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i loooveeee running so soo sooo much, i get my steps in, i loose a ton of water weight and burn calories, it always makes me need to go use the restroom afterwards, and and AND!!! I COMPLETELY LOOSE MY APPETITE AFTERWARDS! idk hope i didn't jinx that for myself, but yes I adore running it's great I 100% recommend.
feeling food guilt is so weird, today thankful I've eaten under 1000 calories, but idk I just feel so fat and gross I feel like I don't deserve the food that is going into my body.
watching that Victoria Secret fashion show awakening something within me that I didn't know I had inside me.
hate hate hate HATE! Having big boobs! They make me look so fat when I am wearing shirts... no one understands the pain.
✧* May 11th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
today’s cw
some bodie chex
+ personal notes/motivation :3
DISCLAIMER:
I am and always will be pro-recovery
this post is for myself and to find like minded community which understands my struggle
e/ds are an extremely lonely thing to go through, so if you’re not in this community pls just block
this is my third blog so far, and I hate having to remake just to be reported again and again (it’s so much work on both our ends)
✧ weigh-in:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 103.6 lbs (47.0 kgs)
bmi - 18.35
✧ b0die ch3x:
✧ misc:
note - I can feel the f4t growing back on my ribs and hips and it’s scaring the ever living shit out of me
reminder - I have to push myself harder, I have to remember not to eat/to refuse food/to portion control, I have to keep restricting until I reach my goal
p.s. - pls remember to take care of yourselves, even if you’re actively harming (whether it’s e/d or s/h), always practice damage control to minimize your long term suffering!
✧* May 18/19th *̥˚
⚠️ TW ED CONTENT + FAKE BODY
today’s cw
some b0die ch3x
+ last week’s f4st1ng l0g
DISCLAIMER:
Pro-recovery, always
Please block, don’t report
Personal dairy for my own journey with 4n0r3x1a
✧ weigh-in on May 19th:
height - 5’3 (160 cm)
cw - 102.8 lbs (? kgs)
bmi - 18.2
✧ May 18th b0die ch3x:
✧ May 19th b0die ch3x:
✧ f4st1ng l0g:
˖⁺‧₊˚ sacrifice is giving up something good for something better, break free from the cycle ˚₊‧⁺˖