saskiaxblog

emptiness

23yrs, Poland. English/Polish blog. I am struggle with anxiety, eating disorder, depression, suicide thoughts and selfham. Welcome to my shitty life.

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Over A Month Clean, But I Started To Miss This Incredible Pain And The Sight Of Blood, Feeling Free From

Over a month clean, but I started to miss this incredible pain and the sight of blood, feeling free from my stupid thoughts, emotions and fear. I miss it so much, but i doesn't want to disappoint my family

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I'm hungry but i don't want eat

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3 years ago

I woke up today about 5am with huge anxiety and fear. That's was awful. I took my calming medication and fell asleep again. I think about this big fear until now and i can't stop, it paralyzes me, i want to cry. I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared. Help me

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3 years ago

Please get me away from my own mind. Please please. I'm so scared

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3 years ago

I HATE MYSELF SO FUCKING MUCH

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