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Tw Suicide/selfharm Mention/vent
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I am thinking about suicide again
I wanna die because.....
Why I wanna die ?
Maybe just because....
Maybe because I am useless
Maybe because I am not worthy
Maybe because I am not enough
Because I am nothing
Because I don't deserve to live....
I don't deserve to be loved, to love, to exist....
I am nothing and no one ever would love someone like me so why live if anyways I end up dead...
Why live if anyways I be annoying, useless, not worthy, not enough....
No one cares if I am alive or dead ....
No one cares if my arms are covered in cuts and scars....
As long as I have good grades
As long as people see me as a kind, good and clever person ....
No one cares and no one will .....
If so then why live ?
Why suffer so much when you can die
Why be alive and be called a problem
I don't want to live
I don't want to be alive
I want to die
To disappear and never come back
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More Posts from Lonelywithdreams
Is it even worth it ?
Is trying worth anything ?
Is trying harder worth ?
Will trying change anything ?
Will any effort change anything ?
Probably not....
Then why try ?
Why put any kind of effort when other side does nothing in return ? When other side puts no fucking effort.
Is living worth it ?
Is death worth it ?
Is love worth it ?
Is anything worth anything ?

Especially when your younger cousins start asking: "do you have a husband? You are old enough to be married already."
I'm fucking 19 !
When I told them that I am not old enough to get married they changed their tactic.
"Then you should at least have a fiancΓ©."
Geez ... I've been single since day one.... find me a boyfriend then we will talk about fiancΓ©...
please reblog this if it is okay to anonymously confess something to you.
Again....too tired to cut
Someone just told me that I made her feel safe and that she was ready to tell me her every trauma and she wanted me to adopt her....
Simple words but they hold so much meaning....at least for me