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I miss him

“I want to go home, I want to go home, but what I mean, what I'm grasping for, is not a place, it's a feeling.”

- Julie Buntin

Why don't other people find life as hard as I do? I think about death everyday. I'm so overwhelmed. Everything is sooo hard. I don't know if I really want to die or if I just can't live. I want someone or something to strip me of all my responsibilities, all the pressure. If that is death then so be it.

He travels while I sit and ponder on him

I had a special someone on my mind. he had been running around my thoughts lately, shutting up wouldn't have worked so I texted him. ''hey how have you been? how's life?'' FYI we haven't quite talked in some time, the prime age of being a teen was the last of our first kiss together. As I suspected he had been livin' his way and it makes me so happy for him, and gosh the way he has grown. makes me yearn for more time to pass to see full growth. he'd always inspire me in some way I cannot say. I hope to see him again...

don't know what to feel for guys

love? no? what, WHAT?

blooming

anyone else just woke up one day and realized that our time on this earth is limited and that they really really really want to live despite every bad thing that happens and proceeded to have a break down or is it just me

Found these in the parada designer book

I fell in love with them

Cut my body like an apple, i wanna appear angelic

I fucked this days up. Im gonna starve for 4 days, I HAVE TO LOSE 5KG QUICK!! Im actually losing my mind, i used to be so thin and fragile, i really want it back. Please brain do as i say. I'd fucking do anything to have it back

I feel so bitten in my core

13 days!!!!

Back to basics

Im back to having control and seeing changes. The numbers are going down, and my frown upside down. It feels so empowering because I'm gonna feel so good at the end of the month. In berlin, im gonna party hard and lose more. Also, my bf noticed im getting thinner, which i absolutely feed on. You see, this all makes me so empowered

I am gonna lose 8kg this month to get back to look my best for my trip to Berlin!!

I already lost 2kg by eating less for a week and working hard at work, distracting myself a lot by skeelering and hanging out with my boyfriend

More to lose is on its way

How do i get back in the honeymoon phase 🫧

The past 2 days have been so high kcal, im honestly not so proud about it but my mind and body needed it to recover from my wisdom tooth removal or else it won't heal fast :/

But now im good, my body has enough to last a week without food

Wish me strength to shake me awake to get control back

Every day, im becoming more like myself again ❤️

🌸🌸🌸

femme fatal

brand new me 

i feel a spark in me that’s so daring to find myself again. i had to go through thick and thin to know, i’ve discovered that it’s okay to let go of the burden. i had to focus and become a lotus

i got rid of being in constant relationships, it was slowing my growth down for 4 fucking years. now it is me time, i’m still young and beautifull so i’m gonna  have fun discovering myself without having to think of ‘’a’’ him or she. peaceful and quiet decisicon making 

continuing my journey to have my dream body and mindset in life

Uggghhrhrhrhh im so mad about something

There's this girl in my class who is soo nice i actually really like her, we're good friends and all but theres one thing that randomly really bugged me.

She posts her stomach often on her stories, she does that quite often but just now it bugged me so much because her stomach looks so flat but i know in real life it doesnt look exactly like that but still on that picture she was able to look skinner and ive been slacking lately but im soooo mad now that ive been on hungerstrike

I need to look better, ive been working out for a good solid month too, my booty is well formed if i say so myself and now its just cutting my fat off my body and then im prettier than ever

Im gonna femme fatal anyone's expectations of me

Having to maintain your ed with when you have ur period is hard

Any tips?

Update

Day 1

I ate broccoli broth soup with lots of veggies with vegan sausages n udon noodles 385kcal, next time im not gonna add the vegan sausages if i wanna stay under 2000kcal in 5 days

Day 2

I ate cereal with strawberries and some nuts 350kcal and that was already too much for me

I also ate a wrap with mozzarella and tomato pesto and half another wrap, puked it out cuz that was 700kcal never again, that shit aint safe for my challenge so -400kcal

Day 3

I ate 2 slices of cauliflower pizza and that was surprisingly just 250kcal i consumed, i threw away the rest while eating that i had the thoughts to puke it out but i couldnt cuz i was at my bf house, but i can burn it off today

So far i had 1285kcal in 3 days

Im so excited to succeed my challenge, yass girlies let's goo

Update 2

Day 4

I made pho soup with vegetable broth and veggie sausages with lots of veggies added too and that was only 265kcal, i got sick cuz its getting colder and colder outside so i need some nutrition to keep my immune system working

Day 5

Still sick but i made it, i ate broth soup again without pho noodles, this time I added a handful of nuts and broccoli and more veggies 145kcal Next thing i had cuz i felt a bit snacky, i made a fruit salad with strawberries and an baby apple with a bit of nuts to top it off and some cereal and that was 190kcal

I made it 🫶

challenge 2000kcal in 5 days

who wants to join me doing a restriction challenge

i have planned out how to challenge me or you if you wanna try it out too

so in a spam of 5 days that you already ate and kept in a foodlog, see first if you haven’t eaten above 2000 kcal cuz try to stay under 2000 kcal in 5 days

i have already eaten 1445 kcal in 2 days which means i got 555kcal left to spread in 3 days 

so now it’ll get interesting cuz then i only have 185 per day to consume but who says i need to eat in a day that’s the challenge 

staying under budget is better

who else is interested in this can dm me for motivation to lose their appetites, just anything even if you are not doing my challenge you are welcome

we can help each other out

stay skinny luvs <3

I weighed myself today after so long

That made me trigger, i hate seeing numbers cuz they drive me crazy but that opened my motivation to lose more weight

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