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EVERYONE

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE START MAKING MORE (ANTI ENDO) POSTS ON THE SYSTEMPUNK TAG, ENDOS ARE TRYING TO STEAL IT SO PLEASE TRY TO FLOOD THEM OUT, THEY DO NOT BELONG IN THE TAG.

EDIT: BLOCK @the-alarm-system THEY ARE CONTRIBUTING TO THIS AND EVEN MAKING FLAGS FOR SYSTEMPUNK THAT DIRECTLY GO AGAINST THE POINT OF THE TAG

a quote from punks and about punks

"to be punk is to be kind"

endos are not kind. they are ableist and spread misinformation and actively harm real systems.

endos are not kind. they steal resources from real systems.

endos are not kind.

endos are not punk.

normalize alters not getting along, yes among your own system, but also with partners or family or friends

i love my siblings but i have multiple headmates who dislike or even hate them

there’s someone in our system who absolutely hates an alter in our partner sys

there’s another who refuses to interact with someone who’s a friend of mine

alters are not a monolith

shoutout to all introjects with traumatic backgrounds

you escaped the narrative! it’s yours now to do with as you wish- you can have whatever happiness source denied you

RULES AND INFO 🦇

Hi! My name is Kip or Drac! Im the host of an OSDD1b system named Dracula’s Church! I use He/It/She/Kit/🌀 pronouns, and asexual, and gender queer aaaaand i make templates! These templates can be for systems or for aesthetics on any social platform! Here are mu rules, dni list and form for asking/requesting templates!!

RULES

1) Please don’t repost without credit! its never too hard to add “made by Draculas church” or our system ID

2) Please don’t bring any syscourse into my blog, i can not help who uses my templates

3) Dont spam my inbox if i dont do your request immediately

4) Do not use slurs, this is a safe space for everyone and slur use takes away from that

5) Try not to ask for close symbols, i don’t know what you can and can’t claim to use (unfortunately this goes for japanese, korean and chinese characters aswell as any other language’s letters and characters)

DNI

- Endo systems

- Tulpa systems

- Non traumagenic systems

- Pro Endo/Tulpa/Nontramagen

- People who bring politics into everything

- Anti contradictory lables

- Anti Neo/Xeno pronouns

- Radqueers

- P3do/Z00 philes/MAPS

- Proship/Comship/Darkship

- Sh0ta/L0liCon

- Trans/Homophobia

- Racism

REQUEST FORM

Type: (Bio{sys or alter}, pronouns, display name, simply groups/custom fields ect)

Length: (mini, short, medium, long)

Theme:

Symbols/Emoji:

Requirements: (how many sections to add, categories, borders ect)

Extra:

Thank you for reading up to this point!! i hope you all look forward to getting your templates!!!

WAVES HI HI HELLO

Can I request a dark template with like uhhhhh 💀🔥🩸 and whatever you think fits!!!!

Thank you!!!!!

HI!! Feel free to add and remove anything to it!! Ill also post it in the comments for anyone on mobile!!

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> ***BASICS***

🩸 name

♱ pronouns

💀 age

⛥ gender

💀oriantation

♱ rel. stat

🩸xtra

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> ***SYS INFO***

🩸type

♱ origin

💀prt cnt.

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> ***BOUNDERIES***

🩸int status : [ Y/N/Ask ]

♱ nicknames : [ Y/N/Ask ]

💀 petnames : [ Y/N/Ask ]

⛥ flirt : [ Y/N/Ask ]

💀flirt : [ Y/N/Ask ]

♱ touch : [ Y/N/Ask ]

🩸play bully : [ Y/N/Ask ]

©️|| pk!s ohcgi ||

Hello hello !! I have a template for you all!!

Unthemed (ish) Alter / Regular bio

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◞ ︶ ︶ ***NAME !*** ︶ ︶

❩ ⋆₊ ⛥ ***prns :***

❩ ⋆₊ ⛥ ***age :***

❩ ⋆₊ ⛥ ***gender ID :***

❩ ⋆₊ ⛥ ***orientation :***

❩ ⋆₊ ⛥ ***role :***

❩ ⋆₊ ⛥ ***int :***

❩ ⋆₊ ⛥ ***relatinship :***

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©️ ||pk!s ohcgi||

i ofc will put it in the comments for those on mobile but i hope you all like it!!

HI !! quick update bc i have not posted anything ^^

im a bit busy and demotivated soas soon as i can i will work on asks and requests 😭 im so sorry for the delays and for those who asked for templates but i’ll work on them soon enough!!

