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"𝓑𝓻𝓮𝓪𝓴 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓱𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓽, 𝓽𝓸 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮 𝓱𝓲𝓼 𝓵𝓲𝓯𝓮"
SHADOWHUNTERS |𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓑𝓮𝓪𝓼𝓽 𝓦𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓲𝓷, 3.18
I've just read Bernard's "confession" and we're just supposed to move on as though my heart hasn't shattered?
Lamao accidentally read an angry fix without checking for the hurt/comfort tag ahaha 🤣
Brocken girl drowning in thoughts and said things
Stupid world
Being at the mercy
⌗ selfish ɞ kim doyoung
featuring: brief mentions of jeno and renjun pairing: kim doyoung x gn!reader — repost, oneshot, angst, comfort, domestic!au, established-relationship!au on rotation: in places we don’t walk by bruno major
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the argument was a simple misunderstanding.
earlier this morning, you had gone to your local coffee shop with doyoung to pick up some coffee before meeting with jeno and renjun for a nice day out.
there was a new barista and obviously didn’t know you were a regular so when you went to pick up your coffees he had made you linger around the station just to ask some questions about the surrounding area. of course, you didn’t want to come off as rude so you answered the best you could. you didn’t realize you had gotten lost in the conversation.
doyoung had came back from the restroom which he excused himself to when you first entered the cafe— he’d seen you at the pick up station being awfully friendly with the barista there and frankly he didn’t like that one bit. the green monster of envy bubbles in him as he approached you two and excused you from the boy, apologizing for distracting him from doing his job trying to sound the least jealous as possible.
this had led to a petty argument in the car, saying that the employee was new and had asked about the surround area— which is true, but doyoung was to stubborn to take it how it was. he had called you selfish for taking time from his shift just to flirt with him, which had obviously stricken a cord with you because how dare he call you selfish and how could he not believe you? it was uncalled for and childish, you weren’t having it.
the car ride to the shopping center was tense and filled with silence as doyoung gripped the wheel tightly and you looked out the window avoiding any contact with your lover. jeno and renjun could tell something was going on the moment you met up with them, the lack of touch and communication was far from how you two usually were: lovey dovey and never three inches apart. rather than addressing the elephant in the room they tried to distract you both from it. renjun keeping doyoung occupied and jeno doing the same with you. it was weird not having doyoung by your side all the time, he brought you comfort, always knew what you meant or needed never having to explain. it was easy being with him— you couldn’t be mad at him longer than a day though apparently doyoung was feeling very petty this day.
he didn’t apologize until you had gotten home after parting ways with the two young boys, the air had the same tension as it did in the car, neither of you spoke as you took off your shoes and coats or as you got ready for bed, the flat was dead silent all that could be heard was the sound of yours and your lovers breathing and faint footsteps as feet walked around the flat.
now, doyoung sat on his side of the bed. back straight looking down fiddling with his fingers, he knew he was wrong for what he did, he knows that he shouldn’t had called you selfish or wrongly read the interaction you had the with barista he knew he was wrong, wrong, wrong. it just kept spinning in his head as he sat there, he missed your presence during the day out, even if you were only a few feet away from him. he missed your touch, scent, your comforting love— all he wanted to do was wrap his arms around you, apologizing profusely for his wrong doings but his pride won’t let him.
as minutes passed doyoung realized you hadn’t come in for bed. rising from the soft cushion he slowly made his way out of your bedroom to the living-room where the balcony door was slightly ajar bringing a draft into the home. he approached the platform slowly as if he was afraid— it was going to vanish before his eyes if he got to eager, he knew you were there. it was a spot you had frequented when you and doyoung weren’t on good terms. so on the way he had picked up a throw blanket that laid on the couch— because he knew you were never one to bring such a thing when it came to situations like this.
there you were leaning against the railing of the balcony, facing the moon. your lover silently makes his way towards your figure draping the warm cloth over your shoulders, giving you warmth which your thin long sleeve failed to give. the man stood by your side as he watched you fiddle with your hands like he did earlier— a commonality he had picked up from you. his voice is quiet when he apologizes you almost didn’t catch it if he hadn’t been so close, words continued to spill from his mouth as he confessed how he was feeling when he saw you talking with the barista— enjoying yourself, how selfish he was for only wanting to make you happy— wanting to keep that happiness for himself, for only him to experience. his pride long forgotten, when it came to you he was never afraid to share his feelings with you, always telling you when he was upset— what made him upset he was like an open book with you but a small part of him stuck to his prideful-ness not wanting him to let go which is what took him so long to confess his mistakes.
by the time he had finished his apology you had slipped you hand into his your thumb caressing his knuckles, you leaned into his shoulder as he melted into your touch— basking in your presence that he’s been graced with. this was how the two of you made up, you never made verbal acceptances of his apology instead opening up your arms to welcome his touch, which spoke more than your words could convey. doyoung took fondness to your warmth as you both looked out at the moon, pressing small kisses against each other, soft words of affection and forgiveness was let in the air as the pair of lovers became more grateful for each other every step of the way.
he didn’t deserve you but you give him a reason every day.
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