at book canon for a moment i am B E G G I N G
look I didn't mean to write an essay length post at 3 am
On the Subject of Susan
I'm going to be a little blunt and my words may seem antagonistic here. But no hate, please. I'm just trying to analyze and provide my analysis based on the very simple facts. Now.
I've never quite understood the anger at C. S. Lewis for how he ended Susan's tale. Mainly, I suppose, because I had the whole story.
Everyone gets angry that Susan is "banned from Narnia" because she likes lipstick and nylon stockings and being a teenage girl in the 1940s, but no one seems to understand that that's not quite how it went, much less that Susan still has a chance.
Let me work backwards a moment and explain the latter. You see, to quote Lewis himself, in a letter to a girl called Marcela in 1955,
"...Haven’t you noticed in the two you have read that she is rather fond of being too grownup? I am sorry to say that side of her got stronger and she forgot about Narnia... ...She is left alive in this world at the end, having been turned into a rather silly, conceited young woman. But there is plenty of time for her to mend, and perhaps she will get to Aslan’s country in the end—in her own way. I think that whatever she had seen in Narnia she could (if she was the sort that wanted to) persuade herself, as she grew up, that it was ‘all nonsense’”
Now, there's a lot to unpack here, but first and foremost, my point is quite simple. "Perhaps she will get to Aslan's country in the end-in her own way." It was always meant to be open ended, for Susan. Narnia is not forever closed to her, unless you and she choose so.
"But Peace!" I can hear you saying, "There's that whole 'too fond of being grownup' phrase!" Why yes, yes there is, how clever of you to notice. The whole point of the latter portion of Susan's arc is that she chose that- lipstick and nylons and "being grownup"- over Narnia. She grew and she chose to forget Narnia.
After all, what sort of modern teenage girl (in England, during WW2) would be so interested in medieval times and what they probably explained to their friends to be a good old game of pretend? No, no, she can't remember Narnia right now - she's going to the cinema with a few girl friends, she's going to a party, she's focusing on everything but there and inevitably, after pushing it away for so long, Narnia let her be.
You see, C. S. Lewis was a very Arminian (and yes, I spelled it correctly) Christian theologian. And while I'm sure most of you here on this hellsite would like to ignore that, it is relevant to how Lewis wrote his fiction. After all, it's at the core of his basic beliefs, despite his being a staunch atheist in college and into his adulthood, and despite what you may like to think, it crept into his writing even when he did not intend it. For example, The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe is called an allegory for the story of the Resurrection, despite Lewis' arguments to the contrary. He insisted that it be seen as what it is, very heavy symbolism. Very heavily used Christian symbolism, that is all over the Chronicles whether you like it or not.
Let me explain why this is relevant to Susan, what Arminianism even is, and how that term applies here. Susan is, so to speak, a symbol of an atheist left behind, after all of the Christians she called family died. In a situation where you regard Christianity as true, she is left on Earth while they have gone on to heaven. And this doesn't mean that the gates of heaven are closed to her, quite to the contrary! They would be closed on the day she died insisting that Jesus Christ was not Lord, plain and simple. She has a choice to make, so long as she is alive.
Now, to Calvinist theologians and Christians, Susan never had a choice. Either Aslan, the God symbol here, chose to bring her in, or he didn't. Calvinists believe in a thing called predestination, the concept that every believer that would ever be brought to heaven is chosen specifically by God. Arminianism declares the opposite. It's a whole thing in Christian theological circles, but that's irrelevant to this discussion. In any case, the core of Arminianism is that you and I have a choice in whether or not we believe in God, and in whether or not we go to heaven.
To an Arminian theologian, God, or Aslan in this symbolic case, can influence our choice, Susan's choice, up to a point. Once we reach that point, once Susan forgets, God, or Aslan, steps back. He accepts our choice, allows Susan to forget. It's up to us, up to Susan after that.
Lewis was an Arminian theologian. He made the point, repeatedly, in his theological works, about people having a choice.
He repeats that point with Susan.
One last thing, before you go. You see, there was another letter about Susan, after The Last Battle was released. He'd been asked if he ever intended to finish Susan's story.
This was his answer.
“I could not write that story myself. Not that I have no hope of Susan’s ever getting to Aslan’s country; but because I have a feeling that the story of her journey would be longer and more like a grown-up novel than I wanted to write. But I may be mistaken. Why not try it yourself?”
