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If you're passionate about something that mortals find somewhat intimidating. You really do have a sexy brain!

HOME?

I have no place to be..

I have no home to be..

It's always me who's wandering

Inside a home btw walls..

Wherever I stay..

I'm not standing still..

My legs rests..

My hands rests..

My body rests..

But my mind wanders..

Wondering where it belongs..

Where it can finally sit..

Stay still and relax for a bit..

Always in a hurry to find..

A place where it can be fine..

Always on alert..

Always in motion..

Never still..

Never at rest..

Wandering and wondering..

In search of a place..

While missing the places it has been..

Missing everything it's in..

Missing the present

looking for the future..

Missing everything it has

For something it never had..

Well it's not the mind's fault

To always feel left out..

To always feel like not being home..

And to always yearn for that home..

Where it can relax in peace..

Where it can finally find it's comfort..

Where it can finally be home..

Do such a place exists ??

Can my mind find it ??

Or there's no such place like home ??

No home ??

No peace ??

Will this quest ever cease ??

Is it too late to get myself out of my thoughts?!

sometimes people struggle, not with their enemies not with their friends nor do they suffer because of the strangers, they stuffer with their own thoughts, with their own self. It is then do they realise that the sufferings offered by someone which isn't you is much better than the struggle you cause to yourself!

Introvert-friendly?

I mean I'm a socially awkward animal and I need care?! So.. be friendly (introvert-friendly!)

So I want to be in a community of any topic but like the "introvert-friendly" community (or groups or channel or whatever irdk!). No I don't mean like a community of introverts! I just want an introvert-friendly community if it makes sense..

Like an 'introvert' community is a community with introverts but an 'introvert-friendly' community (as I call it ..) is a community that is introvert-friendly.. lol.. ok so what I really mean is a community that's not too small to be less informative/useful but not too big to give anxiety.. I mean I really wanna join in groups that are about my favourite artists or idols or anything I like basically but then seeing the vast numbers of human beings that are formed into such a community makes me anxious.. I mean as much as I would love to be updated with my fav artist I don't want notifications flooding my phone and if the mute or off the notifications still when I open that certain app I would see tons of 'to-be read' texts which are the triggers points, the fear of missing out if I just scroll down and the fear of feeling left out is one thing but the fear to even see that many texts is terrifying (personally!). Which is why I wanna be in communities that are introvert-friendly. Cause I can just join in some communities where we only get updates (and anyone or I cannot text) to be updated but that'd mean no communication at all which is sometimes boring and most of the times discouraging if the reason I wanna join is to make friends or to be more communicative.

I don't know if I even make sense at all with this but this is something I've been feeling lately. I wanna know new people but larger groups make me anxious, more people and more communication makes me anxious, and still I want 'new' people in life T_T like I can go out and make friends but that'd make me anxious too, I mean my whole point is I'm an introvert so you can't expect me to do things in the casual and most usual way, cause what's causal for you is already a trigger point or an terrifying chore for me. Or maybe just maybe meeting new people in life than online is not only much more terrifying but also a lot boring .. ryt ?

"Each person deserves a day away in which no problems are confronted and no solutions are searched for."

-Maya Angelou

He has everything..

He has peace..

He has freedom..

He has loyal people..

He's loved..

But..

He wanted more..

In the circle of thriving for power and greed, he lost everything he once had..

From :

"what's a life without power?"

To:

"what's a life with power to control one's body when their mind and heart despises you the most?"

He realised the cost of his greed..

Everything he paid with, for the power that's so useless..

He realised he's the most powerless he's ever been with all the power he ever dreamt of..

Light travels faster than sound. That is why some people appears to look bright until you hear them speak.

- Alan Dundes

I don't feel particularly proud of myself. But when I walk alone in the woods or lie in the meadows, all is well.

- Franz Kafka

"I am overwhelmed with things I ought to have written about and never found the proper words."

- Diaries of Virginia Woolf

The Last Summer Dairies..

Last summer was slow, painfully slow, with nothing to do and no one to talk to, bored, silent, lonely.. and so my mind has all the time of the world to think - over think - everything and anything cause why not, I used to write stuff that stings my mind randomly.. I spilled my thoughts and the flow of words into the papers soaking them in the ink of my favourite black pen.. now I wanted to put that whole collection here one by one reminiscing every memory - or thought - again!!

Welcome to my Last Summer Diaries..

capturing the moments (intro?)

Intro pt2

Someone's intro~

To my someone

To my someone 2

coming soon..

Tags : #the last summer dairies

Dostoevski once said; "Isolate as much as you want to become stronger, even if you see that loneliness is an unbearable hell, it is much better than the multiple masks of humans" And he was right.

One day you will wake up and there won't be any more time to do the things you've always wanted Do it now.

- Paulo Coelho

Life, she is strange..

Sometime I wonder why life is tricky..

why make me hate you..

till i wanna end you..

and then make me love you again..

like nobody has ever loved anything..

or anyone..

You're a trickster..

well i guess i like tricks..

good for you, bad for me..

your tricks are too intense to bare..

your tricks are too good to stop..

your tricks makes me insane..

insanely hateful..

and immensely in love..

I don't get you..

you're too tricky..

You're a witch..

but I like magic..

good for you again,

bad for me once again..

your magic is enchanting..

your magic is forbidden..

your magic lures me..

Lures me until i get near you..

like a sailor tamed by a siren..

and then you eat me up mercilessly..

Lures me until my eyes feel heavy..

like a little baby

listening to their mother's lullaby..

and then I fall asleep in your lap..

warm and comfortable and safe..

I can't understand you..

you're just magical..

Sometime I wonder why life is tricky!

I find it amusing that we're all pretending to be normal when we could be insanely interesting instead

- Atlas

Dreams to reality (teaser)

isn't it just a dream? Or is it ?!!

She woke up in a world she couldn't name.. She woke- did she though?? Is she even awake?? or she's just dreaming?? But.. it felt real.. it 'almost' felt real.. He felt real.. He is real.. But the world isn't.. Right??

When she wakes up in different dreams one after other and he was there with her in every one of them, she couldn't see him tho, if she tries the dream ends.. and another one starts.. will she see him before she wakes up?? Who even is he?? Isn't it just a dream?? Or is it??

moodboard 1

moodboard 2

moodboard 2.1

moodboard 3

moodboard 4

moodboard 4.1

Dreams to reality (the story)

(p.s. I don't own any pictures I used for the moodboards. All the pictures were from Pinterest, I only edited them!)

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moodboard 1

"We danced the whole day, at least that's how long it felt, as if the time stopped for us to get indulged into each other's eyes, to love each other with only our eyes. I didn't know I could love someone I couldn't even see."

- dreams to reality

moodboard 2

"He looked at me as if I gave him the whole world, who knows perhaps I'm his own whole world and letting him into my own personal little bubble of books made him as happy as I am to let him in."

- dreams to reality

moodboard 3

"I just stood there admiring the beautiful union of the ocean and the sky far ahead. But then I felt something poking on my back, as if someone pointed a sword at me. I turned my head to see it was indeed a sword. I wouldn't mind though, because it was him who was holding the sword."

- dreams to reality

I have had a difficult time reading my writing recently but I do want to keep going, so I really hope that you can put up with my writing for a while longer

ℳ𝓮𝓶𝓸𝓻𝓲𝓮𝓼 𝓯𝓵𝓸𝓸𝓭 𝓶𝔂 𝓮𝔂𝓮𝓼 𝓪𝓷𝓭 𝓵𝓮𝓯𝓽 𝓪𝓼 𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓻𝓼