I Catch The First Drop Of Rain On My Palm And Imagine How Much You Waited For It. You Told Me You Wanna

I catch the first drop of rain on my palm and imagine how much you waited for it. You told me you wanna fall in love before the first rain of November. It's been raining for weeks now, my love. And every drop reminds me of the reasons why you had to wait for this season, to fall in love. And though I exhaust my wit trying to get the wisdom behind it, I don't understand. I can't understand. Why did you wait? And why did the rain come too late? Too late for you to feel it glide on your face. Too late for you to catch it on your palm. You know, sometimes I try to question Cupid. Why? Why you? Why me? Why in the universe did we have to wait? If he has a conscience, why did he allow us to wait this long? Now you're gone and the sky just won't stop raining. And I still don't get it. My world may be flooded soon and I will still be here trying to unravel the wisdom behind the course of waiting you chose to thread when you could have just fallen in love with me. I wish I could have just ignored your "first rain fantasy" and fell in love with you while I had the chance.

-Waited for the first rain to fall in love

Katie, 24:30

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I catch the first drop of rain on my palm and imagine how much you waited for it. You told me you wanna fall in love before the first rain of November. It's been raining for weeks now, my love. And every drop reminds me of the reasons why you had to wait for this season, to fall in love. And though I exhaust my wit trying to get the wisdom behind it, I don't understand. I can't understand. Why did you wait? And why did the rain come too late? Too late for you to feel it glide on you face. Too late for you to catch it on your palm. You know, sometimes I try to question Cupid. Why? Why you? Why me? Why in the universe did we have to wait? If he has a conscience, why did he allow us to wait this long? Now you're gone and the sky just won't stop raining. And I still don't get it. My world may be flooded soon and I will still be here trying to unravel the wisdom behind the course of waiting you chose to thread when you could have just fell in love with me. I wish I could have just ignored your "first rain fantasy" and fell in love with you while I had the chance.

-Waited for the first rain to fall in love

Katie, 24:30

I hope when days turn into series of relentless storms and you feel like you cannot love yourself anymore, you will remember that I wounded myself in picking your screaming pieces from the dumps; bled to death in attempting to make you whole. I hope you will find a way to be strong. That you will learn to swim through the quagmire of negativities drowning you.

Don't give up on yourself just like that. I've endured pains of varying degrees to see that lips curve into a smile again. Do me this one favor. In the name of my love, survive!

Love, survive

Katie, 16:00

But darling, you may drench the heart with alcohol and it will still feel what you prevent it to feel when you're sober.

The heart may have drunken episodes darling but it will always remember...

It will always remember the things that made it fly in its hazy state of drunkenness.

Maybe, there are things in this universe that you can escape. Love isn't one of them. For it will always rise and persist from every sidewalk crack that you pass by.

So darling stop denying the heart its freedom. Just let it feel what it truly feels.

The heart remembers

(Sidewalk cracks)

Katie, 21:00

Bloom honey, bloom

See those pretty roses?

They have thorns too

Had pierced someone

Hurt someone

But didn't sink in guilt

In life, things like that happen

You'll gonna hurt somebody

Break somebody

Well, who doesn't?

We all have that kind of days

We're loved

We're hated

Nobody is perfect

So get out of that shell

Brighten that face

And show the world

That you are capable of love too

Yes you don't always gleam

Like the sun

Sometimes you come

With a thunderstorm

But at least, honey at least

You don't fake any of it

You're authentic

You're raw

You're a mess

And because of that

You're beautiful

So like those pretty roses

Bloom honey, bloom!

-pretty roses,

Katie, 21:30

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Like the snow,

The rain,

And the shooting stars,

You will fall for me

Deeply

Irrevocably

Mark my words

-Destined to fall

(Mark my words)

-Katie, 15:30

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