Well, my people? Now that you've heard what I had to say (and say through quite the essay, my apologies), why not? Go, do what you do and tell her story for yourself. The author has encouraged fanfiction, so go on! And don't worry about Christianity and symbolism too much. It may help you understand how and why Lewis wrote what he did, but unless you're determined to have your tale in his style and overlapping seamlessly with canon, it's unnecessary. Unless you choose to make it a part of your life, you don't have to be concerned about it.
Feel free to ask questions, and I'll answer to the best of my ability, with Google by my side!
Also, I nearly forgot. There are absolutely other problems with Susan being the last of her family, left alone in the aftermath of WW2. This is not the place to talk about those, however, merely to help you understand why she "is no longer a friend of Narnia" and to remind you that there's always hope.
Oh, and besides that, don't forget that I'm talking about the books and not the movies thank you very much, while The Lion, the Witch, and the Wardrobe was absolutely perfect to canon the other two were not and I'm not going to consider them in this post. I do appreciate them, but when dealing with book canon they're both nos.
Ah. Good.
opens arms to hopefully give Eri a hug
pokes eri
...why though?
You know, we're in luck that she hasn't reacted yet, if it were bad... Well. Nobody wants to end up like Overhaul.
pokes eri
Okay ran into aphantasia again and well whoops
I may or may not have not realized that visualization is literal and people actually see things in their heads
I do not.
Neither does my mother, or her mother for that matter.
It's weird. I come up with things but yeah no I close my eyes and imagine something I ain't seeing jack piddly squat. No wonder that I, imaginative youngling I am, have insomnia I'm basically just talking to myself all night long. When I imagine something, or try to remember something, I have the idea and knowledge of it and not much else. No mental hallucinations for me!
I have a knowledge of the images I want to make but after realizing this I finally understood why I can't draw any character consistently without a reference. It's because the idea I have of them in my head is descriptive and abstract, it's like using an AI and only giving it words to depict something. I don't remember images, either. Photos are important.
As a writer, I gravitate to more dialogue heavy storytelling, though I'm not too shabby with descriptions.
actually wait. i wanna see how many ppl out these share my struggles. ('visual artist' here being any form of art that requires visualization to create)
if you have aphantasia i would love to hear how that's shaped your experience with creating art in the tags!
Also, Delia meeting the French scholar who helped Ash as an adult figure and having a whirlwind romance years after either her deadbeat ex left or her late husband died peaks.
Not to forget Sycamore, the oddly put together wet cat he is, meeting this wonderful, caring, and capable woman and becoming smitten as she gets him and his son (adopted, pseudo-adopted, or bio it's true regardless) to take care of themselves as much as they do their Pokemon is just*chef's kiss*
I have discovered a rarepair/crackship and it's criminal how underused the tag is on AO3, like, I get it, it can be a small fandom when it comes down to shipping sometimes, but even so... Only 7 works for a verified tag? It's disappointing.
Let me introduce you, Pokefans, curious bystanders, and that one person that just stumbled across my shitpost, to the wonder that is the
ship.
It's absolutely mad but at the same time, there's a certain inspiring brilliance to it. Only a mad genius could have thought of this.
It's so off the walls, I can scarce begin to guess at the line of thought that led to its existence, yet the ideas it brings are fun. Like the thought of Augustine Sycamore panicking over Ash after the Kalos Crisis, and panicked calls between French Zoologist Dad and Japanese Restaurant Mom when their Reckless Sporty Child jumps off of their equivalent of the Eiffel Tower after chasing down the family pet with rabies. Not to forget the Greenfield incident, where oh look your wife just got supernaturally kidnapped and you're an ocean away while your son fights something that looks like God to get her back.
Also, Alain and Ash being brothers and Delia having a romance for the ages with the Kalosian apprentice that Professor Oak had brought on in their young adulthood.
Yet again I have a wellspring of inspiration and it's because of a rarepair that under the right conditions can be a crackship.
...*sigh*
Okay so I haven't read it and I have no idea if the Batkids even knew they existed until right before it all went down, but. What if, during "We are Robin" the Batkids all stopped by every now and then to tell them stories of their Robin days so that this gang of kids gets to troll the JL along with them.
Superman hesitated, glancing down at the group of kids, bloodstained in the midst of Gotham dirt and rubble.
They watched him as one, heads tilting in exactly the same way and eyes tracing his every movement. Clark suspected that if he paid attention to what he could hear, there would be only one heartbeat, simultaneously breathing. He didn't dare, but he made a mental note.
