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Omg finally happened, I'm happy - Ask game

✨️-Do any alters in your system have an accent?

Yes! That we can confirm Josevosky has a very prominent russian accent, is very funny because he can't do it right but he stick to use it when no one see or when he's with someone who know we're a sys

Besides him, we have suspicious but we can't confirm because of amnesia, to voice tone do change tho

🌠-Do any of the alters in your system have dyed hair?

Internally yes, a lot of them really, it's just kinda the semi normative at this point

But we haven't dye our hair, like the body's one, but we want to

🌎-Do any alters in your system speak in a different language?

They do! We're a bilingual system whose also learning other languages, specifically german and esperanto, but only like two are semi good in that ones

Outside those we two alters who speak one language that the body don't speak, so we kinda hear it very blurry and strange, the language is the one we're creating like a personal project so that also explain why we can't understand them very well

And that's it, thx an bye!!!

hello!! for the ask game :

🌙 (Are there any nonverbal alters in your system?)

Yes they are, our primary protector Kury is one of them, there aren't a lot of non-vocal alters but we do have some yeah

(We use nonvocal instead of nonverbal for several reasons)

It's me! Your son! Questions of the questions game: 🌌👾🛸✨

The host son omg (Kid your parent don't return, I can't mask to long being him damn😭)

Any way, for the ask game

🌌-Does your system have little to no amnesia between switches?

Well it depends in many factors, if we switched because of stress, danger or something negative we have amnesia, maybe the one who come to front have memories of what happened before but the other one will not have anything

But when isn't because of a negative stuff we normally have little amnesia, I don't think ever happened a case when happened a no amnesia between switches ???

👾-Do any alters in your system have typing quirks?

Yes! But all of them hide them because they're ashamed of them, people have make fun of those and attack them so they don't use it often

The last time one used one was Josevosky because he was feeling silly and wanted to return to a source old habit

🛸-Do any alters in your system have exo-memories?

A LOT OF THEM, like, really a lot, most of the introjects and a big amount of brainmades have this, and it always freaks them out

And the last one I already answered so... That's it!

I'll tell your dad you made me work /pf

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🪐-Does your system have Angry or "dangerous" persecutors?

We do, we have A LOT of them and we can get kinda scared or annoyed from them

It's funny when we see and like 98% of the frequent fronters are angry or "dangerous" persecutors, even our host LMAO

Bein persecutor heavy is... Is something yk?

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☁️-Does your system use things like pluralkit and simply plural?

We do, we have alters that works specially in Simply Plural to make it very aesthetic, pleasant and with a lot of info to understand us better, this come to a point when we even introjected Simply plural LMAO ???

In the other side we don't tend to use pluralkit, we don't make alter or system description there, we just kinda use it to put who's talking when non the host, and sometimes not always

🌎!!!

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Tho I already answered this one I have not problem putting it alone with a copypaste

🌎-Do any alters in your system speak in a different language?

They do! We're a bilingual system whose also learning other languages, specifically german and esperanto, but only like two are semi good in that ones

Outside those we two alters who speak one language that the body don't speak, so we kinda hear it very blurry and strange, the language is the one we're creating like a personal project so that also explain why we can't understand them very well

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🛰️-Do you have a large headcount?

Yeah I do, like a very big amount, we gave up trying to count how many we are, we just say 1300+ now and that's it, the bad part about being a polyfrag sys ig

☄️-Is your system neurodivergent?

Yep! Not only because CDDs are neurodivergent in the first place but also we have another neurodivergent disorders like adhd, tho we won't be sharing all of them here lol

💫-Do your littles use 'little-speech?'

The ones who have fronted not really, they do speak like a kid in terms of what kind of words they might use, but they don't do like a "uwu" or baby talk one

Thanks for asking :DD

Ask game! 💙📺🍃🌈🍬 /not forcing all the questions

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💙 - Do you switch frequently or do you go longer periods between switching?

Well it depends on what you see as switching. For example a new alter coming to front or having access to the body is consider switching well almost daily more than one time, but if you ask about switching like me, the host, leaving and another alter taking the principal fronting control it can be very rare and take long times

It mostly depends on triggers, sometimes it can feel like being P-DID but I know it's not because I can leave front and I'm not always conscious, but I don't tend to leave front or the main control of the body lmao

📺 - Do you make/buy gifts to other alters in the systems?

