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“Who hurt you babygirl?”
actually myself🥰
sorry i pushed you away i felt abandoned and suicidal
K in tha backrooms
K in the bathr0000m
This is how I can verbally explain my trauma.
There are these hands that have me strangled .
They tighten around my neck and cut of my air,
My hopes,
My dreams,
My potential.
I am those hands
There are these hands that have me strangled .
They tighten around my neck and cut of my air,
My hopes,
My dreams,
My potential.
I am those hands
I don't want to change
But there is this feeling in my stomach
This tightening hold in my chest
These tears that are so easy coming
I'm not ready for change
I will be treading a new world with such little experiences
It's going to take such a long time and patience, and I have neither
Maybe I have to change
I can't go on like this, I'm sabotaging myself
I'm deliberately dying to feel control
But every time I try to change I never succeed how then will I know that this also doesn't end in failure?
I'm afraid that I'll try again and won't succeed
I don't want to go back into that hole
Everything seems fine for now so why am I feeling this way?
Why am I hesitating to change if it is for the best?
What am I feeling?
What is this?
I don't want to change
But there is this feeling in my stomach
This tightening hold in my chest
These tears that are so easy coming
I'm not ready for change
I will be treading a new world with such little experiences
It's going to take such a long time and patience, and I have neither
Maybe I have to change
I can't go on like this, I'm sabotaging myself
I'm deliberately dying to feel control
But every time I try to change I never succeed how then will I know that this also doesn't end in failure?
I'm afraid that I'll try again and won't succeed
I don't want to go back into that hole
Everything seems fine for now so why am I feeling this way?
Why am I hesitating to change if it is for the best?
What am I feeling?
What is this?
I don't want to change
But there is this feeling in my stomach
This tightening hold in my chest
These tears that are so easy coming
I'm not ready for change
I will be treading a new world with such little experiences
It's going to take such a long time and patience, and I have neither
Maybe I have to change
I can't go on like this, I'm sabotaging myself
I'm deliberately dying to feel control
But every time I try to change I never succeed how then will I know that this also doesn't end in failure?
I'm afraid that I'll try again and won't succeed
I don't want to go back into that hole
Everything seems fine for now so why am I feeling this way?
Why am I hesitating to change if it is for the best?
What am I feeling?
What is this?
I don't want to change
But there is this feeling in my stomach
This tightening hold in my chest
These tears that are so easy coming
I'm not ready for change
I will be treading a new world with such little experiences
It's going to take such a long time and patience, and I have neither
Maybe I have to change
I can't go on like this, I'm sabotaging myself
I'm deliberately dying to feel control
But every time I try to change I never succeed how then will I know that this also doesn't end in failure?
I'm afraid that I'll try again and won't succeed
I don't want to go back into that hole
Everything seems fine for now so why am I feeling this way?
Why am I hesitating to change if it is for the best?
What am I feeling?
What is this?