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I cant tell if this is good or not
July 16th, 2024 01:57
Bro istg I haven't felt full in over like 3 months, but I've been ravenous and eating like a pig😭🙏 does anybody have tips on ending a binge cycle cause I'm really struggling, I've been eating so much constantly and the hunger never goes away. I know it's emotional hunger but that doesn't make me NOT hungry.
July 31st 2024 02:29
✨ You are special and beautiful ✨
TW RESTRICTIVE ED (block dont report)
ok I got my food log for yesterday, im not gonna actually count every calorie for now, cuz everytime ive done that in the past i just obsess over food too much and end up binging and giving up, so im gonna be more reasonable with my restriction so that it actually lasts lol
Breakfast:
Black tea w/ sweetened milk (my favorite thing in the world omg)
Lunch:
1 apple
Diet coke mixed with some lemonade
Dinner:
One packet of Maruchan ramen
Large bowl of ice-cream w/ chocolate sauce and strawberries :/
Everything went amazing until (as always) after I ate my planned ramen for dinner my cravings went insane. I decided to just have some icecream because i mean fuck it, i love ice cream, and since i really ate almost nothing the rest of the day it shouldnt be too bad, even if it wasnt ideal. I was right tho! I weighed myself this morning and I still lost about as much as I had hoped to from the day before, so Im happy i got to enjoy my ice cream and still make progress :)
(I am definitely making sure not to give into the cravings today tho, cant make this a habit)
Drawing my bestie Ana ♡
only losing more from here 🙂↕️ running after every workout has changed the game omlll but also got a heater in my room so life changing right there 🙏🏻 and why tf do ppl try n get u to recover like NO MF I WANNA BE SKIN N BONES I DON'T WANNA LOOK HOW I USED TO LOOK. i swear mfs js wanna see u fat
0 cal blue razz energy drink for dinner is superior. also restricted my cals even more today n yesterday cs i ate a salad at a salad place yesterday n an acai bowl today in the morning. i'm terrified they're lying ab the cals 😭 doing good tho cs at least everyone is starting to worry now which means it's paying off. also felt like i was ab to have a heart attack running on the treadmill nbs 💀 vision got so bad n my heart felt weird along w my breathing lmao