I Hate Calories - Tumblr Posts

This, this is how it feels to be unlovable. This is how it feels to never be enough for myself.

I search for validation from old pervy men because that is all o will ever deserve.

I dont deserve love.

I am unlovable.

I love when my dad drives 140 kmph on a curvy 80 road because I know crashing would mean instant death.

Death is the only thing that would welcome me with open arms.

It's back...

I'm drowning in my depression once again...

Please god please, please please set me free from this hell let me just be happy for once please please please.

My personality SUCKS

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I NEED TO DRINK I NEED TO SMOKE BUT I DOMT HAVE ANYYYY

𐐪♡𐑂 I’m going insane 𐐪♡𐑂

"I encourage Ana/SH/Mia/!!"

You're a bad person, and a bad role model for younger girls and boys, you're just teaching them to hate themselves. There's a difference between encouraging and supporting btw (You can support someone and help them during bad times,) but encouraging them to go further is absolutely horrible, and you aren't a good person. Idc if shit like that is mainstream now, it really SHOULDN'T, in no way possible should this generation or any other think that it is normal to put a blade to their skin or count their calories. In no way should it be normal for younger kids to feel uncomfortable in having a natural body. In no way should kids be introduced to sex work and porn at a young age, I find it repulsive that people have to say this and that it isn't common sense. Making mental illness a trend was never going to be fun, we were supposed to give them a safe space and instead people use it as an option to show their superiority complex through trauma, it's vile and horrible behavior and should NOT be at all be normalized. Men being abused by women or other men, whether sexually, physically or mentally should not be normalized. What happened to the weird great revolution where everyone agreed we wanted to ve better people and provide safe spaces, and talk about your experiences without making yourself seem better than others, trauma shouldn't be a competition, and what happened to encouraging those with curable mental illnesses to solve their issues and making them feel loved. And i know there will be one person justifying that pedophilia is a mental illness, it is not. You had the option to be a good person, a child should never cross your mind nor your hands. It never will be. 1/3 post

Life is too long… 💔 (my waifspo aesthetic moodboard and lana del rey music video)

Omg who was gonna tell me how good it feels to not order food at a resturant😭🙏

It's so much better than just not eating it, or not eating at home like AHHH 🤭

I ddi go home and eat edible cookie dough buttt that is my dinner and I did omad as long as I don't ear for the rest of today sooo like kinda a win🤭

September 25th 2024 19:00

hey guys, sorry I've been gone for so long.

I recently got my official diagnosis of POTS and hEDS.

dieting and losing weight has been so hard for the past few weeks and I've ended up gaining. I'm currently 90 kg/ 207 lbs give or take.

I'm gonna try to start losing again by reducing my intake, eating more fiber and protein, taking longer to eat, and drinking more water.

please be kind as I can't exercise so I can't lose as quickly as I used to :(

I fucked this days up. Im gonna starve for 4 days, I HAVE TO LOSE 5KG QUICK!! Im actually losing my mind, i used to be so thin and fragile, i really want it back. Please brain do as i say. I'd fucking do anything to have it back

I feel so bitten in my core

We’ve all got our reasons but…Imagine if he sees me and I’m fat as fvckkk

MY DISCIPLINE WILL BE REWARDED

MY DISCIPLINE WILL BE REWARDED

MY DISCIPLINE WILL BE REWARDED

Can we drop our home workouts please 💜

Honestly it’s just at the point that whenever I look at food all I see is a bunch of numbers and chunks of fat just waiting to form on my waist

somebody institutionalize me (but don't actually, please)!

just accidently bought regular cherry coke instead of cherry coke zero...I am my worst enemy.

what do I do?!?! I really don't want to waste my money!

I know it's not great to weigh yourself everyday, but I NEED to know the number or else I'll lose my mind

Yet, I lose my mind anyways if I don't like the number.

learn from my mistake...eat a little something before driving

the brain fog WILL get you