It’s so funny seeing those endogenic systems.

Like just say you roleplay. You don’t need a whole ass disorder.

Food for Fangs: Unmasking Vampire Parts.

Personal and Educational Post.

Written by Blade.

The way dissociative identities present as individual parts reflects how trauma has affected the brain. Their traits stem from what was needed to protect against trauma or overcome stress. These traits or ways of perceiving the world may be disguised or interpreted by the brain in the presentation of different types of alters. This allows the individual to remain unaware of their trauma, as the brain may create a narrative that feels understandable and logical, reducing the likelihood of questioning these details. It may be the way the individual's brain allows itself to feel things the host personality was not allowed to during abuse. 

However, there are many misconceptions about the way parts present in Dissociative Identity disorder. This series will cover non-human parts. This part 1 post is about Vampires, written by Blade, a vampire alter. This post will also primarily only cover parts when in executive control, as we feel discussing internal worlds is a different section more suited for the post of their own.

"Can vampire alters consume human food?" 

This question often arises due to the misconception that vampire alters truly believe they are vampires trapped in a human body. However, this is not the case. While an alter may present as a vampire, they are still aware of their human biology. If an alter is unable to understand or realise their role within the system fully, it could result from high levels of dissociation, such as derealisation and depersonalisation. It is crucial to address and work through these issues, as allowing a trauma-based reaction to persist outside of the traumatic experience can be harmful. 

Do they eat human food?

Depending on the role an alter has within the system, they may be required to consume food if they take executive control for an extended period. However, there may be trauma associated with food, and this discomfort may manifest through the vampire alter. Some may have the role of holding these feelings to prevent others from experiencing them, as it may cause less distress for them as a vampire who does not have an innate connection to the concept of consuming food. This is what my part did, I was disgusted at the idea of food and I only began to feel normal hunger after some therapy focused on my individual. This was also not questioned by other members of the system because it felt normal that a vampire would not want to eat human food or find it repulsive. 

But aren’t Vampires always hungry?

Although not all vampire alters are hungry all the time, this could be another trait of protection that is allowed through a vampire part. As discussed by Howell EF (2011) in “Understanding and Treating Dissociative Identity Disorder”, a non-human part may form a protective state that is allowed to express an emotion or feeling that the host part is unable to. Expressing hunger or being allowed to feel hungry may be something that the individual was not allowed to do so the brain displaced that feeling onto a part suited for that position of dealing with that pain, or the child/adult experiencing more trauma related that feeling as being like a vampire.

“Vampire Alters crave blood”

This relates to the point I made earlier: vampire alters are not actual vampires from mythology, so they do not crave blood. However, there may be aspects of their role that give the impression they crave blood. This could include being around procedures involving blood, being around mentions of blood, or being tasked with clearing a wound if it occurs. In the mind of a child or an adult experiencing additional trauma, a vampire would be the most suitable alter for this role, as they would naturally be comfortable around blood. However, to a part that is unaware of this trauma, or even to the vampire alter themselves, they may feel them being around as an impression that they crave blood like in myths. A vampire alter may also be assumed to crave blood if they happen to also be a persecutor who causes physical harm that results in blood.

 A person's craving to drink blood, known as Clinical Vampirism, is a rare condition that has been documented through case studies. However, it is often associated with a delusion or as part of mental health conditions such as schizophrenia. But, there was a case study on a man who suffered from vampirism and was later diagnosed with Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID). His violent tendencies, stemming from his vampirism, manifested through his other identity, leading outsiders to believe that his dissociative identity was a real vampire as an alter. This perpetuates the misconception that vampire alters are always like their mythical counterparts. However, the introduction of the case report clearly states that there is no established link between vampirism and DID, and they should be treated as separate conditions. This case study serves to show that vampirism is possible in patients with DID even if DID did not cause the vampirism. We have included the case study in our bibliography to provide sources, but we must issue a trigger warning for extreme violence, SH, su*cide, and trauma of all ages. Additionally, the use of the r slur in the introduction should be noted as it may be offensive and we do not agree with the use of the word. We will have linked more reading on the topic including other case studies of people with schizophrenia and one study that talks about the different levels/types of vampirism documented. All the same trigger warnings apply.

