saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

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Looking At My Mutilated Forearm, I Feel Satisfaction That I Punished My Ugly Body, Stupid Brain, Stupid

Looking at my mutilated forearm, I feel satisfaction that I punished my ugly body, stupid brain, stupid thoughts, myself in general, this is what I deserve

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That blade I'm holding is my only friend

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The codeine pills have stopped working and I'm starting to feel anxious again. FUCK.

I don't want it. I don't want it. I'm scared.

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I don’t like to wake up and deal with the idea of making it through another day

I just don’t wanna wake up

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2 years ago

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I have a question if someone who struggles with depression, anxiety-depressive neurosis or just anxiety, or is just constantly sad and doesn't want to do anything, would like to answer seeing this post. Do you look at other people or photos they upload to the internet and wonder how they want to live, they want to smile, laugh, work, talk, get up in the morning, just do something. How do you see it? I'm asking because I have these thoughts myself when I look at others and I'm curious if it's just me or what

Mam pytanie, jeśli ktoś, kto boryka się z depresją, nerwicą depresyjno lękową lub lękami, czy po prostu jest ciągle smutny i nie chce mu się nic chciałby odpowiedzieć widząc ten post. Też patrzycie na innych ludzi lub na zdjęcia, które dodają do internetu i zastanawiacie się, jak im się chce żyć, chce im się uśmiechać, pracować, wstawać rano, coś po prostu robić. Jak Wy to odbieracie? Pytam, bo sama mam takie myśli, kiedy patrzę na innych i jestem ciekawa, czy tylko ja tak mam czy o co chodzi

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