Normally nope, my system needs to be more good with me if they want more gifts. If drawings are consider a gif well I kinda do it

One time I make our grandma buy a toy kitchen for one little... He never fronted again so yeah I don't buy gifts since then 😭

🍃 - Do you have specific alters that cannot access headspace at all?

Yes, tho we're not sure why this happens ??? Sometimes I, the host, can't even enter there LMAO

I guess it depends in a lot of factors that I'm not very aware of, idk

🌈 - Do you get frontstuck often? What do you do to try to get ‘un-stuck’?

EVERY FUCKING TIME

I cannot front without being frontstucked and IT SUCKS HORRIBLE, like the only way for me leaving the front is being so triggered and in a very delicate/dangerous state so another one needs to front, but outside that it feels almost IMPOSSIBLE for me to leave the front

If not with bad triggers and crisis I can't un-stuck myself... I hate here

🍬 - What’s the funniest thing another alter has said to you? (internally or externally communicated)

I have a list, hold on

"I'm gonna sue you for being the host" "Namelnom, tf is a subsystem of yous? I won't be adopting them all, With Spider-Namel is enough" "Sorry I fucked your parent... Also I'm you mom now-" (She was my aunt before being my mom ??? 😭) "You unfurrified physically but not mentally, fucking furry"

My system is wild LMAO

Thanks for the asks son :D

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💚 - Do you have a high or low split tolerance?

Low one, WE FUCKING SPLIT A LOT FOR STUPID REASONS I HATE IT, STOP BRAIN

🎞️ - Do the alters in your system use more medical coined roles or more community coined roles? or both/neither? do you find them useful?

We use both, we also use terms that we coined for ourselves like persmo as an alternative for alter and doemo as an alternative for inner world/headspace, we like more the ones we made ourselves

I think the problem is the medical roles/terms feel too formal and bad for us, and the community ones we feel too disconnected and uncomfy using them because we're not that part of the community and we don't like it that much so... It's we use both because we're lazy and explaining things

The 📺 I already answer it in the previous answer :D

🎙️ - Does the taste in music vary a lot between different alters?

It kinda does, like 50/50, most of us enjoy almost all the music types so we can listen to almost everything, our favorite songs and artist are different, but between frequent fronters we have a similar, but no the same, music taste

But we do have different music tastes and preferences lol

It was a real roller coaster, it was a mix of a bunch of this things and similar things... It was wild because I tend to forget about it and till I accept it well I remember all those past semi-discoveries (I call them like that because I was aware of the disorder but not the system... Does that make sense??)

This is regardless of if you are self diagnosed or professionally diagnosed.

New terms

Have you ever had this feeling of being dysphoric because you're an alter? Or because you have a CDD? A similar feeling to that? Do you use terms like alter/front dysphoria because you don't have a better way of calling it?

Well we made terms that are similar to dysphoria and dysmorphia to describe the unique and exclusive experiences some CDDs can have regarding this topics/feelings!

Is a big list of terms, all of them in some kind of way describes this feeling but have their unique difference, but you can use any of this for a general experience even if it's outside some of this specifications stated in the meaning

THIS TERMS ARE EXCLUSIVE TO CDD, NO ENDOS CAN USE IT PLEASE, THIS IS TO DESCRIBE EXPERIENCES OF A DISORDER

Behold the long post explaining each of the terms

Dysoma

General meaning: Describe the feeling of the body being bad (in meaning isn't how you want it to be) or hard to have (in the meaning of being hard to be in that body because isn't yours)

In depth meaning: This terms is to describe the feeling of the body being wrong, the body not being "good enough" just because isn't yours, it is hard to see and live with the body because it feels off, it doesn't feel yours, it's bad to your eyes and can give you discomfort because is not your body, the general negative and maladaptive feeling surrounding your body and not being able to feel it yours because is different from your body

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word soma (body)

Dysdokein

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a hard/bad time because of pretending to be and appearing as someone you're not, this can be in many things not only with the body appearance

In depth meaning: This term is to describe that feeling of uncomfort of having to pretend you're someone else because you're in someone else body and life, people will see you as the person you're not but you have to pretend to be and it's something distressing, this feelings isn't completely about the body feeling off because isn't yours but rather you feeling off, bad and hard to keep up an external life and body so you feel a stranger because of it

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word dokein (to seem, to appear, to think, to imagine)