Although vampires do not have an inherent desire to drink blood, some may find comfort in consuming red foods. This may serve as a way for their brain to establish safe foods and comfort through this alter without it seeming out of place or may have been the brain thinking the only way the individual would be able to consume these foods was if they were a vampire and hence the trait is given to the vampire alter. In my own recovery, addressing my relationship with food was important. I eventually discovered that my comfort food was tomatoes, and I found it easier to consume foods like Gazpacho, which is in liquid form. This allowed me to find comfort in eating while also embracing my vampire identity because it felt like a natural progression towards something more positive, as it also involved addressing past trauma but brought comfort too in being a non-human part.

This post serves as an important reminder that DID is a trauma disorder so everything about an individual will be shaped by trauma. It is not a fantasy or roleplay in which dissociative identities are made or exist by.

Bibliography

Howell EF. Understanding and Treating Dissociative Identity Disorder. Routledge; 2011.

Sakarya D, Gunes C, Ozturk E, Sar V. ‘Vampirism’ in a Case of Dissociative Identity Disorder and Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder. Psychotherapy and Psychosomatics. 2012;81(5):322-323. doi:https://doi.org/10.1159/000335930

O’Brien C, Hallahan B. Delusions of Vampirism in an Adolescent and Treatment with Clozapine: a Case Report. Cureus. Published online October 2, 2023. doi:https://doi.org/10.7759/cureus.46352

Halevy A, Levi Y, Shnaker A, Orda R. Auto-vampirism--an Unusual Cause of anaemia. Journal of the Royal Society of Medicine. 1989;82(10):630-631. Accessed July 25, 2024. https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC1292349/?page=2

Hervey WM, Catalano G, Catalano MC. Vampiristic Behaviors in a Patient with Traumatic Brain Injury Induced Disinhibition. World Journal of Clinical Cases. 2016;4(6):138. doi:https://doi.org/10.12998/wjcc.v4.i6.138

References 3-5 are the extra case studies referenced in the post.

Written by Blade.

This is a personal and educational post.

Design update & ideas call

Calling all our system friends: if you could have a funny or serious DID/OSDD related sticker, what would you have on it?

Symbols, designs, words, phrases etc (curse words are okay, comments on endogen systems are okay) - go ham on it, we need as much inspo as possible <3

We've officially finished designs for The Multiplicity Network's logo, poster, and a lanyard for the conference (VoicesUnited)!

Unfortunately, I can't show the full designs until after the assignment is submitted in November, or we'll get pinned for plagiarism..but here's a blurred version of the final!

DID systems 🤝 Hydras 🤝 being traumatised and splitting another one to cope

We made something we're super proud of today, I just have to be careful posting it online as it's for our final design assignment

...the green guy in the middle has my whole heart 🥺 grumpy sock puppet 🥺🥺🥺

I keep seeing systems posting their fronter bracelets and felt left out so

Here are some of ours!

We don't wear them all the time but they're helpful when we do

And yes, Kyle does in fact have '69' on his... though I suppose I can't say anything when our blog has 69 in it too. Everyone hid meaning in their bracelets, flags and relationships etc but I don't know them all..

mine doesn't have any special meaning; I just really like orange, and I'm witchy sooo.. evil eye.

inspired by boop day, reblog this post if its ok for people to send you random asks and interact on your posts with no judgement. i want to talk to people.

THANK YOU, fUck that bullshit. Endos go against the very deffinition of what a system is and all of our knowledge of it. use your fucking brain.

you are not a system without trauma.

your system did not form for any reason other than trauma.

"non-traumagenic" isn't a thing.

"traumaendo" isn't a thing.

trauma survivors shouldn't have to clarify that they're "traumagenic" because people want to roleplay on the internet.

go fuck yourself if you think that "endos" are valid. my trauma isn't a label you can wear.

you can not be a system without trauma.

you can not be a system without trauma.

you can not be a system without trauma.

[ID: STOP! this blog is a strictly anti-endo space! pro-endos and endo neutrals, shoo! shoo shoo!]

boo !!

hi we are the confused collective !! we are an undiagnosed DID system of an undisclosed amount of alters !! we are bodily 15 :)

we are: problematic! proship, profic, ANTI ENDO, we are radinclus!

dni: radqueers, anti-proship, anti mspec lesbians, queer exclusionists, terfs, basic dni, anti neopronouns/xenogenders, anti self diagnosis, transmeds, pro-endogenics and endogenic systems, anyone who unironically uses the term sysmed, anti palestine, if you harass people over fiction

we do not engage in most syscourse, we do not support fake claiming for any reasons

system intros under cut :)

Gloria

- she/it/they, bi lesbian, 23, radinclus

Kenna

- he/they/it/paw/pup, mspec lesbian, lesboy, 15, radinclus