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its the way i cant open up to my therapist fully about why i say im hypersexual because ive been ashamed of it for so long
its so weird to just admit to my therapist that i feel i need to make up my worth by sexualizing myself while hating my body because i was groomed while i was in the wordt stage of my life mentally .
Content: A compilation of desperate ramblings, tweaked for consumption: Part 1
Content Warnings: Breif mention of necro and sex with the unconscious, degrading names/insults, honorifics, out of control hypersexuality.
Context: I break down because of my hypersexuality fairly often and write to let off some of that steam.
You're so horny right now. So hard. You'd fuck anything. Dead or alive you couldn't care less. If your dick can fit then you're fucking its slutty hole sloppy. You'd fill it up like a fucking jelly filled donut.
The idea of it taking your cock like a good fucktoy. Very, very good fucktoy. So good for you. Feels so good. Sounds so good. Sucks so good. So good for its master. Taking it all in.
You're losing your mind. Body begging to be touched. Your mind is flickering. You feel dizzy. You can't think straight. You just need to fuck something. You just need to have sex. Nothing else matters.
You beg for help. You're so addicted to this feeling and it's driving you crazy. You're needy, like a dog in heat. Your dick is so hard you can't think.
"Let me fuck you please. Rub my dick against yours while you sleep. I'll suck it. I'll suck it like I want to eat it. Like I'm fucking starving. I need your cock down my throat. I love you."
So fucking good. They felt so fucking good. On their knees like a slut. Gagging on your cock. It was dizzying. You almost wanted to kill them.
It feels as if there's something swelling inside of you. You cant help but wonder if this was what bliss felt like. You're so drunk off of pleasure, begging for more. "Make me cum baby."
You beg for more, feeling as if you just might die. You're so horny and can't seem to take care of yourself. You need more. You feel like you're in heat.
"Please, I'm begging." You feel like you're about to cry. It feels so good but it's not enough. You need more.
You're so horny you don't know what to do with yourself. Why does this keep happening to you? It's as if your libido had highjacked your mind. Whatever you get, it's never enough. You're so horny. You can't help it. You can't stop yourself.
You really are addicted, aren't you?
You feel like a bitch in heat. So close to grinding up against someone's leg just to feel something hard against your throbbing cock.
You can't fucking take this. It's too much. You feel like your heart is going to stop. Nothing is enough. You need more and it's driving you insane. You need to be fucked stupid. You need to be dicked down while begging for more.
You're such a depraved slut. You just took a shower and can already feel precum in your underwear. Such a dirty little freak.
Your perverted ego has gone unchecked for far too long. Your dick begging for the attention that you're trying, and failing, to resist giving. You can't get it to stop throbbing. Your hand is squeezing and pinching at your inner thigh, teasing yourself with soft grazes across your erection. Fuck.
"Stupid fucking bitch. Bend over and take it. All of it. Keep that pussy tight and squeeze the cum out of my cock like a good girl."
"Yeah, moan as you take it. I'm going to fill you to the brim."
I can't wait to go outside again and feel like a perv for existing in public
Kinda torn between the idea of i want to be open about it and be approached but also i dont really want just sex and nothing else and people would pobably see me as "easy"
Feel like being bitten by a girl that loves me would fix everything
“Mental health matters!!” People when someone is hypersexual:
“Mental health matters!!” People when someone is hypersexual:
“Mental health matters!!” People when someone is hypersexual:
“Mental health matters!!” People when someone is hypersexual:
That is absolutely fine. For one, sexual attraction, libido, and "horny thoughts" are all separate things, and to be ace, you just need lowered sexual attraction. You can be ace and have high libido and be valid.
Maybe look into Aegosexual. It's more or less your fine with sex in a fantasy, but the thought of you personally being involved in sex is either met with apathy or repulsion. So, an erotica about a one night stand is amazing to you, but actually being in a one night stand isn't.
Either way, if you personally think the asexual label is good for you then you're asexual.
Best of luck on your journey.
Ok so can i be like hypersexual and on the ace-spec because like i think about sex and watch porn like 24/7. Like sometimes i just zone out for hours in bed just thinking about it and even in public when it's inappropriate and like nothing sexual going on i just think about and get horny. But i don't like feel any sexual attraction for like anyone. It's just werid and confusing like can i even consider to be ace if I think about sex and get horny. Like i know this is a stupid question but i just need someone to tell me I'm not crazy to think about this or disgusting.
Context under the cut
I'm kidding only close friends get context
Only reason Alex knows is cause
1) He's engaged to my cousin
2) His brother is married to my brother
So yeah we're basically related
YOU PUT THIS TAG AND NOT EVEN GIVE CONTEXT????
Smh
Just say you have a transformation kink it's okay bbg 🥺 /silly
Context under the cut
I'm kidding only close friends get context
Only reason Alex knows is cause
1) He's engaged to my cousin
2) His brother is married to my brother
So yeah we're basically related
HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!
edits of my character id's with the same labels as me (self indulgent) no me/kin/id tags please
flags: sayaka miki, g?rl fwhip esmp1, aroaceflux bubble bfdi, lesbian randy dialtown, dualrose chikn nuggit, demigirl antag elehitch, hypersexual
"Hypersexual" this isn't apex related bcs I haven't been feeling very motivated or anything but yea have a little kinda vent art lol just something simple so I keep posting and not fall off lol♡
I hate being hypersexual. I hate the compulsions. I hate the pleasure. I hate that I love it.
I’m so fucking tired of being hypersexual.
What people don’t understand about it is it’s a NEED.
I clean myself up just to go at it again, and again, and again.
It’s all I can think about, I just want it to end.
hypersexuality isnt a fucking joke. not an aesthetic. its a fucking disorder. a trauma response. stop glorifying it im actually begging people, im so fucking sick of that shit. be aware. educate yourself. i swear to fucking god.
Knowing I can never be pure again. Knowing I can't escape him. His blood and mine run in the same family tree, he was in the hospital when I was born, we share the same birthday.
He is the reason; the catalyst for my life's brutal and deteriorating path.
Tw, minors dni, slight trauma dump sorry
New date idea
I go over to your house and slut myself out in a desperate attempt to make you love me bc that's the only way I'll ever be loved (or atleast how I was taught)
Hypersexual flag redesign for a friend.
2 flags, one with text and one without. The colors of the flag are: Orange, Pink, Dark purple, Black, and White. The text on each stripe say: Orange for Trauma Survivors, Pink for Sexual Compulsions, disordered behavior and addiction, Dark Purple for Acceptance and Healing, Black for A-spec Identities and Repulsion, and lastly White for Trans Identities.