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Re-watching everymanhybrid, I found I'm Evans height and something clicked in my head so I started working out. If anyone ever asks me why I do, I can't wait to explain to them a short man from a slenderverse arg with mussels gave me enough gender envy to start.
Evan Myers is the equalivent of every short trans man and I stand by that.
Felt cute. Might delete. Prob offensive.
Being home from school is boring here’s marble hornets tweets I made
Okay so I’ve been more active on my art TikTok and I dislike arttok so bad yall.
First of all messages like this:
I get the joke and enjoy getting compliments but I really don’t enjoy that I’m falling into the stage of ‘popularity’ where people need to worry I’m going to be a kid diddler.
I myself am a minor and it’s really gross that people assume that behavior of me.
Second when people get agro on me when I follow trends:
For context this is on a video I made about the ‘bromine brush’ which is (as I said) a lineart hack where any brush with yellow,red, and black overlays over it gives the effect of the chemical Bromine.
This is probably me being sensitive but it genuinely pisses me off that when I am being kind and explaining things you can EASILY search up I get yelled at because I called the trend what literally EVERYONE has been calling it
Anyway that’s all for now and no hate to any of the users in these screenshots btw!
WHERE ARE YOUUUUUU
Come home from the war wonderlust
come home
I recently got back into Neko Atsume. It's been great, except for the fact that I keep misreading it as Neko Autism whenever I scroll by the app.
YESSS EYSSY
IT IS VALENTINES DAY AND MY BDAY SO HAVE THESE...
IVE BEEN DRAWING ALOT OF THESE SILLIES AND I HAD MY OWN DESIGNS OF THE SMILING CRITTERS ILL SHOW OFF NEXT WEEK
i love falsettos 2016 revival i love rewatching it all the time i love listening to the cast recording everyday i love analyzing i love the grey block i love andrew rannells i love christian borle i love stephanie j block i love brandon uranowitz i love anthony rosenthal i love betsy wolfe i love tracy thoms i love complexity i love catchy songs I LOVE FALSETTOS!!!!!!!!!
today i am going to be rambling about one of my most favorite things about tgcf & xie lian as a protagonist, its the fact that despite everything, despite all his severe horrific trauma, hes able to be a good person. and i know thats a pretty like general blanket statement, but let me explain:
usually i hate protagonists who go through one bad event & then choose peace and love, usually its boring and unrealistic to me (especially as someone who has gone through traumatic experiences and has been thoroughly messed up by them) but with xie lian it's different, its different because throughout his whole life after being banished he has really bad luck. the man literally cant catch a break !!!
and i empathize with that !! i understand how it feels to have life seeming to constantly be against you, and although xie lian doesnt always have the most healthiest mindset, (which is to be expected) like for example how he views his relationship with physical pain, how he constantly demeans himself, how his self esteem is horrific, but he's able to enjoy the little things in life !!! he seems like the type of guy who would sit in the sun for a few hours after a hard day of work to relax, he seems like he would take his time living very slowly (when he has the chance)
and i think this is why tgcf is like. one of my all time favorite book series ive read, its how human all the characters are, its the contrasts between xie lian being portrayed as this washed up trash god who was a former prince when in reality he's only looked down upon because hes behaving like a human, not a well-respected immortal who's lived more than eight centuries.
and i think thats what life is all about, its not being a good person, but its deciding to choose kindness and mundanity because where is the joy in life if you can't savor a sweet snack? or enjoy a warm meal with loved ones? godhood & power mean nothing when you're constantly miserable. like there's already so much cruelty in the world, and xie lian has already experienced such harshness, so he chooses kindness instead. like that one quote that waymond wang from everything everywhere all at once said where hes like:
"You tell me that it’s a cruel world, and we’re all just running around in circles. I know that. I’ve been on this earth just as many days as you. When I choose to see the good side of things, I’m not being naïve. It’s strategic and necessary. It’s how I’ve learned to survive through everything. I know you see yourself as a fighter. Well, I see myself as one too. This is how I fight."
okay thats all. i needed to get this off my chest before i exploded
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m going to make it obvious that I’m sad and get sadder when no one notices
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I can’t ask for help even though I’m obviously struggling
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I pretend to be better than everyone, but I know deep down, I wish I was like everyone else
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’ve been burnt out since six
Im a Regulus kinnie, of course I rot in bed during the weekends
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I love the song Black Friday by Tom Odell
Im a Regulus kinnie, of course my search history is secretly filled with fanfics
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course me and my sibling are on a rough path.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I have abandonment issues.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m sarcastic.
Im a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m going to be the embodiment of a black cat.
I’m a Regulus Kinnie, of course I want a golden retriever partner.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course I’m learning French.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, of course my family loves the fake version of me.
I’m a Regulus kinnie, if you go through my notes app, I’ll die.
Marauders characters as convos from me and my friends
PART ONE
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Barty: “I’m going to touch you in your sensitive spot.”
Evan: “not if I touch you there first.”
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Regulus: “Well pain is a great motivator but id want him to get hurt to the point where he hurts himself”
James: “WOAH THERE BLACK.”
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Sirius: “feliza navedah.”