Bruce wouldn't like this.
So the Kryptonian took a deep breath.
"Who are you?"
They smiled.
"We are Robin."
Superman stared.
One of them, appearing to be a teen with hair as black as Batman's cape and skin the shade of stained mahogany, spoke, seemingly the front for this hivemind. "Don't you remember, Supes? We met before the Justice League even formed, when you noticed our heartbeat as we hid under B's cape."
Clark looked at them.
Too many glittering eyes stared back, and he nodded, slowly.
"Okay... Very nice. I'm going to go before Batman gets angry about me chasing down a Metropolis Rogue in his territory. Just... Don't kill anyone?" he pleaded.
He turned and fled, cape fluttering in the wind as Robin laughed.
idea: batman and the robins never acknowledge that there have been different robins. like they all act that there's only been one and that they're the same person basically.
Justice League who's used to teen dick not kid jason: who is this child?
Batman: what do you mean, it's robin.
-
Batman and Tim walking through the watchtower:
Justice League who remembers robin literally dying: ...*side eye*...
-
Flash: batman… who is this?
Batman: robin. you’ve met before. several times.
Flash: no, i met a black haired boy. this is a blonde girl!
Batman: her name is robin
-
Superman: it's time for you to explain. where are you getting all these children?
Batman: i have no idea what you're talking about.
Superman *pointing to damian*: who is this kid?!
Damian: i'm robin. i'm offended you would even ask that? don't you remember *proceeds to recite a story dick told him of his robin days*
I have discovered a rarepair/crackship and it's criminal how underused the tag is on AO3, like, I get it, it can be a small fandom when it comes down to shipping sometimes, but even so... Only 7 works for a verified tag? It's disappointing.
Let me introduce you, Pokefans, curious bystanders, and that one person that just stumbled across my ramblings, to the wonder that is the
ship.
It's absolutely mad but at the same time, there's a certain inspiring brilliance to it. Only a mad genius could have thought of this.
It's so off the walls, I can scarce begin to guess at the line of thought that led to its existence, yet the ideas it brings are fun. Like the thought of Augustine Sycamore panicking over Ash after the Kalos Crisis, and panicked calls between French Zoologist Dad and Japanese Restaurant Mom when their Reckless Sporty Child jumps off of their equivalent of the Eiffel Tower after chasing down the family pet with rabies. Not to forget the Greenfield incident, where oh look your wife just got supernaturally kidnapped and you're an ocean away while your son fights something that looks like God to get her back.
Also, Alain and Ash being brothers and Delia having a romance for the ages with the Kalosian apprentice that Professor Oak had brought on in their young adulthood.
Yet again I have a wellspring of inspiration and it's because of a rarepair that under the right conditions can be a crackship.
...*sigh*
@lightsaber-dorphin
#I need this in a time-travel fic
Ooooh!
Color me intrigued!
I'll have to do it in the 7 days I have left before NaNoWriMo though, as I'm participating this year
... Someone's probably already said this, but if Ahsoka's training Sabine, who was also trained by Kanan...
The shatterpoint lineage has crossed over with the disaster lineage. Mace Windu must be rolling in his grave.
Why must you hurt me this way


Just Aizawa and cats. No explanation needed.
Sonic Underground
That one show where Sonic has two siblings (Sonia and Manic) and they're trying to find their Mom (Queen Aleena) after Egghead led a coup and she went into hiding to escape from Egghead forcing her to marry him.
Iron Man Armored Adventures
Tony, Rhodey, and Pepper are all teens in highschool together, and Tony is a teen superhero a la Spiderman.
Redwall
Martin the Warrior Mouse passes his sword and his mantle of protecting Redwall Abbey on to Matthias, who has to fight off the rat Cluny the Scourge.
Marvel Super Hero Squad
Dr. Doom wants to gather the fragments of the Infinity Sword, Iron Man and his team are constantly stopping him from getting all of them.
I just got introduced to it and I loved it
I've only known 2 other people who know of this movie... does anyone know and like the movie, Quest for Camelot? (yes I will be tagging the qfc community to find my people)
Resources
Su Cuy' gar! Olarom anade.
(Hello, welcome all)
These are my main resources I use to learn and translate Mando'a!
