Found Out About You

It's almost been a year and I should have moved on by now I know but my chest is a graveyard of undead feelings that rise at the most inconvenient of times.

My right flank itches with the irritability of a healing tattoo and my mind is harder in ways I never dreamed and my house is torn asunder yet still I smile, I laugh, brittle sharp and jagged as always and tomorrow-

Tomorrow...

Tomorrow I will see him. For the first time, in almost a year.

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5 years ago

Saturday 1945

I can't breath without you.

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5 years ago

It's always her for you;

and always you for me.

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5 years ago

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5 years ago

Thursday 1934

I think it is over.

Again.

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5 years ago

Throw me in the Water, Call me Bob.

It's wearing me down you know, like asphalt against flesh grinding me down to stubs.

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