Im Not Mentally Stable - Tumblr Posts
im not fine-
THE MENTALLY UNSTABLE HUMAN URGE TO SLAM YOUR LAPTOP/PHONE ON THE FUCKING FLOOR WHEN IT HANGS EVEN REMOTELY,
but u dont because then u remember how are u gonna fuck up being productive and do time pass :DD
Just realised asthama is pronounced as azma and not as-th-ma
im shooketh-
I’m not sure if you ruined me or made me have more fun
Don’t let your words float through people. If you’ve got something to say, let it be heard.
After so many people leave you start to question what’s wrong with you…
I have no clue what it is but there’s a fucking NOISE IN THE WALLS OF MY HOUSE and it won’t stop,,, of course UNLESS THE AC IS ON (and the ac sounds like a fucking plane taking off so it’s just as bad) SO I CANT SLEEP. I HAVE AN ACCOUNTING TEST TMR AND IM 👌🏻 THIS FUCKING CLOSE to going absolutely batshit just throwing a hammer at my wall :)
update: ITS FUCKING BACK I SWEAR THE ANYTHING HOLY
Update 2: fuck it I’m gonna power through and sleep as I’m getting McDonalds in the morning before class and I need to be awake
3rd and final update: it’s gone! The fan downstairs apparently was never turned off and I’m above it so it was making noise
i don't have seasonal depression, i have seasonal happiness.
Oop, them abandonment issues be acting up
Hey everyone;
I know no one will see this but, i'm really not doing well. So i'm taking a long break. there's also a chance i might get sent to a mentalhospital, wich isnt fun. sadly this is forced by my parents, i know they are doing this for me, so i don't fully blame them
I'll try to update now and then. might do an easy request. the mental hospital i might go to i've been in once already.
So sorry if you are waiting for a request, this isnt really in my control.
Goodbye for now,
my friends <3
I wish I was enough for someone.
girlies (gender nuetral) i think im losin the ability to speak coherently
:(
Where did you get my Obsession List?
my favourite genre of media fr
bonus:
Mentally Unstable Girl
Hate that I would tell myself that TMNT was "a baby show for kids"- what would a 13 year old Pine think of me now??
Also note; this is my first time making a comic so- :p
I am so in love with Jennika right now, and I thought it would be fun to draw her interacting with my OC. Imma gonna be drawing them together a lot hahaha!
My Average Contradicting Morning
My inner thoughts
TW: Cursing
Me
TW: Suicidal mentions
Yay for once I’m not tired! Here comes the migraine Hey I got up early today! Go back to bed, everyone will think you’re fake sleeping if you get up now. Hey, I’m gonna work really, really hard today! You’re still only making three hundred bucks per month. I have spending money! It’s not even enough to rent the dorm, you’re still short a hundred from last month…But I tried really hard and that’s all that matters! No one cares, you’re not the only one in the rat race. I should see some friends! The same ones you flirted with because you like him and he doesn’t like you? No, my best friend! The one you cursed out because she said your problems were getting out of hand? I…uhm…maybe I should just go to the mall…You look like skin and bones, you anorexic fuck. Right, maybe I should stay home…You lazy idiot, do something with your life. I should see my therapist…The one who left you or the one who made you cry like a bitch two weeks ago? I should buy a rope…Good idea, but the store’s out of the medium thickness ones, it’ll either break or you’ll fall through the loop. I have some…The ceiling of the dorm won’t hold more than fifty pounds genius. W-Where’s the knife..? You forgot to sharpen it, you couldn’t break skin if you wanted to, you worthless little bitch. Then I’ll buy a sharpener…You can’t, the store only has the shitty ones that don’t work, not that you know the difference between “Course” and “Fine” anyway. I should see Daddy at the prison…The same one who raped you and made you like this? I’m gonna go see Mamá…The one who speaks Spanish but won’t teach you and still doesn’t even accept that you’re a faggot? I…I th-think I’m just gonna sleep…Good idea.
patrick
what’s wrong with psychopaths
they’re people too
and although they’re sick
and probably want to kill you
or manipulate the shit out of you
why do i still love them so much
there’s something so attractive
about the seemingly lifeless
wanting to protect your life
am i wrong?