Mando'a.org
Dictionary
Mando'a Wookiepedia
Dictionary
Mando'a lessons
YouTube, verbally teaches Mando'a
Albertamando
Tiktok, teaches Mando'a
Memrise course by Mando'a lessons
Oyu'Baat
Discord server dedicated to learning Mando'a culture, language and teaching others the same way.
Mando'a Dialects in- and out-of-universe
Outgame (irl) there are several different versions of Mandoʻa: The Shadows of the Empire Soundtrack version (Notron Cant), the Republic Commando Soundtrack version (Jesse Harlin's text), the Old Republic version (as seen in SWtOR or KotOR), the Republic Commando Novels version (Karen Traviss' version), the Mandoa.org version (their forum members made up a lot of extra vocabulary), several different tumblr versions, and the Disney version (as in the TV-series Star Wars Rebels). They all have distinctive similarities (the Notron Cant is an exception), but unfortunately, they also all somewhat differ. Since Karen Traviss published her Mandoʻa version online, complete with a dictionary, the Mandoa.org version and most tumblr versions are based on her version. Her version in turn is vaguely based on Jesse Harlin's version-the first Mandoʻa on file, so to say. I myself see them as different dialects or development stages of the same language.
See, Karen Traviss' Mandoʻa and also most of Mandoa.org's Mandoʻa uses Basic (i.e. English) grammar with a Mandalorian vocabulary, so I call that version Soldiers' Pidgin. It's obviously (ingame) a creole language that came into existence after the Mandalorian diaspora. It is this Soldiers' Pidgin that Kal Skirata taught his children (the Nulls) and possibly also the language that the Alphas taught other, younger clones (e.g. the CC class or the ARC-troopers) as a "secret" language to hide from the Kaminoans. If it was used by the clones in such a way, the GAR should have its own dialect. The different internet versions of Mandoʻa all seem to be based on Karen Traviss' dictionary, so I see them as different dialects of the Soldiers' Pidgin. The same reasoning can be applied to Disney's Mandoʻa.
The language of Vode An, Graʻtua Cuun, Darasuum Kote, etc. on the other hand uses a grammar that differs from Basic. It is an older form of Mandoʻa, probably the Mandoʻa spoken on Mandaʻyaim before the Excision - seven-hundred years ago. It's a lot more interesting (for me, at least). I propose calling it Classic Mandoʻa. It has its own grammar; it has a similar vocabulary as Soldiers' Pidgin, but with distinct and sometimes varying pronunciations (sometimes depending on the rhyme or rhythm of the song); it has a lot of epitaphs and kennings and references and can have very flowery phrasing. It's used, in or around the time of Palpatine's Empire, predominantly in older songs and poems. An irl-equivalent could be Shakespearean English.
We can probably view the (archaic) tOR version as vaguely translated into modern Mandoʻa (Soldiers' Pidgin, probably) since there is exactly no way that the language changes so little in over 3000 years. I also propose that the Basic back then has very few similarities to the Basic that's spoken during the Skywalker Wars.
Missing is a sort of current, modern version of Classic Mandoʻa. I think that is (sadly) very realistic. A society that is so broken up by something like orbital bombardment would likely, over the centuries, develop several different creole versions and try to keep their original language as unchanged as possible, leading to exactly the combination described above.
Here are some other people's thoughts:

Honestly though, considering how enamored the fandom has been with Obi-Wan Kenobi and his connections to the Mandalorians, it's only right that the first Jetiibal'Mando'ad be of Obi-Wan's lineage
It definitely tracks
... Someone's probably already said this, but if Ahsoka's training Sabine, who was also trained by Kanan...
The shatterpoint lineage has crossed over with the disaster lineage. Mace Windu must be rolling in his grave.
I'm spoilering this SO HARD
Do Not Read If You Want To Watch Episode 8 Of Ahsoka Without Spoilers
I'm Serious
Don't.
Just DON'T
If you go beyond this point there is no hope for you.
...welllll... more than one got left behind

Hey Dave, I know this would be very dramatic and maybe funny, but can you be a dear and just not? Thanks!
This is only the truth
I’m sorry, but The Jedi, The Witch, and The Warlord is a hilarious episode title.
...welp
Gonna need purgill to come in clutch yet again
Either that or the way between worlds. Something's going to have to happen
... Someone's probably already said this, but if Ahsoka's training Sabine, who was also trained by Kanan...
The shatterpoint lineage has crossed over with the disaster lineage. Mace Windu must be rolling in his grave.