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Morning sunshines ¸𓏲࣪ ˚.꒷

TW: I do not glorify any mental illnesses/disorders. This is my journey, please do not follow anything I do. If you’re a minor, don’t interact, please. I won’t feel comfortable. I am pro recovery but not yet ready for that step.

Skincare done, shower done and… my favourite part: scented body creams and body moisturisers!! The best thing ever. I love my pale and soft skin. 🤍

I had half a peach for breakfast, didn’t weigh it though. Oof, So I don’t know the calories exactly but I feel so good! Yesterday I only had a rice cake with egg whites, then refreshing cold water with lemon and fresh mint leaves from my garden!⊹ ִֶָ✧ 🧸

Coffee and cigarettes taste better after a fast🧸🎀

going to the mall is one of my biggest triggers istg cus everybody be skinny but me rn for some reason

does anyone know why i can't purge?? like i try but nothing comes out except clear liquid... also how do you purge quietly??? im fighting for my life trying to be quiet even with the shower runningㅠㅠ

is it a psychological thing since i kinda have emetophobia?

ofc he'd check her out. how could he not when she's so perfect and tiny and you're flawed and huge.

HIIII, GUYS!!!! So I was on vacation for a little and sadly did not eat how my brain wants me to because I'm not trying to die and it was so worth it, legit walked so so so much through pretty mountains and woke up with a flat tummy after eating maybe 1500+ calories??? But no more hiking, so back to home sweet home in Ana's arms

My top day I didn't have my phone with me so I logged the estimate amount of steps ❤️

My friend who's already soo much smaller than me has started tracking c@ls and tracking her steps.

Me because my friend with a fast metabolism does this.

its a canon event.

Like manifesting this

an0rexic autumn bitch 🍂🗝️☕️🕰️📜

⤷ like & repost = skinny fall ᯓ ᡣ𐭩

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Do yall ever have those days where you just eat and eat knowing you shouldn't. Like I've been eating alot for the past few days and I honestly can't stop. I'll be almost done with a fast and then I'll just break and eat a whole bunch of junk that I don't even need.

I wish I had self control and discipline.

I finished a 24 hour fast that was supposed to be a 48 hour fast (I changed it) and I ate a while bunch of fast food after and I sometimes feel like I just have a binge ED which makes me feel so worse cause why can't I have control over food? Why can't I look at food and just say no? Why can't I just ignore my hunger and actually finish my fast that I set instead of cutting down the hours?

It honestly gets on my nerves.

No literally why can't I stop eating? Like I ate so much today it's freaking crazy. Almost everytime I finish eating it's always "I'll be serious tomorrow" and when tomorrow hits I'm stuffing down a whole bunch of food down my throat. I honestly feel like I'm just destined to be a fatty forever and it makes my head hurt just thinking like that.

I need someone to help me fr.

Can someone please help me with self control or give me tips on how to not eat my whole kitchen everyday 🙏🏿 please. If I don't lose some weight this month I'm gonna tweak out.

trying so hard to not feel guilty about eating…

Radiohead is so real for that

okay.

Just watched 2 episodes of Heartsopper s3 and I'm bawling my eyes out.

Yes I've read the book

But GOD

😭