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Sumn thinspo with my style đ
Say you got an ED without saying you got an ED:
Food Log Jan. 4, 2022
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Beef ramen (370cal)
Green tea (0cal)
Total: 370cal
Todays total: 370cal
Notes:
Started my period during school today but I kept telling myself it was discharge. I knew my period was coming cus Iâve been cramping before n then today plus my moods been off the hinge. I want affection but then Iâm like gtfo u disgusting mf n then thereâs the need to cry even tho thereâs nothing to cry abt n my overthinking gets worse like I thought I annoyed the homie today bc I was all moody n he could tell but at least he gave a hug. Safe hugs fr. Im extra bloated during my period so I get more self conscious with my body dysmorphia plus Iâm sick all the time so it kinda helps with restricting but it also just makes me feel worse. Got up to shit after napping n almost passed out on the fuckin toilet. So at least I ate something.
Didnât get a picture of my tea my bad
Food Log Jan. 6, 2021
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
2tbsp kimchi (20cal)
Half of large blueberry muffin (300cal)
Baby bel cheese (70cal)
Chamomile tea (0cal)
Total: 390cal
Todays total: 390cal
Notes:
I love how organized it looked. I love kimchi so much it helps with not eating hot Cheetos n pickles. Iâm trynna avoid eating chips.
I forgot to take a picture of my tea again my bad.
Food Log Jan. 14, 2022
Breakfast:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Coffee (75cal)
Rice cake (35cal)
Strawberry jam 1 1/2 tbsp (25cal)
Strawberry yogurt (90cal)
Seaweed (20cal)
Total: 245cal
Todays total: 245 cal
Notes:
He tried making me eat but I canât eat in front of him bro. I have a hard time eating in front of ppl not so much my family but regardless I donât really feel comfortable with it. So I ate once I got home. (TW MENTION OF SELF HARM) He kissed my scars tho đ. This boy makes my heart hurt but in the good excited way and that hasnât happened in a while n that scares me.
Getting closer to my birthday which means getting closer to the first birthday party I planned and I feel so fucking ugly. Nothing looks good bc Iâm too average now. Iâm not thick n Iâm not skinny skinny Iâm just in the middle and I feel so fucking ugly. Iâm fat and skinny all at the same time and itâs fucking disgusting. I keep telling myself wait till my body is fully recovered but Jesus Christ this hurts so bad.
going to a little party tomorrow and trying to figure out what to wear. worried about how my face will look since Iâve gained weight and how my belly will look since I tend to wear tops cropped or tight clothes.
I noticed how much I worry how Iâll look weight wise when going to a party or out in general. When thatâd happen Iâd try to fast or restrict a lot heavily the day before and of and right now I canât stop thinking about fasting that day of. :(
Recovery feels great until you think of old days.
Getting that itch to dye my hair n relapse
đ Autumn Th1nspø đ
My favorite th1nspø EVER. Forget abt summer, autumn is my ULTIMATE motivation. I miss looking dainty in over sized sweaters, now Iâm just a blob. I WILL lose all the weight I gained during recovery & be skinny for autumn.
đ Book Worm Th1nspø
School starts at the end of the month so I needed some more motivation especially since Iâm already excited to go school
I wanna post my body ch3ck$ but I donât want my account deactivated again n again
Any tips to be able to post without getting banned?
pov: me purging after eating half a cupcake
Liquid Fast
August 4 2024 - August 5 2024
Iâm rlly disappointed with myself for not fasting for a whole 24 hours, I was 4 hours away and still fucked up. I forgot how it felt to fast n how much I piss out my ass.
Food Log: Aug. 5, 2024
Breakfast:
Coffee (278cal)
Creamer, half a cup (276cal)
2 tsp instant coffee (2cal)
Menudo, 2 cups (359cal)
Total: 636cal
Lunch:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Dinner:
Nothing
Total: 0cal
Exercise:
Walking, 1,503 steps (36cal)
Total burned: 36cal
Todays total: 636 calories
Notes:
Didnât have the time to eat enough protein or do more cardio because I was trying to stay up all day to fix my sleep schedule. I was rlly anxious n paranoid so I took a 5 hour nap, Iâm gonna try to sleep tonight n hopefully Iâm able bc Iâm still rlly tired. The menudo was so fucking good and it was low in calories but still filled me up.
(32 grams of protein)
Food Log Aug. 6, 2024
Breakfast:
McDonaldâs caramel frap (426cal)
Total: 426cal
Lunch:
Carrots & tuna (250cal)
1tsp mustard (0cal)
1tsp mayo (100cal)
1tsp relish (20cal)
Tuna (100cal)
Whole carrot (30cal)
Total: 250cal
Dinner:
Nothing (0cal)
Total: 0cal
Exercise:
Walking, 270 steps (17cal)
Total burned: 17cal
Todays total: 676
Notes:
I shouldâve done more cardio today but I was wayyyy to sleep deprived n hungry which resulted in me being rlly anxious n paranoid. Anyway tuna was rlly good but I hate how high in calories mayo is. AND THE MCDONALDS CARAMEL FRAP?? crazy good but crazy high in calories. I also tried to make a wrap with the carrots but it got all messed up so I just mixed it and it bothered me how messy it was n not organized.
Today Iâll be having a sleep over with my friends so Iâm trying to make sure I burn as much as I can because we be eATINGGG when weâre together. Iâm so excited but Iâm so fucking hungry, Iâll be watching what I eat but if I end up binging Iâm gonna fast the next day for as long as I can. I made my bf chorizo n papas with egg n I wanted to make some for myself but I remembered how august is my month for a restart, I NEED to be skinny for autumn. I still took a bite tho just one bite, one bite wonât hurt right ?
I remember posting this on my old old account so hereâs a repost
My friends say I look like beabadoobee but I looked at her measurements n I am naWt BUILT like her (more motivation)