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burned0utstar
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vent blog | Tw: sh, ed, suicide, sa | trying to heal | asks open

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I Miss Him. I'm Also Crying. But I Don't Think It's Because I Miss Him? Maybe It Is? Maybe I Just Don't

I miss him. I'm also crying. But I don't think it's because I miss him? Maybe it is? Maybe I just don't want it to be?

I want to text him. I want to text him please. But I don't want to be too much. I don't want to be too much again.

I don't know what to do. I can't breath. I can't fucking breath anymore. I want him to hug and hold me.

I need to breath again. Please?

I want to text him.

I miss him.

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