Borderline Splitting - Tumblr Posts
Splitting is so scary. I can spit out the most vile things about people I love just because of my insecure, my pain, my feelings of betrayal. I can ruin their lives and their relationship over something as small as a misunderstanding.
Splitting is so scary. I can spit out the most vile things about people I love just because of my insecure, my pain, my feelings of betrayal. I can ruin their lives and their relationship over something as small as a misunderstanding.
I was so obsessed with you that I ignored your red flags to try and make things work. I warned you about my personality disorder and struggles and you took that as an excuse to make it seem like I was the only problem.
I was so obsessed with you that I ignored your red flags to try and make things work. I warned you about my personality disorder and struggles and you took that as an excuse to make it seem like I was the only problem.
I was so obsessed with you that I ignored your red flags to try and make things work. I warned you about my personality disorder and struggles and you took that as an excuse to make it seem like I was the only problem.
I was so obsessed with you that I ignored your red flags to try and make things work. I warned you about my personality disorder and struggles and you took that as an excuse to make it seem like I was the only problem.
I was so obsessed with you that I ignored your red flags to try and make things work. I warned you about my personality disorder and struggles and you took that as an excuse to make it seem like I was the only problem.
wow it’s like i was born to be betrayed by my most closest confidants. neato.
wow I really hate myself
10/9/2024
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Quick update on the tony crynight situation:
he saw my message and didn't respond. He left me on read.
He knows I'm trying to get his attention and he fucking ignored me.
Welp, I guess I know now why he won't respond to me.
I want to fucking kill myself so bad rn, he wouldn't even care if I did anyway.
He's too busy giving those pathetic assholes he calls "fans" a lot more attention than me, when I was the one who made several discord servers dedicated to him, made countless pieces of fan art for him, HELL, I EVEN MADE A GOD DAMN SLIDESHOW PRESENTATION AND SHOWED IT TO MY SPEECH AND DEBATE CLASS BACK IN 2023.
And yet.. Despite all of my efforts, nothing...
He doesn't care about me at all, so what's the point in idolizing him anymore..?
I just hope I get groomed so that I can find someone else to get attached to instead...
I wish he actually liked me...