Dysproso

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a bad or hard time to keep up the "acting" of being someone you're not like using a mask or custom of someone else

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the distress caused by having to act and present as someone you're not and having to use their face and life as your new face, this "mask", body and life that you have to deal with gives you the off feeling, the sense of you're not yourself and an uncomfortable time, people referring you and seeing you as that other someone makes you feel disconnected from yourself and like you don't have control in your own life

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word prosōpon (face, mask)

Dysalotriu

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a hard and bad time because you suffer the life or someone else and not yours because this isn't your life nor body

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the state of grief and concern regarding having the life of someone else, you have to deal with the problems and life of someone else an that gives you a hard time feeling yourself with the life and body of someone else, seeing that you're another and not you gives you a shock that can affect you negatively, it is based more in the sense of external life and the distress it gives you rather than the actual masking, body or similar feelings of not being you

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word allotríou (of another, foreign) [Yes I changed the word to be more short and pleasant to the term]

Dysantanhetro

General meaning: Describes the feeling of not being able to see your own reflection in the mirror but of someone else, this can also means that you can't see yourself within the body

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the distress caused by the body not being as you want, this is triggered when you see that is way different from yours or when you look at your reflection/shadow you see someone else and not you, this can also be accompanied by a defensive way of trying to modify the body to resemble more of your look and not being able to handle properly and in a adaptive way the different body and appearance

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek words antanáklasis (reflection) and héterou (of another, other) [Yes I changed and mixed the word to be more short and pleasant to the term]

Dysantilep

General meaning: Describes the feeling of a state of depersonalization that cause a hard or bad time related on the way of perceiving because of the body

In depth meaning: This term is to describe a specific kind of depersonalization related to the grief, problem and disconnection to the body, life and the way others see you because of all those things aren't about you but someone else. Being aware or entering in a state of consciousness about the body and life not being yourself but someone else makes you enter in this kind of depersonalization and it's hard to keep up because of it, you can feel other things alongside this depersonalization state or you might not feel anything outside disconnection and uncomfort because of it

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word antilēpsis (perception, grasp)

Dysapopro

General meaning: Describes the feeling of having a hard and bad time of keeping up the body persona because you feel too disconnected and separate from it

In depth meaning: This term is to describe the problems, distress and discomfort being a "persona" of someone else brings you, is a creeping feeling of discomfort, fear and detachment of not being yourself and never being able to be you, the fear and anguish of trying to be you, make the body look like you but not being really able to be you because of this persona it exists around the body

Etymology: It comes from the mix of the greek prefix dys- (bad, hard) and the greek word apo (away, off) and próposo (face, persona) [Yes I changed and mixed the word to be more short and pleasant to the term]

This are all the terms I made to describe my experiences, I never shared them because of the kinda weird names, but if you like them, feel connected and described you can totally use them! I'll feel kinda honored if people started using this terms to describe such a common feeling and experience that didn't have a name up this day

Any questions or comments regarding this terms I'm open to hear them all!

(Sorry for the tag, if you want me to remove it I will do it but tell me, I tagged you because you're the main reason I did this long post @system-cypress)

Guess who had the idea of three new sideblogs...

ME

I'm gonna decide the aesthetic, photos and name and gonna update y'all when they're ready

(Plus if you want to see a sideblog for systems or CDD related of something you don't find you can request us to make it, we will gladly do it :3)

We have the common introjects out there in our system

The ones who are kinda strange but we're ok because they look cool, like a internet introject? Yeah it's weird but it looks hell good so it's not that bad yk

And then...

THEN WE HAVE THIS MF-

WE NEEDED TO MAKE THIS PFP BECAUSE THEY DIDN'T WANTED THE SP LOGO JUST PUT IN THEIR PROFILE

WE HAVE A FUCKING BALL OF SP STOOOP 😭

Will you ever give your SP?

