saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

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I Feel Like Shit Today And On Top Of That I Burned My Bed With A Cigarette, I Don't Even Know How And

I feel like shit today and on top of that I burned my bed with a cigarette, I don't even know how and when because I have such memory lapses. FUCK MY SHITTY LIFE.

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3 years ago

Seeing his face hurts so much because I know he will never be mine

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3 years ago

I'm home. I don't know what's happening to me. I tried to suffocate myself with a pillow next to my mother and she barely managed to snatch that pillow away from me

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3 years ago

I want to go to bed, wrap myself in a blanket, drink tea and cut myself off from people and the world. This is my little asylum where i'm happy.

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3 years ago

I look after my sister's dog in the city in her apartment, I live in the countryside, where we have a house far from any people, and I passed young people on the cage who were happy with alcohol, now I also hear their party and i cry because I realized how much my life is hopeless, no parties, I don't have a beloved boyfriend, I want to come back to home and hide in my azyl, wait no... I WANT KILL MYSELF

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3 years ago

I can't stop crying. Fucking stupid worthless hopeless pig. I should die a long time ago

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