Body Dysmorphia - Tumblr Posts - Page 2
A few days ago my friends and my boyfriend picked me up/gave me a piggyback ride after gaining 4 Kg... Never been so embarrassed in my whole life. My boyfriend was literally struggling...
Anyway now I'm st4rving
No excuses! Summer is around the corner and I don't feel well in my body.
I need to stop eating like a pig and get my sh*t together!
every time i look in the mirror its someone new who stares back at me.
a face, with features i have had since birth, changing every 34th second
yet every time i look at my reflection it is the same little girl who stared ahead at me.
a face, with features i have had since birth, the solemn look i get when the tide is just out of reach
The face of Hgyabbhard in all of that which is befitting of his character.
Something uncomfortable which I realize after designing a character is how many of their specific noted traits are exaggerations or grapplings with my own flaws, insecurities and failures of the past and present. I won’t spell everything out here, you’ll have to keep along the mired path for that.
respectfully i am never taking dating, relationships or marriage advice from women who dont let themselves grow a bush
Dude why are my friends so gorgeous like when I'm around them my self esteem is lower then the apple bottom jeans + boots with the fur girlie could ever go...
17.07.2024
burned: 874 kcal (went for a run two times with 8 - 12 km/h)
net: 360 kcal
i feel so disgusting I cannot shut my fucking mouth and I absolutely need to lose this weight or else I'll km$ I cannot start the new school year in 35 days looking like I always looked
I NEED TO CHANGE
(also I need to see my net intake in negative numbers or else I feel like a worthless b!tch who cannot control herself)
My eyes is where I find myself the most beautiful part of me.
Not my nose
Not my mouth
Not my chest
Not my stomach
Not my arms
Not my thighs
And definitely Not my legs.
So please, love me and only look at me in my eyes.
how grateful i am for people who think i’m beautiful even when i look my worst and have nothing but hate to give to my face, body, and being. for someone who sees me with eyes wholly unlike mine, that are full of wonder, and not weighed down with the years of abuse given to me by myself and others. your perspective is everything to me. it’s given me the strength to live out every day. it’s profound, unselfish, and sacred love.
thank you.
some headcanons i have of doom i'd like to share :3
after they got used to wearing their coat so much at the hospital, they wore baggy clothing and dresses to simulate the feeling of their coat outside of their job.
part of the reason they wore their coat is because they have body dysmorphia. after they left the hospital, they got therapy and grew more love for their appearance.
doom is too scared to get real piercings because of their fear of sharp objects, so they sometimes get fake piercings.
he has a MASSIVE crush on the spinch equivalent of gerard way.
more sad poetry because it’s been a while
I wish I was beautiful
.·:*¨༺୨୧༻¨*:·.
I would sell my soul to be this beautiful 💔
<3 Body Dysmorphia Patrick glitter edit / Do not repost without credit! <3
Me every morning when I wake up
This sums up what having body dysmorphea is like