James: “are you telling me that because I'm Mexican.”
Sirius: “Obviously, you little Mexicano.”
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Peter: “STDs?! Y'all got AIDS”
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James: “STOP FLIRTING WITH MY MOM OH MY GOD.”
Marlene: “I AM NOT, YOURE HALLUCINATING, YOU HOT DOG.”
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Remus: “I fell on my ass. It hurts.”
Sirius: “I’ll massage it for you babygirl.”
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Sirius: “THERES EYELINER IN MY EYE.”
Remus: “HOW THE FUCK DID YOU DO THAT?”
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Lily: “My boobs are sweaty.”
Marlene: “Real.”
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Regulus: “Please don’t tell me you don’t know the tooth fairy isn’t real-“
Evan: *Shaking his head frantically.* “Don’t say that! Pandora doesn’t know that. I’ve been pretending to be the tooth fairy.”
Pandora: “What? I already know the tooth fairy isn’t real?”
Evan: “Then who’s pillow have I been putting money under?”
Barty in the distance: “THE TOOTH FAIRY ISNT REAL?”
Update on Lolita
I want to fucking kill myself
THANKS FOR WATCHING, LIKE AND SUBSCRIBE FOR MORE
We need book rehab. But specifically for the ones who have read most of Colleen Hoovers books. We need to get better.
Fuck your Roman Empire.
What do you think about when you’re on the toilet?
Drop some things in my ask box for make Bree famous 2024
ALSO, ILL LOVE YOU IF YOU PUT BOOK RECS <3
I’ll even try to record myself reading the book recommendations.
READATHON WHEN
IT SAYS WEDNESDAY 🙄🙄🙄
ILL SEE YOU TOMORROW THEN
Rafe with autistic reader
Warnings: Suggestive content, innocent reader
Tropes: kookxpogue, sunshinexgrumpy
Summary: Reader is autistic.
Bree rants: Hi! So, I am only mildly autistic, so if I get any of this wrong I am deeply sorry. ALSO, if you're reading this, please help me work tumblr, I don't know how to make a taglist or boarders. Thank you- Also my askbox is always opened, so ask me random questions, I am always bored. Before I forget, I AM ADDING THIS TO ALL POSTS, AND IF I FORGET IT @brokenwingsgalore WILL PUT IT IN THE COMMENTS. IF YOU DONT LIKE IT, DONT READ IT!!! AND, if you want this to be a full oneshot, please tell me in the comments. I love you and enjoy reading!
(HOW DO I MAKE BOARDERS.)
Rafe! Who found you at his house in his party crying because everything was too loud.
Rafe! Who was about to yell at you but once he looked down, he felt soft and mushy.
Rafe! Who would continue to stare at you while you cry, not knowing what to do.
Rafe! Who finally speaks up and asks you if you need something. You shake your head no and he does not take that lightly. Instead grabbing you some water and sitting beside you.
Rafe! Who eventually finds out its because of how loud everything was and takes you up to his room. Topper whistles thinking Rafes getting lucky. Rafe tells him to shut up and you sit on his bed.
Rafe! Who would calm you down by dimming the lights and covering your ears. He thought this was childish but you seemed to have been calming down.
Rafe! Who would let go of your ears and ask you if you're okay.
Rafe! Who slowly finds out you suffer autism and your friend had brought you here to, "let loose." He would fight the urge to punch whoever that friend was.
Rafe! Who would yell at anybody who even talked near his room so you wouldn't have to panic anymore.
Rafe! Who would spend all night with you, letting you rant about your current hyperfixation just so you didn't have to pay attention to the loud party beneath you two.
Rafe! Who smiles at your little giggles and hand gestures. He hated when people would talk to him, but with you, everything you said sounded so luring. Even though you were talking about sharks.
Rafe! Who would drive you home and get your number.
Rafe! Who becomes obsessed with you after a week of getting to know you. Doing research on autism just so he could help you out like you helped him that night you met, he would've been fucking some girl he didn't like or smoke weed all night. Instead he found you.
Rafe! Who would ask you to be his girlfriend after two weeks.
Rafe! Who buys you anything you hyperfixate on. Legos? He's buying every set and listening you talk about the lego sets. Sharks? He'd buy you a mountain of plushies. Anything your autism liked for a few months or weeks, he would buy.
Rafe! Who never forced you to come to crowded places with. And if you do, he brings noise cancelling headphones or something for you to fidget with.
Rafe! Who practically almost murders anybody who says your too weird or something about your mental health.
Rafe! Who makes sure you eat all your meals, even if its krafts mac and cheese for the 5th time today.
Rafe! Who lets you sleep with him but gets annoyed when you have to put one of your shark plushies between you two. Though he would never tell you he was annoyed.
Rafe! Who ends up telling Barry random facts about the new movie you're obsessed with because that's all you talk about.
Rafe! Who loves you to death despite everything. He loves you and your hyperfixations. (maybe not the shark plushies though)
guys how do I make a tag list. send help. I’m making fanfics on Thursday and I need a tag list. somebody pls. I’ll send you Olive Garden breadsticks. or wet hotdogs.