S3lf Hate - Tumblr Posts
i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting i'm too ugly i'm too hideous I'm disgusting
if i write the truth enough times, it'll distort into lies
then just maybe i wont have to cvt myself to feel anything
Because how fucked up to you have to be to wake up in the morning and think "cvtting seems like a great idea now"
the feminine urge to isolate myself from the world and cry until i throw up
Life is too long… 💔 (my waifspo aesthetic moodboard and lana del rey music video)
i genuinely don't know if everybody fucking hates me or if i'm just so used to hate that i can't see someone loving me
sometimes i wonder if other people too don't like to talk about the 'good things' they did cause they feel like they are tricking people into thinking they are a good person and manipulating them into liking them
it's all getting bad again now that the euphoria wore off
꒰ Intro ꒱ ︎
Warnings: (also pls don't report just block!!)
☆ this blog WILL have triggering topics like: Eat1ng D1sord3rs and s3lf-h4rm and any images despicting these topics WILL have trigger warnings !!
Other possibly mentioned triggering things(idk if I will actually mentions these are not): Personal 0nl1ne grxxming experiences this WILL also have trigger warnings if mentioned.
About me:
☆ Hello, my name is Mila, I'm 15 y/o, I go by she/they and I'm omnisexual.
☆ I'm kinda new to edblr and shblr (i think the correct term is shedblr? Possibly??) so pls don't judge
☆ shows/movies I like:
The walking dead
Euphoria
The boys
How to train your dragon
Cod modern warfare(I don't have the games but I do watch gameplay)
☆Music Artist I like:
Lana Del Rey <3
Mitski
Marina and the diamonds
Will wood
Ect.
☆ Boundaries:
Don't ask for pics.
Don't be mean.
This is a safe place for everyone.
Preferably 14+
☆Things I might post:
Edblr [Edblr things for me]
Shblr
Shedblr
Vents
Girlblogs
Morute themes
Grunge themes
Agere (coping mechanism)
Vague s3xual themes (trigger warnings will be provides and it won't be in depth detail)
Things associated with my favorite characters & actors ex. Jeffrey Dean Morgan (I love him)
☆Thats all I have I might add more :3
I wish he would kiss my scars and then kiss me so that i know it will all be okay.
when is it my turn to feel pretty?
god please, i am just so, so tired.