Probably nope, at least not in public

But this doesn't make we won't be doing SP tours if someone is interested :3

SP is too personal for us, like yeah we like have a lot of things in trusted friends and private, but still of that it's like talking about parts of us that we can't even accept

Adding to that we have a horrible paranoia and tend to split (BPD) a lot that makes us delete our current friends if not so closed, so even if I added you in a bad moment I can delete you, or someone else will do it because they don't know you

Adding adding to that our ex principal host and a very important alter of our sys made all the decoration and things and feels very itchy about someone else looking at his "unfinished job" cofcof @rowlpy cofcof

We would add people if we get to enough confidence with them, if we call you a friend directly and have a good interaction you can ask for it and after some talk probably gonna give it to you, but be aware that deleting can happen without us telling it before

Also our SP is in spaniglish so... XD (A mix of spanish and english)

⋆ System ask game: Polyfrag edition ⋆

Remember you don't have to answer all nor give extra information, simple yes or no is enough, this is just for fun and for anyone who wants to do it

Endos this isn't for you, exclusive with those who a CDD and are polyfragmented

🍄- Do you feel comfortable with the term polyfrag?

🌹- How long have you been knowing you're polyfrag?

🥀- Did you pass for the "I think I'm OSDD/P-DID" phase a lot of polyfrag systems seem to have?

🍁- Do you use other system terms besides polyfrag or just that? (Ex. C-DID, RAMCOA system, etc.)

🍂- Do you have really problematic alters that aren't allowed to front because of it?

🌰- Do you have multiple hosts, one host or none host?

🍠- Is the front always/a lot of the time crowded?

🥕- Have you ever coin terms just for your system? Or you just use community ones?

🥜- If you have one, do you have a complex inner world?

🧅- Do you have multiple layers?

🥔- Do you have in-sys relationships? Like family, partners, etc. If do, you want to talk about some of those relationships? (The last part is optional)

🌻- Do you have an internal life? In the sense of alters being able to simulate life within the inner world

🎑- Do you have multiple alters with the same name?

🌾- Are amnesiac barriers a big problem with you? For communication, healing, normal day, etc.

🌱- Are you something heavy? (Ex. introject, trauma holder, non-human, etc.)

🌵- Do you have low or high split tolerance? Do you split more than two at the same time?

🌴- Does being polyfrag have ever made you feel invalid?

🍃- You have subsystems and/or subsystems?

🌿- If you have subsystems, do you have container subsystems?

🎍- Do you have other names for formation/fragmentation besides alter and fragment? (Having more categories for that)

🌳- Do you have a hierarchy or government internally? You don't have to talk about it if you don't feel comfortable

🌲- Do you experience more blackout or grayout amnesia?

🎋- Free question! Tell us something about you, your system and/or your experience as a polyfrag system, there's no rule here, just keep safe important info, share what you like!

Us everytime we found a person who understand people are different and they can have different views, opinions, thoughts and stances about different things but that doesn't made them bad/your enemy and get to know the person better outside the assumptions based on those things and is aware that friendship and good relationships can happen with people who are different from you and that topic you're against/not ok/you don't agree with isn't the only topic you can have so they start friendships/relationships based on the respect, understanding and put boundaries of not talking about those topics but still interacting

Guys the amount of people we don't agree with in many cases, don't share opinions, thoughts, views, stances and all that kind but that doesn't make us any but we're in fact friends is wild

People aren't just one thing about it yk? You could meet great people if you stop judging based around those kind of things, knew the person if they seem nice and then judge around it

I promise they're not your enemy because of being different, the best friendships and relationships come from being different and having understandment about it

🎋 for your ask game !!! :D

🎋- Free question!

Uuuh, well well, I think I found super funny the fact that I'm one of the keys of our whole system

I've been host for like 9-10 years by now. and I think the brain got super used to me because now we can't function without me LMAO???

This means I'm always have to be near front or fronting, I am super important and I have like 8 alters guarding my back that have a lot of power and influence in my system

Not only that but I'm that important to my system that is normal to split more "mes", we call them Nameltives at this point XD

Like most of them share specific characteristics with me that makes them "a Namel" so we can be sure of them, all the Namels are part of the subsys Namelverse and I'm the host there too

It all started with me leaving more the front so the brain started forming and splitting new Namels to keep up with the roles, things and problems I couldn't hold, also to help the system in a way the brain found comfort even if my system kinda hates me and the rest of the Namels lol

The first Namel besides me was a Spiderman Namel and he's my brother :3

So now we're like a subsys of like 30 recognized Namels and like 100 I think in general?? We don't count fragments Namels as part of the subsys but ig they are

Bonus point of all of this, we talked about this Namelverse a lot on tiktok and in a friend server that there's a bunch of Nameltives in other systems, probably they're not active anymore but I know at least 10 other systems with their own Namels

