No Life - Tumblr Posts
I would pay more than that just to rent for a weekend
ai-kon haul!
I have no life
Friends: Wanna go to the party at (insert name here)’s place?
Me: no, I’m watching hetalia
them: c’mon! It’ll be fun! lighten up!
Me: I can’t- England says I have to stay home
Them: Wtf man
Me: *aggressively now has no friends*
The following is a dramatization of real events:
"My charger for my computer broke! One of the wires must have frayed. Oh well, I'll be out of commission for a couple of days. I'll just order a new one via Amazon Prime.
"WHAT?!? It's EIGHTY DOLLARS?! Not happening! This had BETTER be covered under warranty.
"I've been on hold for the past thirty minutes... What, it's under warranty? Great! How long will it take to get here?... FIVE TO SEVEN DAYS?!?!
"I'm gonna be without a computer for a WEEK! Classes will have started by then! Now I can't stream, or work on my mappacks, or distract myself during class, or refresh the same eight websites every five minutes, or... Or..."
.....................
*starts grinning*
"OH NO, now I can't do everything on my computer! I'm FORCED to learn how to better use my phone as a secondary way of obtaining information. How HORRIBLE!
"Aw man, now I can't play my computer games! I have to play my new 3DS games that I got the other day instead. One of them is even my first Pokemon game! It's pure TORTURE.
"Darn it, now I can't work on my mappacks! Forget the fact that I've been working on them for months and haven't made much progress on anything - I OBVIOUSLY can't be productive now! I guess I have to take a break or something.
"Now that my computer is out of commission, I can't do ANYTHING on it! I'm now forced to start doing everything else that I've been neglecting because I was doing all these IMPORTANT things on my computer! And things won't go back to normal for a WEEK! Whatever will I do..."
*packs away computer*
Lets cut off my feelings in order to not feel miserable 🥳
And yes, that is exactly how I deal with the shit called life. I just ignore it hurts so bad and I go through the motion.
I've been simping for fictional characters most of my life
Love irl is terrifying and so easy to mess up
It doesn't help that getting close to people causes me to go through several stages of whatever is wrong with me
Just let me giggle and fantasize about the pixels that could never love me the way I love them ❤️
This is my fan fiction book. I can't stop writing in it, I've been writing since 9:00 and its 12:30... I have no life
Okay I just
Words?
No
Gone
Can’t describe anything. No brain, no thoughts, no hope
Just this
Ugly sobs and hugs op
Ty for this I will think about it forever
currently thinking about izumi furuichi, theater director and mob wife, and she's always seen ginsenkai as another group of boys she takes care of. so when izumida passes and sakyo takes over (because he believes in ken, too, but he's still just a kid) and izumi becomes their anesan, it's not just a title. izumida always cared for them in his own way, and it's a little eerie how much sakyo takes after his dad the boss, but the way izumi is isn't something they're used to. she's gentle but direct, and always happy to translate when her husband isn't ("he's proud of you, you know"). they get hugs when they need them and smiles almost always - ichiro tells her privately that maybe the reason it's so easy for the oldest members to call her anesan is because she's so much like the anesan they remember.
maybe that's why they're so careful with her, too; they don't want to see her get sick, like azami's mom. maybe that's why when sakyo's been gone... longer than expected, they decide not to tell her. not until they have to.
when they do, izumi locks herself in her room for days. she's worried, she's pissed, she doesn't want to hear excuses - and they during one of her forays to the kitchen she overhears ken's voice, soothing and quiet in a way he only is with -
"i know he's okay, i know he is, fuckin' dumbass new clan tryin'a fuck with us like that shitty old man's not the most stubborn fuck on the face of the earth... i know he's fine, but i'm just..."
"it's okay to be scared, azami. i'm scared, too."
"... and i'm worried about mom- i-izumi. i mean izumi."
fuck.
she comes out the next day like nothing happened. her boys need her. including sakyo.
i'm thinking about izumi furuichi, acting boss of ginsenkai, whose husband has been missing for two years to the day, but she's never given up on him. she's just been waiting.
the only one she kills is the man who took him. the others she leaves for her boys while she slips past.
she opens the door to a room off the basement, and he looks up. he looks disgusting. she's never been so happy in her life.
he spits at her.
he says something, but izumi's ears are ringing. with the knife and her hair back, the blood on her clothes, her tattoos showing - he didn't recognize her.
because she looks like a yakuza.
"sakyo?"
azami. god damn it, she told him to stay in the car. ken comes trailing in after him, "-zami! fuck, sorry, boss lady - boss?"
and sakyo is just staring at azami. the kid takes a step towards him; he gasps suddenly, stands and pulls him into his arms.
"azami. azami." it's all he can say.
azami's - giggling, under his breath, like he can't contain his happiness. mumbling back, "yeah. yeah, it's me."
when he's able to let go of him, he looks up at the other two.
"sakoda."
"boss."
sakyo's mouth twitches up at the corner, and ken sniffs. izumi wipes his cheek with her sleeve like she's done it a million times.
"i- izumi?"
izumi swipes her bangs out of her face. a very real fear invented itself in her mind all at once.
this isn't the girl that dragged him into the practice room. this isn't the girl that wouldn't let him tear down the theater.
this isn't the girl he asked to marry him.
"hi, honey."
"oh, my god," he swears, and then he kisses her.
i'm thinking about ginsenkai, the house with two bosses, have you heard about them? yeah, once the husband got kidnapped, so the wife became head of the family to get him back. no, that's the thing, she was just a theater director. she just loved him that much. and now everyone in the underworld leaves them be. they just focus on their plays and taking care of their kids. the little one got a full ride to veludo arts, apparently. still a yakuza though. guess he's staying in both family businesses.
Its so embarrassing to send ONE snap to someone and suddenly they’re on my bestfriend-list for weeks