Double bonus points because there's a anti-Namels grouping in the system LMAO 😭 (They wanted to do a blog about hating me an the rest of the Namels, I didn't let them, silly them)

🎍🌻 for your ask game :DD

🎍- Do you have other names for formation/fragmentation besides alter and fragment? (Having more categories for that)

We do! And it really helps us with the organization and understatement around the system

We use those two and one more, but we add like sub categories like to keep up with the organization so we can be more specific, each category has a % of how well formed they are

Alters-1A is 90% to 99%

Alters-1B is 75% to 90%

Demifragter-2A is 55% to 75%

Demifragter-2B is 45% to 55%

Demifragter-2C is 30% to 45%

Fragment-3A is 20% to 30%

Fragment-3B is 5% to 20&

Blank-4A is less than 5%

We love this organization ngl, we have to take our decoramin for this

🌻- Do you have an internal life? In the sense of alters being able to simulate life within the inner world

Frequent fronters and me don't have really prominent internal life because the acces we have to the inner is limited, specially for me ngl

But yes, most alters have a pretty solid life in our inner, we have a lot of things going on there and some of them might not be even aware of the real external word, they might think the inner is the real because of how good and ok are there

The few times I can go there and visit my family is so fun to see how the main city is and how all of them have their unique lifestyle

THANKS FOR THE ASKS!! /pos

I will spoook you but in the sillest ways :33

like I'd make a slightly warm grilled cheese sandwich and just place it on the table

oOoOOOoOoOoOoO RaNdOm SaNdWiCh /silly /pf

Wait wait... IS THIS THE SILLY GHOST??

This you buddy?

Random sandwich omg 😭

The random sandwich is gonna be sad or happy if I don't eat it? I don't like sandwiches, like only two alters tolerate them... Ik shame on us guys /pf

Ok I know I leave some comments for you OP but I want to repost and add my thoughts, hope it doesn't bother

Endos, pro endos and anti endos, all the three sin of the same mistake and that's the problem with all this syscourse thing, no one is winning, no one can win, it's about making all the whole community into a fight of stances and this is the shit that happens because of it

"What's the shit that you're talking about?"

People being excluded because they don't share the same specific mindset, the system community forcing people to choose a side from syscourse and shit like that, that's the shit I'm talking about, making the system community a endo syscourse one

Tag things as you want, don't include stances or things that doesn't fit you in tags, interact with the tags you like most, use the tags that describe you... It's so bad to see that syscourse makes the tags a problem and distressing

The system, no, the syscourse community is really toxic and shitty, you can't find a good place there, you might think that you can feel understood, like you're ok with them and similar things, but most of the time you're just hurting yourself by engaging with things that upset you and making you part of a discussion that will never stop, it can make you end up worts actually, doesn't matter what side of syscourse you are

Syscourse spaces are very exclusionist, I tell this from experience, and most of the time you'll only see hate, stress and problems, that's what I don't like the system community, I don't like the endo syscourse, I don't like how syscourse now it's a requirement for the system community... That's why I'm not part of it, I don't consider like that, but for content purposes I have to tag it like that tho I'm not

Honestly the best people you'll find in this community are:

The ones who are NOT into syscourse, or if they are they put "neu" because they don't want to deal with

People who don't make their stance their whole personality and put it everywhere

The real good people you'll find are not in the syscourse part of the community, because they can be very double moral and shitty the moment you don't align perfectly with their mind sent

For example me, I'm not anti endos but I don't believe that endo systems are a thing and I don't want them interact, my stance is very complex and yet I've been attacked and exclude from all parts of syscourse, that's why I don't have a syscourse stance public anymore

If you're not breaking boundaries interact with who you want, use the tags you want and don't enter syscourse for your own sake

The good people won't be caring about your syscourse stance

The feeling when interacting with both sides (endos and anti endos) and seeing the bad and good sides of both (both harass people, both can go out of their way to avoid dnis, but also both can bring people closer together, both can post silly fun things, the majority of antis are normally people traumatized by endos fakeclaiming them, harassing them, most antis Do Not go about harassing people. Most endos/pro-endos are trying to be nice, most dont go out of their way to harass people, most don’t agree with those who harass people, most are just living their lives)

Then feeling bad when tagging stuff because I never know what to tag it with because I don’t know which side to choose ;-;

I say I lean anti because of trauma, but as long as people are nice I’m ok to live and let live.